"Why didn't you come to school after taking sick leave for so long?" After the morning reading, I walked to her desk in a sympathetic manner.

"Oops, what's this." She looks like a trivial matter.

An unusually lively girl, optimistic and cheerful, loves to laugh and laugh at anything, and looks like she can play with anyone. This is my evaluation of the woman named Lin Yuyu in front of me.

The story between us begins a long, long time ago, when a normal encounter between children brought us to the present together. Those who have faced, experienced, and forgotten together are the most ordinary in the eyes of others.

"Can I be your friend?"

These were the first words she had since she met me, and I was first attracted to her in the summer five years ago.

"yes, I thought you wouldn't come back." Another classmate, also tied to a boat, walked between us.

"I'm ......" and then I couldn't interject.

Of course, I thought that this joke might be too much, but I chose to avoid it hastily.

"Li Shangwen, what do you mean?"

"No, no, I just care."

Perhaps they were destined to fight forever, I went back to my seat and opened a newspaper for my class, 'April is the highest average temperature in the world in 140 years', and hurriedly closed it and put it in my bag, the temperature today is terrible.

"Brother Tongmu, Brother Tongmu, you are in a hurry to leave just after school, don't wait for us." Li Shangwen dragged his schoolbag on one shoulder and chased after him from behind.

"Ah, I'm sorry, tomorrow is the weekend, I'm so excited to go home and sleep quickly, I said how do I feel empty, it turns out that I accidentally forgot this stubble." I stretched, then apologized for my mistake of leaving alone.

"You've been in good spirits lately, and you don't sleep in class, so why do you feel tired now?" He taught me as I walked.

"Hey, hey, hey, wait for me, wait for me." There was also a dusty woman behind her.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm in too much of a hurry to leave alone." Once again, I apologize for my mistakes, probably because I haven't been together for too long, and I'm a little uncomfortable.

"I have an idea today."

"What?"

"I'm going to climb the mountain, who is going to sign up to come with me?" She excitedly pointed to the location of the mountain behind the school. His gaze shifted back and forth between the two of us.

"No, no, it's too far."

"That's great, you won't come along." Unexpectedly, I was grabbed by her hand and forcibly taken away in the next second, and the expression on her side face was very single and decisive. Now I don't have the slightest opportunity to resist and refuse. I watched inexplicably as she stepped forward firmly, and now I didn't dare to break free rashly.

"Are you serious?" My feet kept to her rhythm.

"Come with me and see what's going on!" She may not be very happy anymore, although I don't know why she frowned suddenly.

Not far behind him, there was also a dada footstep, accompanied by a verbal exclamation.

Maybe I want to accompany them to star in a farce, maybe other classmates are used to seeing such a scene, the same three high school students have to make some kind of commotion every day, I really belong to the kind of people who don't want to attract attention, but they are helpless to act as an assistant.

I won't say much about the unspeakable passage that followed, and I was brought to a remote intersection before stopping.

This is an area behind the school, with no cars passing around, and an old-fashioned residential area underneath. Walking up a sidewalk is like entering the mountains. Most of the mountain is covered with trees, which seems to be out of place in the bustling city.

Now, although I don't have any special images of the real scene I saw for the first time, I have an inexplicable sense of intimacy.

At the foot of the mountain, there is a newly built continent that leads somewhere, and at a higher place there is an inconspicuous stone staircase leading to the top, but the stone staircase seems to be too old, and the stone walls of the first steps are a little cracked and covered with moss.

"Go, follow me up, let's escape from this boring life." The displeasure on her face disappeared in an instant. Now I look excited, and my eyes are shining.

I think I might be a discouragement tool that I'm being used for, and I maintain a positive attitude towards the inscrutable emotion between the two of them.

If you look closely at the mountains covered with plants, you can find a few places like this pristine place in today's fast-growing urban area.

