Chapter 889: Non-existent existence

Running her fingers across the desk, Song Xinyi missed this table, and she remembered that she liked to sit here and write and draw. She used to look at the painting jar, and saw that there were still three or four paintings inserted in it, and when it was opened, it was her handwriting. My former self was really amazing.

Song Xinyi felt that she had too much of a good time with before, and she became sentimental when she lost her memory, couldn't distinguish between good and bad, and mistook her enemies for others, which was really stupid. She suddenly wanted to go back to her old self.

Hu Tian also wants her to recover her memory, doesn't he? Or else? He is emotionally willing to be hot with Song Xinyi before, but he is unwilling to accept himself like this? Why?

It's all me, but there are so many differences? What was I like before?

"Miss, are you alright?" Nineteen brought her a bowl of shredded noodles with vegetables and pork. Immediately attracted the naked gaze of the other three behind him.

"Nineteen, have I changed? Not as good as it used to be? Song Xinyi had low self-esteem and hugged her knees.

Nineteen hugged her distressedly and comforted, "Miss, you are you, you are still Miss Nineteen, no matter what Miss becomes, Nineteen is your Nineteen." ”

"I don't know" Song Xinyi shook her head uncertainly, "I don't think I'm very good, not as good as before." ”

"Miss, don't say that." Nineteen frowned, the Song Xinyi she knew seemed to have never been so vulnerable, which made her feel a little distressed.

"You have to tell me the difference, I want to change back to my old self."

At the same time, a small servant ran in from outside the courtyard, looked at Song Xinyi and said, "Miss, the lord and the lady asked you to come over." ”

"What's wrong? Miss needs to rest. Nineteen looked at the little guy. The little guy then added, "Jin Shucai and Jin Gongzi came to visit, it seems that he is here to mention it." ”

"Ti Shu?!" Everyone at the scene couldn't help but exclaim. Including the three female guards who were arranged by Hu Tian to protect Song Xinyi.

Anu looked at the little girl with a wicked smile, "If you dare to talk nonsense, I will definitely kill you~" She was sent by the prince to protect the future princess, not a woman other than the princess. She knew this very clearly.

The little guy frowned and ignored him. He turned around and walked away.

"I'm going out to deal with the situation." Song Xinyi got up and walked towards the door, Nineteen hurriedly followed behind her, and the other three who played with green onions and garlic also raised their noble butts, and they had to follow behind Song Xinyi without a step.

Above the front hall, Song Shengli and Aunt Shu, and a gloating Song You. Jin Shucai sat on the circle chair next to him, and at his feet were three big red boxes, tied with red flowers. Seeing Song Xinyi walk in, the expression of impotence/impotence on her face instantly became erect!

Song Xinyi just glanced at him and then looked away. Sit down in a circle chair across from him.

"Xinyi, this is your marriage event, Daddy and your aunt feel that this matter has to be confirmed with you." Song Shengli opened his mouth.

"Marriage matters?" Song Xinyi was puzzled, "Didn't I have a marriage contract with Song Wenlu in Lingcheng?" ”

Song Shengli was stunned for a moment and opened his mouth, "You Xing Song forgot, Lingcheng has already written a divorce letter, and it was before you went to Lingcheng." "Worry-free love book network

Song Xinyi stood up with a "sigh". stared at Song Shengli incredulously, and at the same time, her brain was ready to start the storm of memories.

"Then what does this person have to do with his daughter?" Song Xinyi glanced at Jin Shucai.

Jin Shucai's eyes widened, he couldn't believe that Song Xinyi actually turned her face and didn't recognize anyone, and she said that she would be a concubine for him.

Song Xinyi's mind was full of question marks, these were all decisions made before the amnesia, why were there so many messy decisions? Didn't she also love Hu Tian before? Why did another Jin Shucai pop up?

"Forgive my daughter for not knowing the causes and consequences of her feelings, Jin Gongxiao, Xinyi lost her company first." Song Xinyi finished speaking and left quickly. Jin Shucai was stunned for a long time before realizing that he had been tricked, his fists clenched tighter and tighter, and he kicked the bride price hard and left.

After Jin Shucai left, he didn't stop there, he sent three or four strong people into Shangshu Mansion, wanting to arrest Song Xinyi directly like before, and then he had already figured out how to treat her well, she was going to be his woman after all. Jin Shucai sneered.

Song Xinyi looked at the perfect paintings, the more she wanted to go back to her former self, but the more powerless she became, she somehow felt that her current self was too pitiful, and she was completely suppressed by the perfect her before her amnesia.

She feels that her current self and her former self are like two people, one perfect and the other flawed. She couldn't face her former self with her flawed self. That would make her more and more uncomfortable. Every memory feels like killing her now.

Song Xinyi fell asleep unconsciously, and suddenly heard a commotion outside the door, she ran to open the door, only to see three or four people in black lying on the ground begging for mercy, with nineteen, Anu, Ah Yi and Auntie on their backs?

"Who are they?" Song Xinyi asked with a frown.

Nineteen suddenly looked at Song Xinyi strangely, and puzzlement flashed in her eyes, "Miss, aren't they the people sent by Jin Shucai?" Surely he would not give up on his laurels, and the basic inference of your wisdom would not be difficult for you, would he? ”

After finishing speaking, Song Xinyi slammed the door. Sliding down fragile behind the door, sure enough, even nineteen said that. She couldn't have guessed at all, but Nineteen said that she could ...... before

Song Xinyi thought about tears coming out of her eyes.

After lunch, the smirking guard suddenly spoke, "I have to go back today to report to the prince, Miss Song, do you have anything you want me to convey?" ”

"I ......" Song Xinyi's eyes lit up when she heard the words 'Hu Tian', but she suddenly felt extremely inferior, thinking that Hu Tian liked her before, not now, so she only shook her head. The smiling guard smirked evilly and turned to leave.

Regent's Palace, Hefeng Xuan

"Miss Song, did you convey any news to me?" Hu Tian looked at Anu.

Anu didn't dare to laugh at the moment, but said unhappily, "I feel a lot stupider, I used to see her smarter than I am now." She didn't have anything to convey to the slave. ”

Hu Tian let out an "oh". It's really changed a lot, and she wouldn't be like this before. At least I can do everything with confidence.

Song Xinyi is also very helpless, what about her self-confidence? Why did she suddenly become submissive after receiving the memories of Shangshu Mansion and others? She felt like she wasn't as good as she used to be. This kind of realization made her feel bad.

She began to stay in the house all day in a daze, not daring to go out to meet people. Even nineteen, she was afraid to see it, afraid that she would compare her current self with her previous self, which would make her crazy.

And nineteen, just like Song Xinyi said, she said at every turn, 'Miss, how did you use to be, and now you suddenly become like this'.