Chapter 167: I've Really Grown Up
At this moment, Gu Mochen's eyelashes trembled slightly.
Shen Yilan was startled and withdrew his hand like a thief.
Gu Mochen first let out a violent cough, and when he caught a glimpse of Shen Yilan, he was stunned for a moment.
The corners of his mouth were slightly raised, obviously his head hurt, but he forced out the brightest smile.
Shen Yilan's eyes straightened!
"Worried about me?" He asked.
The voice was weak and a little hoarse, but it was not difficult to hear the joy that came from the depths of the heart.
Shen Yilan's words that originally came to her mouth were swallowed back by her.
Gu Mochen frowned, ignoring the hanging needle on the back of his hand, and struggled to sit up.
"Aren't you okay yet?"
Last time, Zhang's mother came to see him and told him that Shen Yilan had aphasia, he was extremely sorry, but at this moment, seeing that she just opened her mouth, he felt even more sorry.
Shen Yilan looked at him very seriously, "Gu Mochen, what should I do?" ”
These words were extremely choked.
Gu Mochen just looked at her so straightly, for a long time, he suppressed all kinds of chaotic emotions in his heart and held her hand.
"Lan Lan, between us, can't we really be good?"
Shen Yilan's eyes were wet, she wanted to be good, and even, because of his hard work, she was moved many times, and she was worried about him.
After all, he was his own everything, his own world.
But now it's not just time that sits between them, it's human life!
She wanted to push him into the abyss with her own hands and make him extremely embarrassed, however, she wavered again and again.
This time, she could have sat idly by, but she still couldn't be completely ruthless.
Shen Yilan felt that he was really unproductive!
She hurt Feng Rui and made so many people who really care about her sad and sad, she is really a failure.
But seeing her tears like a flood of bursting embankments, Gu Mochen's heart tightened. He raised his hand, trying to help her wipe the tears from her face.
When his fingertips landed on her face, she seemed to have been cast a spell and avoided it in a hurry.
Gu Mochen's hand froze in mid-air so abruptly, and after a long time, he pulled the corners of his mouth bitterly.
"So, that's your answer?"
He thought that she came in such a hurry, and they would get along with each other, and time would slowly fade those contradictions between them.
However, it was he who thought everything too simply.
In order to warm her, he did not hesitate to become humble, but all this was in vain.
"Lan Lan, maybe I should really let go!"
She was stunned, her eyes widening.
At this moment, when she heard him say let go, her heart was not filled with joy, not relief, but ...... Sad!
Gu Mochen lay down again, not expecting anything more.
Shen Yilan looked at him with tears in her eyes, and after a long time, she slowly spoke, "I hope you are true to your word." ”
"Okay."
The air in the ward seemed to freeze with his word "good", and although they were both breathing, they all felt that it was difficult to breathe.
Shen Yilan got up and quickly left the ward.
Her back was pressed against the cold wall, and the tears could finally roll out freely.
Seeing her like this, Mother Zhang asked suspiciously, "What's wrong with you, young lady?" ”
I looked inside along the door glass, but seeing Gu Mochen's eyes closed, Zhang's mother felt faintly uneasy.
"Young lady, don't you really want to be separated from the young master?"
Since the fire three years ago, she has seen with her own eyes how Gu Mochen is suffering.
Although she said that she didn't care, she cared more than anyone else in her heart, if she left again, wouldn't the young master be going to collapse?
Moreover, this time, the young lady has done so much for the young master, and she obviously cares about it in her heart, why do you say she doesn't care?
Shen Yilan forcibly suppressed the sourness in her heart, and when the tears fell, a cold and sharp color appeared in her eyes, "It shouldn't have been together, there is no point in forcibly getting together!" ”
Mother Zhang was stunned, "Young lady......"
Zhang's mother still wanted to say something, but she could only swallow everything back to Shen Yilan's cold and frosty, impenetrable eyes.
Shen Yilan didn't enter the ward again, leaving Zhang's mother staring here, and she left the hospital alone.
Zhang's mother was in a dilemma, but when she saw that the person arranged by Gu Mochen in the morning followed her, her hanging heart suddenly fell.
"She's gone?" Gu Mochen's voice was hoarse.
Zhang's mother said "um", "Young master, do you want to drink some water?" ”
Gu Mochen shook his head, "You go out first, I want to be alone for a while." ”
Zhang's mother looked at him with her eyebrows tightly locked, her originally handsome face was extremely haggard, she sighed and left the ward.
Gu Mochen's heart was extremely sour, he stared at the ceiling and pulled the corners of his mouth.
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Shen Yilan went to the cemetery again.
The administrator saw her coming, and hurriedly greeted her, "Girl, you were in the rain last time, nothing serious happened, right?" ”
Shen Yilan only curled his lips at him, "It's okay." ”
"Ah, you young people now......" said the caretaker only half a sentence, and then went back into his hut.
He also had a daughter, about her age, and when he saw her, it was as if he had seen his own daughter.
She was visibly preoccupied and had lost a lot of weight.
Shen Yilan looked at his back and shook his head.
Not all young people will be like her and Gu Mochen, who have loved and hated, loved and hated, and forcibly got together, which can only make each other suffer.
She went up the mountain and came to the tombstone of the Shen family's parents.
This time, she was very calm, just quietly looking at the photo on the tombstone.
"Mom and Dad, this time, I've really grown up!"
After going through so much, it's time for her to grow up.
It's already mid-October, and it's cold.
Shen Yilan stood on the mountain for a while, and then felt cold all over her body, she gathered her clothes and turned back to go down the mountain.
When the caretaker saw her come down, his little face was red from the cold, and beckoned her to come in and warm up.
Shen Yilan thanked him for his concern, but when she saw such a kind administrator, she couldn't help but think of her father, so she just thanked him and left.
Just got in the car and the phone rang.
She frowned, took out her mobile phone and looked at it, a string of unfamiliar numbers, but she could be sure that it was a transatlantic call.
After a moment's hesitation, he connected.
"Lan Lan."
Fei Jingxian?!
Shen Yilan's eyebrows were almost twisted into a pimple, why did Fei Jingxian call him at this time?
Didn't he also see Gu Mochen's matter?
"Uncle Fei."
Shen Yilan is not very enthusiastic about Fei Jingxian, but after all, he is an old friend of Shen's father, so his words are quite respectful.
"I saw something happen to Gu Mochen." Fei Jingxian's tone couldn't hear joy and anger.
Shen Yilan said softly, "He's in the hospital now." ”
"Hospital?" Fei Jingxian's voice couldn't stop rising, "What happened?" ”
In this matter, he could see at a glance that someone was secretly fueling the trouble, otherwise, how could it be in an uproar?