"Let's climb up from here, there's a road leading up, it's still early anyway, and you don't have to go to school tomorrow, can you go with me to see what's wrong?" The three of us seemed to be standing at the last gate of the junction between the city and the mountain, looking up at the mountain towering into the sky.

"I said, if you bring us to a place like this, will we be struck by lightning?"

"Shut your crow's mouth, bastard."

As we spoke, we climbed up the stone stairs, and all we could see was a path obscured by plants. Truth be told, climbing a mountain with a backpack full of books is a pretty good exercise.

"The road below must have been newly built after the heavy rain, and it seems to have been repaired all the way to the nearest beach, and we have been following this stone staircase to probably go into the mountains." Li Shangwen pointed to the direction of the foot of the mountain, which was far away from us, and sure enough, a relatively wide road went around from one side to another urban area in the distance.

We went deeper down the stone staircase, only to see that the trees here were more verdant than below, and gradually the road became softer, and there was a soft light in front of us.

The mountain road is not long, and soon we come to the last section, we come to a flat land halfway up the mountainside, there is no road on it to the top of the mountain, there is a small cobblestone paved road between the wide flat land, leading to a pavilion, where it seems to be an independent world, there is no car chirping, no noise, only crisp cicadas and soft sunlight. It's a natural oxygen bar that seems to slow people down.

"I've wanted to come here for a long time, you guys take a good look, shouldn't you thank me for bringing you here?" She spun around happily like a child who hadn't grown up. At this moment, she seemed to be standing in the spring color, and at that moment for the first time I found that she was still a very beautiful girl, with long hair that looked golden in the sun, and a naïve woman who did not belong to this age group under the black and white overlapping lady's school uniform. Maybe she has always belonged to this kind of child who doesn't grow up.

Pacing carefully, you can feel the cobblestones passing through your shoes and soles to your body. We sat on the horizontal chairs in the pavilion, and Li Shangwen took out a few cans of juice and released a few chocolate bars from his school bag.

"After walking for half a day, I can finally rest and rest."

He bit open the tab of the can with his mouth, and then tore open the tin foil package. Stretched, "While looking at the beautiful scenery and drinking juice, life is satisfied." He handed me a bottle.

"I'm not thirsty, and I don't want to drink it right now."

"It's boring."

If you don't feel the flow of white clouds and the subtle swaying of branches and leaves, and turn off all your hearing, you really don't know that the world is moving all the time, and living things are moving all the time, and the visual impact is as refreshing as taking a shower after fatigue.

I didn't get my mind on the meaningless things, I didn't even hear what they were talking about, and I walked out of the pavilion alone, and hurried to look around again.

Standing in front of the pavilion and looking down, I can have a whole wide field of vision, high-rise buildings, cars and horses, and all the crowds have become so small in front of me, close my eyes, let the fresh oxygen rush into the brain, I breathe hard, and even my lungs seem to be full of refreshing taste.

There was a sound of footsteps behind her, and she was walking over, and no one spoke after staring at each other, and at the moment words were superfluous. She stood beside me and looked down on what I saw.

"I wish I could see the world with you more in the few days I have left."

"Huh? What are you talking about. I couldn't hear what she was muttering in a whisper. But there was a gloomy look on his face that couldn't be hidden.

"No, no, I just said it's beautiful." She turned to put her hands behind her back, and stepped on the pebble-strewn grass with a nice clattering sound.

"Hey, you see, there seems to be a mountain road behind the pavilion, which is blocked by trees." Half a minute later, my eyes noticed a hole, which is difficult to find without looking closely, and I can find that this road is going to the quiet depths, and I feel that the narrow path is only come out with human feet, not like it is hand-dug, and the depth is not enough to see the inner condition.

"Yes, really." She trotted over and looked closely.

"There's a road behind the pavilion, or let's go there and have a look." I looked at Shang Wen, who was so bored that he was playing with the can.

"It's, where, why didn't I see it."

"Right behind you."

"Oh, really, here, here."

