Chapter 175: Wandering

Jian Xinrou felt that it was a real sleepless night, how sad that night was, only Jian Xinrou herself knew that she was penniless, she was wandering around in the cold winter night, trying to get money, and went to many clinics, but the clinics were all small clinics, and no one would send a charitable heart to save someone.

Jian Xinrou looked at her mother, who had fainted on the bed, there was nothing she could do, and suddenly thought of her college classmate, Lu Feng, who had always been the same to her and had saved her several times.

On that cold winter night, Jian Xinrou squatted in front of a retail store to call him, and when the phone was connected, Jian Xinrou's tears fell quickly, and the words that were difficult to speak were finally spoken, after all, there was nothing comparable to her mother's life.

"I really don't know how to talk about this matter, I don't have any money in my hand, I hope you can lend me a little, I have an urgent need now."

Jian Xinrou is usually a very strong girl, with strong self-esteem and competitiveness, even if she goes out and insists, she will not ask others to borrow money, but there is really no way to do this, and she doesn't dare to call her father, after all, her father and her current mother have no relationship, and she was just warned by Du Feng today, and she didn't dare to do anything else.

After Lu Feng connected Jian Xinrou's phone, he was stunned all of a sudden, and hurriedly took out all his savings to send Jian Xinrou to Jian Xinrou, although Jian Xinrou's mother was treated by the hospital after a storm.

But due to excessive blood loss, the body is also excessively weak, and the asthma is already there, and the body is not as good as day by day, but at the age of the noble lady, she has given birth to a lot of white hair, which cannot be compared with Jian Xinyu's mother at all.

"What the hell is going on? My aunt is sick, why is she bringing him to see her now? And how can there be such a big wound, why do you have no money? ”

Faced with Lu Feng's various questions in front of her, Jian Xinrou chose not to answer, Lu Feng also respected Jian Xinrou very much, as long as she didn't want to say it, he wouldn't force her.

"Thank you for being able to help me this time, I will definitely keep in mind what you helped me today, I will return this money to you, I know that you took out all your savings, and it is not easy for you, thank you very much."

In the face of Jian Xinrou's thanks, Lu Feng didn't say anything, just turned around and left directly, he didn't want to accept her thanks from politeness, he felt that it was a very appropriate thing for him to help Jian Xinrou, and he turned around and left directly to leave more time for Jian Xinrou, which was the greatest respect for her, and the man who understood Jian Xinrou the most was Lu Feng.

When my mother woke up, I didn't know how to face my daughter, because it was too embarrassing, I was bullied in front of other women, and I was looked at by my own children.

"Then you talk to me, why don't you speak, these things have already passed, and I won't take it to heart, don't worry, I know you want to save face, you are a person, what face do you want from me, I am your biological daughter, you should tell me anything, not hide it from me."

When Jian Xinrou pulled herself to wake up from the dream, but her mother didn't say anything, lying on the hospital bed with her eyes shining, just looking at the ceiling, Jian Xinrou even thought that her mother had left me with dementia, and the more she talked to her mother, a feeling of horror arose.

"This woman has bullied me all my life, she has bullied me from the beginning, and then there is a man who misses me, this is maybe you don't know that she was very good friends with me before."

When she said this, Jian Xinrou's mother looked at the ceiling with her eyes, but tears really flowed down, her best friend robbed her husband and took everything from herself, but now she stabbed herself in turn because of Jian Xinrou's mother's forbearance and kindness.

Jian Xinrou's mother has never said these words to her, the two of them rarely communicate with each other about things in the family, she is a mother, what she wants is for Jian Xinrou to live well in the future, she doesn't need to know so much, but her daughter has seen it, and now there is no other way but to say everything.

What shocked Jian Xinrou the most was that Du Feng and her mother were very good friends before, which Jian Xinrou never expected, could it be that she deserved to be bullied by others because of her mother's kindness? And the mother has no backhand, there may be some bullied at the same time as hate, unwilling and heartache, his best friend actually betrayed himself and robbed him of everything, this thing is unacceptable to anyone.

"Mom, I'm sorry, it's because I knew too little about these things before, that's why I let you be bullied like this today, and never again, don't worry, I will always be by your side to protect you, you'd rather be bullied by myself than watch you be bullied by others."

