Adler barely slept all night, and kept telling himself in his heart that this was not a dream, he really found Xu Yang back, and after many years, he finally found him.

Xu Yang couldn't sleep, lying flat and looking at the ceiling above his head, this younger brother is no longer the little cutie who only listened to him when he was a child, he has grown into a man who can take charge of himself, but he didn't expect that he would be a wanted criminal in most countries around the world now, how will he live in the sun in the future.

He himself was deeply trapped in it, and it took a lot of effort to escape, knowing the difficulty of this, it was not easy for Adler to get out, and Xu Yang felt that he was about to die.

Early in the morning, Adler sat up with a dark circle under his eyes, he looked at the bulging ball on the bed, Xu Yang had fallen asleep, after all, he was a person who had really touched those things, and his body had already entered the same health as before, and the physical work of staying up late was not suitable for him at all.

At this time, he was already asleep, Adler got up and stepped on the carpet barefoot, without making a sound at all, he squatted softly on the side of the bed, looking at Xu Yang's appearance carefully.

Last night, the lights were blind, and he hadn't looked at him very closely, but after a look, he found that compared with the young man in his impression, he had a trace of the elegant and calm temperament that an adult man should have, and he didn't have the feeling of being high-spirited back then. There is a little wrinkle at the corner of the eye, even though he is so young, he already has wrinkles.

I don't know what he's been through all these years, although I feel very sorry for him now, Adler still hates him, hates him and leaves him so carelessly.

Adler squatted in front of Xu Yang's bed for a while, feeling that his feet were starting to go a little numb before he slowly stood up, went to wash up and prepare breakfast.

Although Xu Yang sleeps late, he will also wake up during the day, and it is very painful for a person who can't sleep at all during the day to stay up all night.

"Awake?" After Adler brought out the breakfast, he saw through the half-closed door that Xu Yang had already sat up, and was looking outside with sleepy eyes: "When you wake up, get up and wash up and have breakfast." ”

Xu Yang heard his voice and turned around: "Okay." ”

The two ate breakfast in silence, Adler quietly put away the dishes and chopsticks, and then came out to sit in front of Xu Yang, sitting upright: "Now, can you tell me what you have been doing all these years?" Why did it only appear now, and why did you leave me behind? ”

Xu Yang raised his eyes and looked at him: "Do you have to know?" Even if the answer isn't what you want? ”

Xu Yang didn't really want to talk to Adler about everything that had happened over the years, because those memories themselves meant pain, and he didn't like to rub salt on his wounds at all.

"You must at least tell me why you left in the first place?" Adler held back the anger in his heart, to this day, he still doesn't want to tell him anything, or will he habitually avoid him, if it weren't for the fact that he can do everything in a particularly high-profile way, wouldn't he not show up?

Xu Yang has always paid attention to Adler's emotions, and after he found that his emotions were getting more and more excited, he knew that there were some things that could not be avoided, he owed Adler enough, maybe he couldn't make up for it in this life, if he was deprived of even a little of his right to know now, then he was really too much......

"At that time, a senior family approached me and asked me to join them and enter the lab, but I was only close to succeeding in a kind of research and needed inspiration or experience, so I agreed to him. I threw my phone away that night, I just didn't want them to follow the contacts on my phone and find anyone to threaten me, and the water in that line was so deep that I didn't want to involve you, so the best thing to do was to disconnect all contact from now on. ”

"Then you didn't think about contacting me after that?" Adler leaned back on the couch, making it impossible to see through his emotions.

He still has an outdated mobile phone in his coat hanging at the door now, and that mobile phone is the mobile phone he bought to quietly contact him after knowing that Xu Yang touched those things, and he has always carried it with him for so many years, and he never dared to throw it down.

Xu Yang smiled bitterly: "I once quietly visited my hometown, and it was already dusty, I know that you haven't been home for a long time, and I have also inquired about your news, but I heard that you were taken out of the country." At first, I was a little worried about you, thinking about finding a time to go abroad to see if you were doing well, but then I heard about your name, which was really thunderous. ”

He still remembers how shocked he was when he heard insiders talk about the new rise of a big businessman named Adler abroad, and he couldn't believe that the new tyrant would be his soft brother, until he saw the photo of him posted internationally that he found that his brother had become a big man.

He couldn't describe his feelings, this kind of feeling that was both pleased that his younger brother had broken into fame, but also worried that he would not be able to fight those old treacherous and cunning people.

"I know that when you have a big economic lifeline, you know that you are doing okay, at least some means, it should not be killed until someone really kills you, so I slowly faded to find you, just look at the information on the internal website from time to time to see how you are doing, as long as it is safe, it is enough." Xu Yang said lightly.