He shoved the remaining half of the chocolate bar into his mouth, cleaned it up briefly, swept away the debris from the yellowed white long-sleeved school uniform, and followed us closely.

Now there's a mysterious magic that drives me to find out.

Groping along the path, the ground here is more uneven, after a period of difficulty, it suddenly became clear, this road is not very long, soon to be able to come out, step into the flat grassy place, only to see the sky is full of bunches of wisteria hanging from the wooden vine, swaying slightly with the wind.

"Wow, I didn't expect there to be so many flowers here." Lin Yuyu picked up a bouquet incredulously.

"It doesn't look like someone planted it here." Shang Wen followed and groped around.

"It's so beautiful here, deep and light purple flowers, I have never seen it except in elementary school Chinese textbooks." She was fascinated to see a wisteria tree standing up close, and put the tip of her nose up to smell it gently.

I walked forward in a daze, following the path I felt I had walked many times, and involuntarily quickened my pace.

The purple smell seemed to have been smelled for a long time, and now I walked towards the depths of the sea of flowers.

It feels incredible, it's simply unscientific. Brushing aside the last bunch of wisteria, I suddenly stepped on the empty ground under my feet without paying attention, and I rolled down the muddy slope. I don't feel pain, on the contrary, it is so soft and soft, with a hint of elasticity. Is it because of the rain? The clothes absorbed a little moisture, and some of the flesh was cold.

Slowly open your eyes, and the light shines on your face through the cracks in the trees. It's a new world. Surrounded by half-enclosed ground and trees, in the center of the basin I could only see a lake in front of me, sparkling in the sun, and my adrenaline rushed into my brain, incredible, incredible, incredible.

"It's here, it's here, how many nights I've been there when no one knows how many times." I stood up excitedly, my eyes wide open, and I scanned the surroundings without finding anyone's shadow. I couldn't believe it, even to the point of panicking, I actually came to this place, although I was ready in my heart, but the sudden appearance of the big lake still made my feet weak and sat on the ground for a while. Now I can't really hear my own heartbeat, it's like tinnitus, buzzing mess.

At that moment, I got goosebumps all over my body.

Here it is again, and at this moment I close my eyes.

Once upon a time, I witnessed all this with my own eyes, and felt all this, although the big lake in front of me was not as boundless as I imagined, but it was like a dream exuding the breath of life. I began to sit in the same inhalation motion, I couldn't hear anything, I couldn't hear anything, it was so harsh, like there was a noise similar to an electric current short circuit at the eardrum, and my two palms subconsciously covered my ears.

"Hey, hey, you're alright, why are you running down here?" Who is speaking, I can roughly hear it clearly, I can distinguish the general content, and I saw Xiao Yu coming to me from behind and calling me. The sound came down the ear canal to the brain, and all the lost hearing slowly returned, and the sound of his own heavy exhalation and heartbeat could be heard.

"Wow, I didn't think there was a lake here." She stood motionless facing the middle of the lake.

Now I can't say anything, and I close my eyes to compare the difference between this place and the dream, and I am still standing there, standing next to the girl, and I happen to have a sense of déjà vu, and the one who stays with me now is not the one she in my dreams. I've heard of similar sayings that people think of as coming to a place in a dream, but it feels like two completely different concepts.

The rippling water of the lake seemed to flow slowly in my heart, and I began to think about the girl sitting by the lake, and although there was no sign of her, I felt a little closer to her. Do you really exist somewhere in this world, I thought.

Now the sky is not as bright as it was just now, the original blue sky has become dusty and yellow, all the clouds have disappeared, it is about to fall, the sun finally cast a sunset from the sky, everything is peaceful and quiet.

I can't be dreaming, it's like I've come to a hazy sleep right now. If it's not a dream, what is it now? There is such a coincidence and strange place in the world.

"It's not early, it's going to get dark soon, let's go up first." She came over to me sitting on the floor and said that she was staring at me in bewilderment, and of course if I wanted to explain something and didn't know where to start, it would be better to say nothing at all.

