As soon as he heard the news, it was not about his own child, Chu Lan's heart slowly sank, but when he heard that Zhuzi had finished narrating all this matter, his mood was still a little bit melancholy.

When the two of them were just together, Dou Hongyi once told him that he was the only queen in his life, but how long did it take for him to make a show girl a concubine, presumably this man was already disappointed in himself.

"Queen Mother, aren't you angry because of this matter, at that time, you didn't know what kind of ecstasy it was, and you jumped directly to the position of Concubine Xian in one night, if he worked harder, would it be all about squeezing you out of the position of the queen."

"Bamboo, don't say these things in front of me, I don't like to hear them."

In fact, what Zhuzi said is not without its truth, the show girl just met once, and he felt that the person's mind was impure, but even if he knew that the woman's mind was impure, what could he do, how good was his mind?

He lowered his head and looked at his slightly bulging belly, and now he had slowly felt the presence of the child in his belly. couldn't help but think of the difficulties far away in the world, and he didn't know how Li Shaoyuan was doing now, whether he had escaped from Dou Hongyi's pursuit, whether he had lived the life he wanted, whether he would think of him, or whether he would hate him.

But it's just a matter of thinking.

"Queen Mother, there is a sentence that bamboo doesn't know whether to say or not?"

"The two of us have such a good relationship, if there is anything you can't say, you can say it, no matter what you say, I will forgive you."

Seeing Chu Lan's decadent appearance now, Zhu Zi couldn't bear it, but he had to say some heart-piercing words to remind the people in front of him to cheer up.

"Let's talk about it, why don't you want to put all your thoughts on Dou Hongyi? Every time Dou Hongyi and Li Shaoyuan have the same friendship with you. I know that you, as a doctor, can't see any birth, old age, sickness and death, but this child should not have been born in this world, you gave birth to him, he has neither mother's pain nor father's love, so what's the point, it's better to beat this child, you can live a little more leisurely in this harem. ”

Chu Lan's days in this palace, Zhu Zi saw it in his eyes and put it in his heart, he knew how many things Chu Lan and Li Shaoyuan had experienced, but he felt even more sorry for Dou Hongyi's silent dedication to Chu Lan. Just like today, even if Dou Hongyi knows that the person in front of him is pregnant with someone else's child, he is unwilling to take the life of the person in front of him, which is enough to know how much Dou Hongyi has paid for him, but even so, why can't the person in front of him put all his thoughts on Dou Hongyi?

Looking at the indignant appearance of the bamboo, Chu Lan shook his head helplessly, he silently walked to the dresser, and opened a box inside, on that side was a very delicate necklace, but it had rusted because of the traces of time, but the blood stains on it were still clear. This thing is recognized by himself, this is a souvenir left by Li Shaoyuan when Chu Lan rescued Li Shaoyuan.

Chu Lan looked at the necklace with affection, and said as if no one was around: "Bamboo, do you know that there is a saying that is not a cloud when Wushan is removed?" ”

Zhuzi shook his head, he was just a maid in the prince's mansion, even if he became the top palace maid in the palace now, he was just an uneducated girl, how could he understand such a sentence.

"This sentence means that when you meet someone who is good to you and someone you rely on, the other people you meet in the future will not be as good as the person you met before, just like when you met Dou Hongyi when you were most helpless, and now your life has changed dramatically, but what you can't forget is Dou Hongyi."

Although Chu Lan's words were understated, one word hit Zhuzi's heart, Zhuzi didn't think that he had hidden it so deeply, but the person in front of him still discovered his thoughts.

"Queen Mother, how do you know ......" Zhuzi didn't dare to deny it in front of Chu Lan, so he could only ask the reason, but even if they were sisters, this level gap still made him unable to completely say what was in his heart.

"Are you trying to ask me why I know your mind?" Chu Lan's gaze never left the necklace, as if it was the necklace that existed in all his memories. "Since I first arrived at the prince's mansion, you have been persuading me how good Li Shaoyuan is, at that time I always thought that you had a feudal mind, hoping that I could marry Li Shaoyuan and soar, but later whenever Dou Hongyi was killed, you would do everything possible to help me delay time to save Dou Hongyi, so that when I was with Dou Hongyi later, you would let me try my best to have a good relationship with Dou Hongyi, although I saw these things, it doesn't mean that I don't know."

