Chapter 38 But I can't help my heart
"Aren't you afraid that I'm going to see a woman?" He suppressed the displeasure in his heart and asked with the corners of his mouth tightened.
"That's Mr. Gu's freedom."
"But......" he said with his hands on her desk, "don't forget that game." ”
"I always keep in mind, but I ...... with Mr. Gu" She didn't say everything, just sighed lightly and continued to draw the design.
Gu Mochen really had a weakness and irritability in the face of Shen Yilan, so she took a rough breath, straightened the photo frame, and left her office.
Shen Yilan stared at his back and curled the corners of his mouth coldly.
Gu Mochen arrived at Huaxiang Road, rang the doorbell, and no one opened the door for a long time, he couldn't help frowning, entered the password, and went in.
The smell of alcohol made him twist his eyebrows in disgust.
Seeing that Jin Meiyan was drunk on the ground, he stepped forward and picked her up, Jin Meiyan lifted her eyelids, with a look of joy, and wrapped her around his neck, "Achen, don't leave me!" ”
Gu Mochen broke away from her hand, "Yanyan, you have to listen carefully to everything I say next." ”
Hearing this, Jin Meiyan shook her head emotionally, "I don't want it!" ”
He obviously promised that he would not leave her or cancel the engagement, but in the end, she became a joke in Jiangbei.
"Yanyan, I'm really sorry for what happened three years ago, I also wanted to give you an explanation, but I can't force my heart."
She had already covered her ears, basking herself not to listen, but she still heard clearly.
He said he couldn't help his heart......
Therefore, in the past three years, he has never proposed to himself, even if she specially bought a ring and wanted to remind him that it was time to propose to her, he was still indifferent, and he could drag it out day by day.
Therefore, when Ivy appeared, he would be confused, and he would not be the same as before, and even, he could ignore her feelings and leave the wedding scene.
……
All of this, just because he can't force his heart!
But, Gu Mochen, do you know how sad my heart is?
Do you know how much I love you?
How much have I been wronged and how hard have I worked for you?
Facing her pair of tearful eyes, Gu Mochen's throat suffocated, "Yanyan, I am willing to compensate you, the investment in the new drama I said before will continue to advance, in addition, I will give you a blank check, how do you think it is appropriate, fill it ......out yourself."
Before he finished his words, he was slapped hard by Jin Meiyan.
The crisp voice made Jin Meiyan stunned, her hand tightened little by little, and then let go, like a child who had done something wrong, her eyes were flustered.
"Achen, I, I'......"
Gu Mochen stared at her coldly, "Jin Meiyan, you have always known me very well, if I say it's over, then it's over." The press conference is set, and I will let Jin Han inform you! ”
Looking at Gu Mochen's back, Jin Meiyan fell into an ice cave, stood up suddenly, and shouted in a hissed voice: "Once, you said that you would end up with Shen Yilan, but is it really over?" ”
Gu Mochen stopped and didn't turn around, "She's Ivy." ”
"Whoever it is, she's going to hurt you!" Jin Meiyan expressed the doubts in her heart, hoping to make Gu Mochen change her mind.
Gu Mochen didn't want to turn around, he wanted to keep a little bit of Jin Meiyan's beautiful appearance, however, when he heard this, he turned around uncontrollably.
"No matter who she is or what her purpose is, I want her!"
- I want her!
These four words instantly turned into four quenched swords, which pierced Jin Meiyan's heart fiercely. His face suddenly faded clean, and his whole body trembled terribly because of the heartache.
"So, you don't want me anymore?"
Gu Mochen didn't say anything more, not even staying for a moment.
Behind him was Kim Mi-yeon's mournful scream, a pillow smashed on his back, his eyes narrowed dangerously, and he quickened his pace.
Gu Mochen didn't look back directly, just as Danny's first batch of rough diamonds was shipped to the diamond factory, Jin Han couldn't contact Gu Mochen, and he was sweating profusely.
"Tuk-tuk—"
Shen Yilan raised his eyes, "Something?" ”
"Miss Ivy, do you know where Mr. Gu has gone?"
Shen Yilan frowned, "He only said that he wanted to go out, but he didn't say who he was going to see, what's wrong?" ”
"Nothing." Jin Han leaves her office.
Shen Yilan looked thoughtful, opened the door and went to Jin Han's office, "Maybe I can find him, but I must know what is going on." ”
Last time he went back to Brazil, although she was there every time he and Danny met, Gu Mochen seemed to be deliberately avoiding her, and she didn't know what they talked about so far.
Jin Han hesitated for a moment, "The rough diamond from the supplier Danny has arrived. ”
"Oh?" Shen Yilan frowned, "Okay, I know, if I find him in a while, I'll call you." ”
"Can you really find Mr. Gu?" Jin Han's eyes were bright.
Shen Yilan smiled, "Try it, I don't know." ”
After leaving Gu's family, Shen Yilan stopped a taxi, and after thinking about it, she searched for several clubs, bars, etc., which Gu Mochen often went to listed by Jin Han, but she didn't find it.
Raising his hand and looking at the time, he couldn't help but feel a little discouraged.
When she passed by the creek they had been together as children, she asked the driver to stop first.
After so many years, although the neighborhood has changed a lot, a mountain behind it has not been developed, but it has become a bright spot in this high-end real estate.
The small river she and Gu Mochen went to when they were children was below, and they had to go down to the next embankment, because the mountain had not been developed, so the road was potholed and not easy to walk.
Looking down at her high heels, she thought about it, it was better to go up and have a look, not necessarily to go down.
After all, there are some things that are in the past.
The happy times they had together couldn't offset the damage he had done to her, and they couldn't bring her father back to life.
It was very difficult to walk up, and when she looked out over the river, her eyes froze.
The man who stood by the river...... Gu Mochen?!
Why is he here?
While the doubts in my heart are getting thicker, the suffocation is getting thicker and thicker.
Feeling the gaze suddenly staring at his back, Gu Mochen twisted his eyebrows, turned his head to look, and when he saw her standing in the sun, his eyes changed slightly.
Shen Yilan clenched his hands tightly and walked towards him.
High heels are not suitable for this kind of dirt road, she slipped under her feet and almost fell, Gu Mochen's heart suddenly fell, and she rushed up quickly, and when she was about to fall, her long arms stretched out and held her firmly in her arms.
Looking at each other, time seems to freeze at this moment.
She looked at him, after so many years, the boy had matured, but between them, those happy times no longer existed!
He also stared at her for a moment, what was she thinking about at the moment, who was once carefree and cheerful like a princess?