I stood up and took one last look at the glittering water and walked up with her.

Maybe that's when everything changes for me.

"Where did you two just go, you won't hide what I've done, right?"

"I want you to take care of it, I hate it to death."

"Let's go down first, and when it gets dark, the mountain road will be difficult to walk."

The world is still the same as usual, nothing has changed, but there is an extraordinary wave in my heart.

Before leaving, I picked a small purple wisteria flower, carefully put it away, greeted the last ray of sunshine, and then went down the mountain together.

......

The night covers the earth, the city is lit up with all kinds of lights, and there are still many people, and the flow of each is endless, which is the breath of the night.

"No, my feet hurt and I can't walk." As soon as she came out of there, she sat down on a bench by the roadside, and she took off her canvas shoes, her ankles red and swollen.

"Is it the shoes that are worn?" I stepped forward and asked

"If you need my brother to carry you, it's not impossible." Shang Wen said first.

"Cut, I don't need you." ..."What, I'm kind enough to be treated as a donkey's liver and lungs by you." ”......

"I ask, you, carry me back." She pouted and pointed her finger at me firmly, a gesture that I didn't expect.

"Huh? But, but...... "I was shocked by this sudden move, I didn't expect this to be the result, her serious appearance is really troublesome, and she will come up with some ideas if she is cold."

"I don't care, now my foot is twisted." I can't refuse the weakness she shows, the girls are all fragile, and now I have to show my masculinity.

"Come on." I half-crouched in front of her chair, though I was embarrassed and a little caught off guard by the sudden request. But he still put on a posture of carrying people.

"Huh? Surprisingly. Then she laughed insolently and jumped on top of me.

The feeling of carrying a girl on my back for the first time can't be described, but it's very silent all the way, the touch of the skin, the feeling of being tickled by hair on the neck from time to time, is it a little lighter than I imagined, is this the weight of a girl?

I had never paid attention to this kind of questions from the beginning to the end, such as how to understand the inner activities of a girl, how to read what a girl said, how to get closer to a girl I didn't know, these questions were still too profound for me, and now I have only focused on the familiar woman on my back for the first time.

"If you think it's heavy, you can put me down."

"No, you don't feel any weight, you're quite light." I'm telling the truth, her glowing skin in the darkness could be seen on some glass surface on the side of the road, these stark looks.

I passed through countless buildings along the road, and I like to look up at the signboards of some stores selling things underneath when I pass by, such as 'so-and-so hardware', 'so-and-so tiles', 'so-and-so doors', etc., because I remember that the characteristic of a road is to roughly remember the special architectural signs around or the storefronts that sell what things under the building.

Ten or twenty minutes later, we delivered her to the door together, and then we left. Now we really went home.

The buzzing of melon seeds on the road, and the cold wind could not lower the temperature on my face, and I recalled a lot, and I may be used to being together on the way home now. Whooshing feet, I don't want to carry someone for so long.

At another junction, I parted ways with Shang Wen, and I followed a longer route than usual. Maybe in the end our footprints will not be in the same place, but what does it mean to me and her until I graduate? Now I'm thinking about my newfound things again. It's like a kind of detachment from friends, and I weigh it carefully, but it's hard to get a sense of proportion.

I thought maybe they would always be together, and I was like a third person, even though it didn't matter, and I was deeply influenced until I went off the rails.

The evening breeze with a heat wave blew in, distracting me from my contemplation.

Eventually, my mind returned to the real and illusory dreams that I had been dreaming about, and I began to bathe in my endless imagination over and over again.

"Why are you only back now, where have you been?" As soon as I got home, my brother rebuked me.

"I just went to a place with my classmates." I argued.

"Didn't you go to work today?"

"Oh yes, I'm back early today."

"It's rare, then you have to rest well."