Jian Xinrou pounced on her mother and hugged her, and both of them burst into tears, when she said this, Jian Xinrou's tears fell, and Sister-in-law Zhang, who was sitting next to her and listening, was also angry, it turned out that since Du Feng was such a woman, it was natural for her to take turns to end up like this.

"Is your mother okay now?"

Sister-in-law Zhang asked casually, but it made Jian Xinrou feel in a trance, it was true that she hadn't visited her mother for a long time, and since she arrived in this family, she seemed to be about to forget her mother, and suddenly thought that her mother was still living on the outskirts of the city by herself.

"I haven't visited him for a long time, it's my dereliction of duty, I don't deserve to be a good son."

Jian Xinrou felt as if she had been hollowed out of something, and insisted on calling her mother, but Sister-in-law Zhang said that this time and place were not appropriate, Jian Xinrou's old injury was just right, if she went to see her mother at this time, it might make her mother worry too much, her health was not very good, and she was worried that Jian Xinrou's condition might deteriorate.

"I don't care what happened to that family, thinking of those things before, it was indeed my forbearance and kindness that made them become what they are now, if I hadn't been too kind to them, maybe I wouldn't have ended up like this now, and they might not be bankrupt now."

And I suddenly laughed, there was mockery in this laugh, and there was some sadness, what if I didn't laugh at this time? Crying won't solve anything.

"Is there really no way to fix it? But your father is your real father, and he never intervened? ”

This is the most incomprehensible thing for Sister-in-law Zhang, once a man is not the backbone of the family, it is meaningless in this family, if the conflict in the family, this man does not come forward to resolve it, how can he be the head of the family.

"It's not that he doesn't show up, but he never knows this, he probably knows, and he won't say anything if he knows, after all, at home, Du Feng and my sister are domineering, and they are usually used to their personalities."

Jian Xinrou laughed self-deprecatingly, why did God treat her so unfairly, she had never complained to anyone before, but now she suddenly remembered that she had lost too much.

"You're such a miserable child."

Sister-in-law Zhang sighed, she has lived too stable in her life, it is like a safe haven in this family, she does everything for this family in a down-to-earth manner, and the treatment given to her by this family is also very generous.

"I don't want to go out with Mu Jinsheng to talk about these things, if I talk to him, his heart is also full of hatred, he is a very macho person, he thinks that his women should not be bullied in any way, so if I tell him, he will definitely avenge me, I don't want to see what happens to them, I just want to live my life in peace."

This is Jian Xinrou's original intention, although it is said that she is with Mu Jinsheng, the two of them are just discussing emotional and career issues, and they have never said anything about their private affairs, and Jian Xinrou did not mention it again five years ago, even if she lost the child Mu Zheng and did not accompany him in childhood, Jian Xinrou did not have much resentment, and always felt that it was good to get it back now.

"You are a good person, good people have their own good rewards, you have to believe this sentence, when you do too many wrong things, you will unconsciously dig pit after pit, and finally you yourself go into your own pit."

Sister-in-law Zhang smiled and said this to Jian Xinrou, maybe it was already comforting, seeing Jian Xinrou so uncomfortable, Zhang Ce didn't know how to comfort her.

"What about that family, it doesn't matter to me now, I even thought about my father, and my stepmother, and my sister, even if I don't invite them to my wedding in the future."

Jian Xinrou sighed, after saying all this, the heaviness in her heart seemed to have decreased a lot, not as sad as before, maybe Sister-in-law Zhang is such a magical magic for Jian Xinrou.

"I've always been like a rootless duckweed, the person I want to thank the most is Mu Jinsheng, it was he who gave me a home, it was he who made me feel at home, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't have met you, Sister-in-law Zhang, you are the best person I have ever met."

Jian Xinrou's moved tears flowed unconsciously, and when Sister-in-law Zhang and Jian Xinrou looked at each other, both of them were also hazy with tears, and their noses were sour and tears fell together.

"What a hard boy, I don't even know what to say, I've never experienced anything I've experienced before, and I don't dare to think what it would be like to be like that."