Thursday, December 26

This morning, there are still some residual temperatures from last night's party. There are two weeks left, and the winter vacation is coming, and if you want to have a happy New Year, you must not fail the course at the end of the semester!

Roughly estimated, physical education has been examined, the rest of the high mathematics, ideological and political, English is not very good, the computer review materials have not read much, I just panicked a little free here, I found that the high math homework to be collected this afternoon has not been written.

As soon as I look long, I am busy with material collection, graphic drawing, novel writing, English level 4 to graduate school entrance examination!

Hey, confused!!

I did a class exercise in English class, and I only got two points out of ten questions, and I think I can save it, emmmmm.

I had a Korean hot pot for dinner, and the soup pot with spicy cabbage made me feel that this was a hot pot that could drink all the hot pot bases. It's just a little distressed about my big white coat......

In the evening self-study, I talked about exams and holidays, and I listened to these clichés while sorting out my papers. When I went back to the dormitory, I suddenly found that there was no class tomorrow, and there was still a long time tonight. So, I continued to sort out the papers, watched the classic horror movie "The Shining", did a manicure with one hand, and opened Sensen's bed while playing with a hundred words to memorize words. It made me want to sing, so I sang, hehe. One roommate slept first, two roommates were playing games, I was singing alone in the middle of the night, rest assured, which one of the sleepers would not wake up, she had her own shielding function and slept soundly every day.

Monday, December 30

The school at the foot of the mountain is "cold in the morning and evening", and the cold wind makes my face almost stiff.

I just talked to my roommate about the cost of the past few days, I spent thirty-six yuan for a game, but I don't particularly need to buy it, I buy it when I'm happy, and there are other ways to do it if I'm not happy. I'm going to spend money!

From Friday to Sunday, it's basically a holiday state, and after getting the documents, all that's left is sleeping, watching dramas, watching small videos and playing games. The three books around him also moved their places, and they didn't know anything about the contents of the books.

I knew in my heart that this was not good, but I didn't seem to have the motivation to do anything "serious". Isn't it very abrupt that my roommates are sleeping, playing, and eating, and I am immersed in "doing things" alone? At the beginning of this semester, I was still full of energy and wanted to work hard towards my dream. But when it came to this tail, I was deflated again for some reason - I didn't want to memorize words and wanted to pass the fourth level, I didn't want to write homework and wanted to get grades, I didn't want to review the exam and was afraid of failing the subject...... Mournful, like the walking dead. What's the point of living like this?!

Tuesday, December 31st

In the morning, I finished the meditation test in more than half an hour, and I handed in the paper to check the score - 61 points!! My sister just told me last night that the final exam for college is easy! Take the test! In the future, I will look at these scholarships.

Before I went to college, I said, "I'm going to earn a scholarship!" When I entered college, I said, "I...... I'll do my best. "It's so close to the passing line, it's really frustrating...... This is a temporary cramming, you can only work hard to pass, excellent, you have to work hard!!

Thursday, January 2, 2020

At half past two in the morning, probably because I slept too long yesterday (I didn't wake up until half past two in the afternoon), I turned over several times, and I still haven't fallen asleep.

My mind was thinking about life again - I found that I didn't like to be tied up, especially when it came to things I loved. The teacher said that design is for people, and it is not the same as art. And now I feel that I am more of an artistic person. My indulgent thinking, my indulgent personality, my indulgent leisure time...... Sometimes, for some reason, I do something that seems simple and happy, but I can't get real happiness, but I still do it numbly and indulgently......

Painting basically depends on feelings, speaking and doing things also rely on feelings, and everything is done with a little luck and a little effort. In many ways, I'm a lucky guy with a bit of talent.

However, if I want to achieve my dreams, of course, these are not enough, I have to work harder, but I don't like constraints, how can this be good!!!!

I was in high math class and suddenly realized that it was still Thursday. I felt like I had slept until half past two in the afternoon that day, and my sense of time was starting to get out of shape. I thought it was morning in the afternoon, and I thought it was Wednesday on Thursday...... Maybe some of you have been in the same situation with me, and it's time for me to wake up.

A few days ago, I said that I wouldn't be in class after yesterday, but suddenly I had to make up for the class I had dropped before, which was a little unhappy. This morning, I sorted out the order of some final assignments, drank a cup of porridge (today's Laba Festival), and ate some steamed dumplings and fried spring rolls, which tasted good. It's the first time I've had this festival seriously, and traditional Chinese culture is really interesting.

Friday, January 3

Everything went well, I had an inconsequential morning self-study in the morning, packed up my things, memorized English words for half an hour, and thought roughly about the time plan for review and vacation.

I slept for two hours at noon, woke up at half past one in the afternoon, watched the drama and ate a bowl of instant noodles, waiting for my parents to help me transport some of my things back first.

Soon they drove downstairs to my dorm room, I gave them my suitcase and backpack, and they gave me a new set of clothes and a big bag of fruit. I haven't seen each other for half a month, my mother and I still exchanged a few words, but my father is still the same as before, and he doesn't talk much. They left in about ten minutes, they went out after lunch, came to me at half past two in the afternoon, and now they are back home at about four o'clock in the afternoon.

In the afternoon, the sun was just right, I went to the back street with the tall and soft girl in our bedroom, bought milk tea, rented a battery car, leisurely bought two corns in the market not far away, and bought some snacks in the nearby supermarket, and came back refreshed.

Except for group activities this semester, we haven't walked around in the dormitory like this before, and now this trip seems to have saved our two rancid spirits. (The other two enjoyed the dormitory life very much)

Life is like this, you don't need too many luxuries, and it's good to simply visit a vegetable market.

Saturday, January 4th, 1 a.m

If it is said that there is no 24 o'clock before college, then when you go to college, you can't sleep at 1 o'clock in the morning.

I was going to get the report on the foundation of entrepreneurship today and the ......word "lazy" in the cover design assigned to me, which is very harmful! I didn't get up until noon again......

So, what did I do this day, no, half a day?

After deletion, deletion, modification, and revision, more than 1,000 words were coded. Sure enough, the novels of these years are not written in vain, and 1,500 words is still a small task.

Take a bath in the evening and reward yourself for playing for a while and eating chicken...... At half past twelve in the morning, three dead grievances in a row, forget it, good night!