We don't usually see each other, I live in my time period, and he lives in his time period, so when the time is staggered, it is precious. I could indeed observe my brother's hard work, sitting at the computer desk for long periods of time, tapping on the keyboard, and his sunken eyes, even in a casual and loose sweatshirt, made him look tired. Fortunately, he was paid a high income, so his life was quite enjoyable.

I shook off the dust from my body, took off my shoes, and walked through the door.

The damp mud from the mountains dug deep into my black school uniform jacket, leaving a conspicuous mark on the roots of my hair.

I washed away the exhaustion from the shower, but I couldn't wash away the doubts buried in my heart. I kept my index finger on the glass door of the bathroom, and I made a long line with my hand on the surface of the steam, and after a while the new steam adhered to it, and I didn't know what I was drawing, but I forgot to squeeze the shampoo after so long.

After changing his clothes, the fragrant food was already on the table, and his cooking skills were worthy of recognition. It's not like the craft of a young man who spends all the time in front of a computer. He hasn't talked about a girlfriend until now, which makes me feel guilty, because I guess most of the blame is on me.

"I'll get a little farther away in two days and go on a long errand."

"And when are you coming back?" I took a sip of the soup that hit the bowl.

"I don't know the time yet, but it's probably going to be until your school is out for the summer vacation."

“... Kindness... Well..."Actually, I'm a little absent-minded.

"Now you can't afford to fall behind in school."

“......”

It's these ears that can afford to hear the nagging of the cocoon, and he is quite full of the role of a parent.

Late at night, I lay heavily on the bed, looking at the ceiling above my head, and I don't know what kind of mood to describe at the moment. I don't understand why I saw the wisteria and the big lake in front of me, as if I was destined to meet a place in my dreams.

I went and turned off the lights alone, but I couldn't sleep while lying in bed. I thought back to everything I had seen today, and I wondered why the place in my dream had appeared. Outside the window, the neon lights of the night loomed through, and some people who were busy during the day started their nightlife. Before I knew it, the drowsiness came up, and the side effects of exercise finally came, and I fell asleep after two minutes.

The eyelids slowly opened, as if lying on the soft ground, and there was a faint fragrance everywhere. There was no glare of light, and the bunches of violets above my head enveloped me dreamily like a waterfall.

I stood up, and the pure white moonlight was so beautiful. I know it's here again, and I call them Wisteria Gardens. And then as always, they went straight to the Great Lake.

The figure with the bamboo umbrella seemed to have been waiting here for a long time, although it was still a little far away, but I knew it was her.

Slowly approaching, I don't know why today I saw the face I had been wanting to see clearly for the first time.

The face of a young girl, with a purple headband tied to the hair around her ear as always.

I was fascinated, in addition to those beautiful eyes, there was also that face, it was a flawless jade, it can only be described as mud and not stained, the first time I saw such a beautiful girl, I bit my lip shyly and looked at the floor.

The girl turned around and smiled.

Like a beam of light shining from a fine jade.

"Well, uh-huh..." I've been holding back a lot of questions, but now I don't know how to speak.

The mood at this moment cannot be expressed in words,

“... Paulownia ... Paulownia .."

Why did she call out my name so easily? I was scratching my head for a while.

"You can call me Suzuko." As she spoke, she looked at the great lake as far as the eye could see, as if nothing had happened.

"You know, it's a wonderful thing to meet, and I've been sitting by this big lake for a long time. Now it's finally officially met. She said something I didn't understand.

For a while, I really couldn't figure out what was going on, as if people were hallucinating when they were insane, what kind of world was this, I was witnessing an unknown territory that no one knew about but in my dreams.

"Why do you always carry this bamboo umbrella, and it doesn't rain here?" I couldn't resist asking the first question.

"Because no one can predict when the rain will fall, and when it rains, the water of the great lake will rise little by little, like the tide of the sea, and flood the shore."

It was even more difficult for me to understand, like watching a transparent well become more and more muddy.

"If the rainy season comes, or when the violets are no longer in full bloom, you will forget that there is such a place in your dreams, that I have appeared, and that you will forget everything now." After saying that, her white dress turned into petals, and flew towards the depths of the lake with her white body.