As soon as he finished saying this, Bamboo fell to his knees with a thud.

"The queen mother's life, I didn't mean to do this, I just, I just ......" Zhuzi only tried for a long time and didn't say that sentence, but Chu Lan said a paragraph concisely.

"You just don't know what to do, you're just in love, I never blame you, I just feel sorry for you, you know? Even if Dou Hongyi is now the emperor, I never thought of giving you to Dou Hongyi, because I hope you can have a warm home in the future, at least that person will hold you in your arms when you need it, not like me now, I used all the methods for pampering, can you understand these? ”

Tears silently ran through the eyes of the bamboo. He understood what he didn't understand, he had seen the rights and wrongs in the palace in the past few years, this golden cage looked brilliant, but in fact, only he and Chu Lan knew the pain inside, and he understood Chu Lan's good intentions, but he hated himself for why he couldn't forget Dou Hongyi. always wanted Chu Lan to make Dou Hongyi happy, but he forgot that Chu Lan was not a puppet in his hands, he also had thoughts in his heart.

"I can't control this kind of thing, I don't want to control it, I will definitely find the best home for you after you and my sisters, but if you are obsessed with Dou Hongyi, I can't help it, I will help you introduce it to him, as for what to do after that, I can't do anything."

Today, Chu Lan has made everything clear. I thought that Zhuzi would choose to be with Dou Hongyi immediately, but I never expected that Zhuzi knelt on the ground and said: "Queen Mother, I listen to your words, although I have the emperor in my heart, but I never thought that I could be with the emperor, I will try to forget the emperor, please don't drive me away." ”

Touching the bamboo's hair, Chu Lan felt very uncomfortable. The two of them were hugging each other when suddenly a pigeon appeared in front of the two of them.

This pigeon, Chu Lan knew that it was Li Shaoyuan who specially kept one for him in order to ventilate the news.

He hurriedly walked up to the pigeon with small steps, intending to see if the pigeon had a letter on its feet, but found that he had thought too much about it. The pigeon just met a cat on the way to the flight and landed here.

Raised his head and looked at the scenery in the sky, full of starlight, but his heart was extremely desolate, Li Shaoyuan, Li Shaoyuan, where are you now, will you think of you like me?

The night grew deeper.

Pitch black envelops everything.

In his sleep, a woman's crying made Li Shaoyuan open his eyes involuntarily. When he looked up, he saw Chu Lan with tears in his eyes, and his whole person was in a sea of fire.

He hurriedly stretched out his hand, wanting to rescue Chu Lan, but his body was like being filled with lead, so heavy that it couldn't breathe, and seeing that Chu Lan was about to be burned out by the flames, he struggled to pounce, and the whole person fell to the ground.

I don't know how many times he fell out of bed, every time he was asleep, he could see Chu Lan's uncomfortable appearance. He silently grabbed his hand, let the nail cut his palm one after another.

Not wanting to wait any longer, he got up at once and wrote his letter on the table, and just as he was about to put this property on the pigeon's lap, the door clicked open.

Seeing the picture of Li Shaoyuan writing a letter, he was speechless and did not have any surprise, he sat down beside Li Shaoyuan silently, his expression was extremely low.

"Do you want to send a letter to the capital? Do you know that a net has been laid there, let alone a pigeon, even if a mosquito enters there, I am afraid that it will not be able to come out, are you sure that your letter can reach Chu Lan's palm? ”

Li Shaoyuan shook his head, now he is a rat on the street and everyone shouts and beats, if he doesn't take him in silently, I'm afraid he doesn't even have a place to stay now.

"I know you're in a hurry now, but can you bear with it, it's easy for you to startle the snake like this, not only will it not spread your lovesickness when the time comes, but it will even make Chu Lan's situation more dangerous, do you think it's worth it?"

Li Shaoyuan didn't say a word, but the letter paper on the table had been crumpled into a ball by him silently.

"How's our army going?" Silently swallowed the lovesickness and grievances in his heart or blood into his stomach, and he said this sentence with difficulty.