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Yi Xuan looked at her with a complicated expression.

"I'm not pretending nothing happened."

"So what?"

"I ......" lowered his face, as if trying to hide the expression on his face. But he probably didn't know that their Liang family had a problem, a shyness was either a red neck, a blushing face, or a red ear tip, in short, even if they wanted to, they couldn't hide it.

She looked clear, but deliberately pretended not to know.

"What are you? How will I know what you mean if you don't make it clear? Sneakily ran away and secretly gave birth to a child. You're so ruthless, you write a letter home every once in a while, but you never leave an address to reply. What about you? Are you afraid that I will entangle you, afraid that I will not let go, or do you really hate me so much that you never want to see me again? ”

was deliberately messing with him, but she was also aggrieved when she said it. "You...... You never even mentioned me in your letters, in those letters to your family. ”

He was a little panicked, and when he saw that her eyes were red, he hurriedly said, "I...... I'm sorry," I can't say I didn't mean it, because I really did it on purpose. He closed his eyes, which was wrong, and since he knew it was wrong, it had to be corrected.

And the best way to correct it is to open her heart so that she can see her heart clearly.

Taking a deep breath, he said tensively: "The most painful thing in the world, for me, is just four words, and I can't ask for it." I like it very much, but I can't get it, and I can't force it, in this case, even if I see the other party, it's just a pain. ”

"I thought I would be able to forget it when I left. But maybe when I chose to give birth to forgetfulness, I didn't think about forgetting in my selfish heart. It's just that I'm deceiving myself about forgetting, thinking that if I leave and force myself to forget, the situation will get better, and I won't be so tormented anymore. ”

"I'm sorry, I've put up too much for you. Later, when I calmed down, it wasn't that I didn't think about you, but ...... The longer it drags on, the more afraid I dare to go back. ”

He is probably a rather contradictory person, after calming down, he misses day and night, and remembers the way home, but he doesn't have the courage.

He may be quite cowardly. Leaving home is your own choice and going back...... I'm afraid that I don't have my own place, and I'm afraid that she will be angry because of her departure and don't want to pay attention to herself anymore.

People like him are actually very afraid that there will be changes in their lives, and those changes are something he can't afford. For example, falling in love with someone and liking someone will turn his original world upside down.

Too strong feelings, in fact, are terrible.

Therefore, he didn't pretend not to know, but wanted to "go with the flow" to regain his original position little by little.

He tentatively stretched out his hand, and when he saw that she did not refuse, he held her with a big burden. Some things should be made clear at one time, even if, maybe after she knows about it, she will think that she is guilty of one more degree.

"Actually...... I always knew that you were looking for me all along. ”

Dong Huiying was slightly stunned. He said with difficulty: "Black market, I left home in October of that year, and in the spring of the next year, I found you and Fifth Brother looking for people with three portraits. But the black market is not safe, and I also know that the eldest brother has an enemy, and I am worried that the eldest brother's enemy will target you, so I made some cover......"

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