I stood up and watched her disappear, a hazy fog rising on the surface of the lake, not even the bright moonlight.

As soon as I closed my eyes, when I opened my eyes, it was a white ceiling, and the sunlight shone in through the gap, and I sat up, still a little unrelieved, the content of last night's dream was very short, and I could recall Suzuko's words and her appearance over and over again in my mind, in fact, since the first sight of her, I have fallen uncontrollably.

"Suzuko...... Suzu.... Suzu.... Is it called a bell? I muttered.

'Sunny day, rain, big lake, stars, ......' a lot of sudden keywords appear in my head.

Why did I look so familiar when I hadn't seen her, I let my body out of bed, walked to the desk and opened a notebook at random, and then wrote a big bell on the last page, then closed it, took out the wisteria that I had picked and gently pressed it on it.

I didn't even change my pajamas all day on Saturday, thinking about the woman with the bamboo umbrella, which was ridiculous to say, but I still wanted to see her again more and more. Maybe I'm doing something without a little depth, and no one will dream like me stupidly.

Standing at the window looking at the mountain behind the school, the place full of violets, the big lake that I couldn't see for a long time, I couldn't calm down for a long time. Who can guess the heart of a young man?

At nine o'clock in the evening I lay in bed early, thinking that if we met again, I should say something. "I'll protect you when it rains." I would have liked to say that to her once. If you clamp the thermometer now, it should have risen to 40 degrees Celsius.

That night, nothing was dreamed of.

When I opened the door in the morning, I found that I was alone. Although I was ready, it still felt empty.

The phone rang, and it was the sound of a text message.

——

Now I'm sitting in the car I left and I didn't tell you yesterday when I saw you fall asleep so early. Are you too tired these days? Sleeping so early? There is money left for you in the wallet in the drawer, so go out and walk by yourself and don't stay at home all day. Will be back as soon as possible, call me directly if there is something.

I turned off my phone and have been in his care for as long as I can remember, although he is still a little unable to take on the role of guardian.

Staring at the photograph that I don't know how long it had been in one place, I felt like I had returned to some world full of color, with strange and familiar faces, and I probably forgot all these looks. However, I don't feel bad about the status quo, maybe I've gotten used to it for too long, maybe I've forgotten too much.

From then on, out of some emotion, I would often walk alone to the mountain after school, sit quietly in the pavilion for a while, stop for a long time in the place full of wisteria, and then walk along the great lake, and then my empty heart seemed to be comforted.

"If the rainy season comes, and the violets are no longer in full bloom, you will forget that there is such a place in your dreams, that I have appeared, and that you will forget everything now."

That's what she told me that night, how could I forget. At least I don't remember it all now, but I want to see her again more and more, but I haven't seen her in a dream for a long, long time.

Every morning, when I lay out the bed, set the pillows, and put on my school bag, I cheered myself up, "Even if life is waiting through the autumn water, believe in yourself, there will always be surprises." ”

Gradually, I seemed to see through the last layer of separation between the dream and the real place, and once when I came to the side of the wisteria, I stumbled upon a dilapidated statue of the mountain god, which was overgrown with weeds and seemed to have no one to worship for a long time. I cleaned it of the dust and pulled out the weeds around it to give it a look of vibe.

I bowed with my hands folded like I did on TV, and it must have been funny. Then I made a wish that this year I would not be a high school student who was confused about my future, that I could find my future goals, and that I would be able to see her again.

Then, between the great lakes, there were a few more white birds today. When I watched them swim lazily, I also sat on the soft soil, and at this time she seemed to sit next to me, the breeze was coming, and the years were gentle......

The first bunch of wisteria had become shriveled and lost its former vitality, but I never picked the petals of the wisteria again, I wanted the deep purple to bloom all the time. Miss her has always been tightly coiled in my heart.

