Chapter 40: Thoughtful

"Am I doing something wrong?"

Si Si sat sullenly on the steps, his eyes looking into the distance without focus.

It's the first time she's said something like this when she's grown so big, and it feels ...... It hurts!

Lu Yan looked at this person from the side, his deep eyes seemed to be dyed with ink, and he couldn't dissolve heavily.

She ...... Is this regretting? ’

Lu Yan looked at her like this, and felt that this expression was not suitable for her, she should have been the kind of carefree smile she had, but now this look is really ...... It's too much of an eyesore.

"Si Si, are you still thinking about Liang Boguang?"

"Uh-huh." Si Si was stunned and nodded his head, "I always feel that the way I looked just now is wrong, and ......"

Before she finished her words, Lu Yan suddenly came to her side, so frightened that Si Si moved to the side, and almost fell off the steps.

Lu Yan didn't expect her to have such a big reaction, but fortunately, she was quick and suddenly hugged Si Si's waist and held her in her arms.

Si Si raised his head unexpectedly, and suddenly crashed into Lu Yan's eyes, looking at himself reflected in his eyes, he couldn't come back to his senses.

Si Si's body smelled of good grass, and kept drilling into his nose, and Lu Yan's eyes couldn't help but darken slightly.

A hand was placed on Sisi's lips and slowly rubbed.

Lu Yan could still think of the feeling that when he kissed Sisi just now, it was soft, as if he was kissing on cotton.

Si Si felt that Lu Yan's eyes were getting more and more wrong, and he didn't know what to do in his heart, so he panicked.

"Lu Yan, you ...... Not! ”

She had just opened her mouth, and Lu Yan actually came over and kissed her on the lips, this sudden kiss made Si Si a little unable to come back to her senses.

"Sisi, I like you." As soon as he touched the score, Lu Yan was also afraid of startling the person in his arms, and stared at Si Si tightly with a pair of eyes, a little nervous and a little expectant.

"Forehead ......"

Si Si looked at Lu Yan, his expression was a little complicated, he broke free from Lu Yan's arms, stood up, and didn't know what to say.

After a long time, Si Si seemed to have thought clearly, and said to Lu Yan: "Lu Yan, let me ask you, how long have we known each other?" ”

"It's been five or six months!"

Lu Yan didn't know why Si Si asked him this, but he still went back.

"I'm not Liang Boguang, we've known each other for a long time, I know what kind of person you are, and I know you."

She shook her head, "No, that's not what I'm trying to say. ”

"When I first met you, you had already lost your memory, and after all this time, you still haven't been able to remember what kind of person you used to be and what you did?" A small bookstore

Si Si didn't hesitate in the face of Lu Yan like when he faced Liang Boguang, he knew her, she also knew him, and there was no need to beat around the bush at all.

"You like me now and want to be with me, but have you ever thought about what happened to you in the past, and if you remember that there is still someone waiting for you in the house, what should you do at that time?"

"I ......" Lu Yan lowered his eyelids slightly, he really didn't think of these things, and he couldn't guarantee anything.

It turns out that Si Si has thought so much when he doesn't know?

"And." Si Si continued: "I haven't thought about so many things now, and if I can, I don't have any plans to get married, let's treat this matter as if it didn't happen!" How you lived before, how you will live in the future. ”

"I'm still the same sentence." She looked at the man in front of her, "You can stay by my side and be a bodyguard all the time, and after you recover your memory, you can leave if you want, I won't stop you." ”

“…… I know. ”

Lu Yan looked at the person with gentle eyebrows and eyes in front of him, and suddenly felt a little sorry for her.

That's right! What if I am married before I lose my memory? According to Sisi's character, he will definitely not be willing to be a concubine, and at that time, what should the relationship between the two people do?

Maybe Si Si is right, these things should wait until his memory is restored and he can be responsible for all the decisions he made!

"Okay, that's it, don't think about it anymore."

Although Si Si has some good feelings for Lu Yan, this good impression is not enough to support him to be with him.

"I'm hungry, shouldn't you go cook! I'm going to eat fried loofah! ”

I don't know if it's intentional or unintentional, when Si Siyi said this, his eyes seemed to be glowing.

"I saw it just now, although the loofah has only grown for a few days, it is relatively small, but it is okay to eat it, I will pick a little now, you have to make it delicious, don't waste my loofah!"

As she said this, she turned around and jumped to pick loofahs, as if she had no trouble at all.

Lu Yan looked at Si Si's back, and felt guilty for a while, she didn't think as much as she thought about it, although Si Si was giggling on weekdays, she was still a very careful girl.

"Huh."

He sighed faintly, feeling more and more sorry for Sisi.

Si Si, who ran to the field, did not have the carefree appearance on the surface, until Lu Yan couldn't see himself, the expression on Si Si's face disappeared suddenly, drooping a face, absentmindedly picking up a loofah.

"One by one...... How could I not think too much! ”

Lu Yan is good-looking and has a good personality, if you want to say that you have lived together for such a long time, it is impossible not to be tempted, but Si Si has always recognized his position and situation.

Lu Yan likes himself, maybe he is the kind of 'life-saving grace, you should make a promise'! And indeed, Lu Yan is a person, she still can't see through it.

Lu Yan's skills are good, if ordinary people didn't have skills like him, it is estimated that he would have died in the mouth of the beast a long time ago, Lu Yan must have practiced martial arts.

And he can also cure diseases and prescribe medicine, you must know that people at this time may not even have the opportunity to read and write, let alone study medicine.

It must not be easy in Lu Yan's house, but now that he has amnesia, there is no way to retrieve these memories of his own. Sisi is equivalent to being single in this world, and he has to think more about himself.