Although he has left the organization, the resources in his hands have not been detached, and he can still enter their internal website.

Adler's heart gradually calmed down: "So, you don't work for any organization anymore?" ”

Xu Yang smiled: "I have never worked for any organization, I used to just take what I need, and the cooperative relationship, but now I don't even have a cooperative relationship, I now distribute leaflets on the street outside every day, and do odd jobs, although I am a little tired and a little precarious, but it is much easier than before." ”

"......" Adler was silent for a while and asked a very important question: "You mean you don't touch that kind of thing now?" Abandoned your original idea? ”

Xu Yang nodded: "I quit completely a year ago, and my willpower is relatively strong, so I can quit if I say that I can quit." As for the original idea of hallucinogens, I also gave up, and no matter how much I indulged in dreams, I couldn't change the fact that dreams were not reality. ”

At the beginning, I was trapped, but now that I have come out, I have seen the reality clearly, and I am no longer attached.

"I've been hating you since the day you said goodbye, and I've been looking for you until ......now," Adler said in a deep voice.

"Sorry...... This is something I didn't think through. Xu Yang also really felt guilty and sorry, and didn't know how to make up for it.

At that time, Adler was left with only one of his relatives, and he left, but Adler was still a child, how to take care of himself, just thinking about the sadness of his life alone made him feel so distressed that he couldn't extricate himself.

"At that time, I was wondering if I was born to be abandoned, abandoned again and again, in this case, what is the meaning of my existence?" Adler didn't know if he heard his apology, just talking about himself, immersed in his own world.

"Lele ......" Xu Yang looked at him sadly.

"Do you know why I was taken away? Because I looked like the son of that man who died unexpectedly, he took me abroad, and I wanted to stay and wait for you, but I thought, since you don't want me anymore, why should I stay and abuse myself. Later I didn't know how to find you, because I hated you, and I wanted to find you and come to you and tell you that we can live well with you. ”

"I remembered what you once told me, so I went your way, and it is precisely because of this that you took the initiative to come to me." Adler finally looked at Xu Yang with red eyes.

"Sorry...... It must have been very difficult to learn to live alone over the years. Xu Yang now doesn't know what to say except to apologize.

If his father knew that he had treated this brother like this, he would not have forgiven him, and he would have treated him as if he had never had this child.

"It's okay, it doesn't matter if a person gets used to it." Adler wiped the tears that were oozing from the corners of his eyes.

Adler never thought to tell Xu Yang these words, but today he didn't know what was going on, just like pouring beans, he said them all uncontrollably, like a child who was robbed of a toy and went home to cry to his parents.

"I ......" Xu Yang wanted to tell Adler that he could stay with him all the time now, just like when he was a child, but when he thought that he was now also a hero who could take charge of himself, maybe he wouldn't need to stay at all.

"What do you need me to degasp?" Xu Yang looked at him sincerely, just hoping that he would not be angry.

"It's useless what you do now, what is past is gone, the damage has been formed, and it is almost impossible to save it." Adler said ruthlessly.

Xu Yang's eyes gradually dimmed, is there such a deep hatred?

Adler saw that the corners of his eyes were gradually lowered, and his heart was a little sour: "If you really want me to forgive you, then from now on, you have to listen to whatever I say." ”

Xu Yang was stunned for a moment, then nodded, and his eyes gradually recovered: "Yes." ”

"The first thing you have to do is not to leave me." Adler said forcefully, only in this way can he hide his embarrassment.

Xu Yang smiled: "Okay." ”

"Hmph." Adler snorted lightly, this person has been like this since he was a child, and he always agrees to things very quickly: "I will arrange for a doctor to come and give you a comprehensive examination in a while." ”

"Check what? Check if I touched that thing? Xu Yang frowned slightly.

"No, I want to know how you are doing now, and I can't help but be able to afford all the difficult conditions that you will encounter in the future." His current identity is a street rat, if he wants to take Xu Yang with him, at least he will have to suffer a little before going abroad.

"Well, my body can still hold on to some hardships, and it's not as fragile as you think." Xu Yang said he understood.

"Not necessarily." Adler didn't believe him at all, and he took out his phone and started contacting the doctor.

"What are you going to do now? Smuggling out of the country? Xu Yang asked, now that he is wanted in China, it is no longer the treatment that ordinary people can have, and the only way for him to do so now is to flee abroad and live openly.

"You don't have to worry about this, I have my way." Adler wasn't going to say anything more about it, he had his own arrangements.

"Well, that's fine, as long as you have your own plan." Xu Yang doesn't plan to get to the bottom of it, it's no problem to have such a rough plan.