I can't count how many times I have come to the mountain, and now I have a habit of putting two sticks of incense in front of the statue of the mountain god before entering the country. I wasn't sensitive to these superstitions at all, but now I simply feel that the abandoned gods are too pitiful, so I come to be the only one to worship, and I also have a tentative heart to see if I can really satisfy my own little selfishness.

I forgot the time, it got dark very quickly, and that night I lay groggy and fell asleep by the big lake.

In my dream, I was sitting with her on the shore of the great lake.

She didn't say a word for a long time, and neither did I. Now I really don't know how to break the atmosphere that seems a little awkward now.

“... Well... Forehead... Do you know that, in fact, I'm very excited to see you..."The sentence that suddenly came out made me feel ashamed.

“.......”

"For. Why do you appear in my dreams in this way? ”

She put the bamboo umbrella aside and looked at me gently.

"Because..... I think...."

"Yes, because that's what I want to do, you just think it's just a dream I've woven for you." She said with a smile.

"Yes, yes. But why, why did a girl I had never seen come to my dreams? I looked at her curiously

"You don't have to know this, you don't need to know this, the more you know, the more troubles you have, don't you?" She habitually ruffled the short hair around her ear, "Also, is it possible, you have intentions for me?" ”

"What?"

"Your breathing rate and heart rate have been unsatisfactory since you saw me, and you have been sneaking at me more than ten times."

My timid gaze instantly looked elsewhere, and my face was already swollen and red, and I couldn't believe it. "I know that's stupid." Now, maybe it's just a dream of using emotions that you haven't experienced.

I put my hand on her shoulder and quickly retracted it.

"Actually, you don't have to take your dreams too seriously, what if I forget me one day?" She chuckled quietly.

"No, no, how could I forget." I smiled awkwardly and regrouped, "If I could, I would have dreamed of you every night." "It's really not like my style to say this kind of thing when I say it excitedly.

I talked a lot about her that night, and although I don't know why she always said something strange that I had never heard from anyone else, I still silently remembered it in my heart, believing that one day I would understand it, and I also made a small promise in my heart that I would never forget it anyway, forget the memory of her, forget the wisteria here, forget the big lake here.

Later, when I came to the mountain, I would use my mobile phone to record some photos, all the wisteria and the big lake, and I would record all these blooming flowers and this beautiful place with my mobile phone, so that even if she didn't appear in her dreams, she would definitely be remembered when she opened the photos.

During those months, I really met her in my dreams every day. The same place, also under the starry sky. I caught fireflies at night with her, smelled the flowers together, and walked barefoot into the cold lake together.

I would tell her about what happened every day, even if I fell asleep in a foreign language class and was criticized by the teacher by name.

Then she sat next to me and listened quietly, blinking as if anything I said was funny.

She also taught me to read poetry, taught me mathematical algorithms that I couldn't understand, and taught me how not to doze off in class.

The amazing thing is that I learned everything, and the daily class became interesting, I liked listening to the lectures, and then I talked to her in the evening, and the date with her in the evening was the happiest time. It's a secret between us, and I didn't tell anyone, not even the people around me.

It was the most blooming two months of wisteria, and every day I could clearly smell the faint fragrance of her body and Suzu's hair, not the smell of shampoo and shower gel, as if she had bathed in a bath full of flower petals.

'I like you, I like you, I like you, I like you..... I said in my heart fifty more times.

For me now, why I have the courage to say these irresponsible words, it is because of the heart that no matter how much I soothe myself, it is impossible to remain silent for a moment, and I slowly breathe a long sigh of relief.

Try to make her happy, when she smiles is the moment I am the happiest, before I know it, it seems that she has become an essential part of my life, if suddenly I really lose her one day, then I will definitely be sad for a long, long time. This kind of spiritual sustenance that is obsessed with one thing all day long, I finally understood it, which I didn't understand.

Standing in the place where the flowers bloom, to pursue the moon within reach, even if it falls, it will fall into the vast galaxy, tenderness is thousands of miles......