Chapter 351: Suicide

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Until Ling Han finished speaking, Feng Yangxi still didn't raise his head. Ling Han said in a serious tone, "Mu Han is indeed very angry at what you did, but I think what he is most angry about is that he feels that you don't regard him as a friend. ”

Feng Yangxi, who was originally with his head down, finally raised his head slightly when he heard Ling Han's words, but his eyes didn't look at Ling Han, "I, I didn't." ”

He denied and denied Ling Han's last sentence, which could be regarded as an explanation for himself. Tell Ling Han that he didn't regard little Meng Qiqi as a friend; On the contrary, little Monchici was also his first friend in life.

It's even more heartfelt.

Speaking of this, Feng Yangxi couldn't help but think deeply. This time, he really didn't think of Little Monchic, not because he didn't regard Little Monchich as a friend, but because he ......

"I know you treat Mu Han as a friend." As if he didn't see Feng Yangxi's thoughtful appearance, Ling Han said word by word, "But this is what I thought, and Mu Han is just a child no matter what he says." ”

Although he was a little weird on weekdays, Ling Han knew that Xiao Meng Qiqi was definitely the kind of person who was good to him and ten times better to others. Although some things are analyzed very well, when it comes to people close to him, he looks at many things from the purest side.

Because, his kindness to those close to him is simply good, without any trace of impurities.

But the wind and the tide have obviously touched the thunder point of little Mengqiqi for little Mengqiqi. He felt that Feng Yangxi had taken advantage of his trust, and he also felt that Feng Yangxi did not have a rod scale in his heart, and leaned towards Feng Yangxi's side.

but they regard the efforts of these people as nothing.

But in fact, Ling Han clearly knew that this was not the original intention of the wind and tide. She believes that with the temperament of Feng Yangxi, she will never do this kind of thing, although this time the matter is indeed a little inappropriate, but the biggest reason is because of Feng Yangxi's deepest thoughts.

"Xiaoxi, some things are never what you think." Thinking that Feng Yangxi would become such a reason, Ling Han couldn't help but sigh in his heart, and at the same time said, "There are some people you care about but he doesn't care about you, this is normal. It's as if other people care about you but you don't care about other people, it's the same. Do you understand? ”

Feng Yangxi didn't understand a little, just because he was stubborn in his heart. Disagreeing with Ling Han's statement, Feng Yangxi raised his head slightly, his hands were twisted, "No, only others don't care about me." ”

It's a very simple sentence, but it's endlessly sad. However, Ling Han didn't stop his words because of this, but continued to speak, "Do you think you don't care about others? ”

Without even thinking about it, Feng Yangxi nodded very seriously. In his inner world, he has been so humble that everyone doesn't care about him, but there will be no time when he doesn't care about others.

Realizing the extremes of Feng Yangxi's heart, but just thinking about Feng Yangxi's handling of Feng Yangxi's matter, Ling Han can be regarded as able to understand.

"What you did this time, do you think you care about others?" Ling Han didn't go around, but directly took out the example and Feng Yangxi to explain, "Do you really think that if you do this, no one will find out what you think in your heart, and no one will care about you?" ”

I didn't expect Ling Han to say such words, vaguely as if I could feel that Ling Han could understand his innermost thoughts, and Feng Yangxi's heart suddenly panicked.

It's just that this matter is not something that he can deal with in a panic, but it must be faced head-on, and it is impossible for Ling Han to let him escape from this issue this time.

"It's really not good to die."

When Ling Han said such words, Feng Yangxi's whole person was stunned, and he even forgot his movements and expressions, just looked at Ling Han in front of him expressionlessly.

Seeing Feng Yangxi's performance, Ling Han understood very well, she was right, and she guessed Feng Yangxi's true approach.

"Do you really think you don't have to think about anything when you're dead? Is everything possible to solve when you die? Wrong, you're wrong, Xiaoshio. Ling Han didn't plan to say more, but the wind and tide were a special existence for her and for Xiao Mengqiqi.

Maybe it's motherhood, or maybe it's because the wind and tides in the deep palace compound can preserve such a quality that makes her feel pity. So she will be patient with the wind and the tide.

"Indeed, you know that your brother is going to poison you, and it is precisely because you know that your heart is dead. You feel that everyone in the world doesn't care about you and has abandoned you, so you just don't do anything and pretend that you don't know anything. ”

"Let your brother do it to you. You know that doing so may harm us people, but the stubbornness in your heart and the backlog of years have made you think of suicide. ”

Little by little, her words seeped into Feng Yangxi's limbs and five bones, and every word melted into Feng Yangxi's bones and blood.

The already pale face, under Ling Han's similar statement, there was no blood at all, only the pair of eyes that were red from crying, which looked a little scary.

He couldn't deny what Ling Han said, because every sentence was almost to the point. He wanted to commit suicide, but he really didn't want to live.

Even his own brother can be ruthless and attack himself, he has already failed, so what is the point of living in this world? It's better to die.

However, he couldn't let go, so when he was poisoned, he always said "I'm sorry" to Ling Han, and he didn't choose to commit suicide after being rescued, just because he was reluctant and didn't have the courage to die.

"Xiaoxi, there are a lot of things that you need to figure out by yourself. Don't feel that you really don't care about others, on the contrary, if something happens to you, whether we are implicated or not, we will worry about you. ”

As a child, he was already forced to be like this by the world. It seems that this deep palace compound will really distort a person's human nature.

"I don't want to say anything about you. But the only thing I'm going to tell you is that if you die, there's really nothing left. ”

Ling Han said seriously, and then stood up from the ground, not looking at what kind of scene Feng Yangxi was at this time, nor worrying that something would happen to him here, and leaving a word for Feng Yangxi before leaving, "You can figure it out yourself, King Jing's Mansion will always stand behind you." If you don't want to go back to the palace, stay in King Jing's mansion. ”

After Ling Han left, Feng Yangxi, who was originally curled up on the ground, seemed to have no strength in his whole body, and suddenly collapsed to the ground.

The little face is full of decadence.

yes, what could he say? Ling Han's every word poked into Feng Yangxi's body, even in his bones and blood. He couldn't deny that what Ling Han said was right, at least in his case.

There was silence in King Jing's mansion, as if nothing had happened.

On the other side, after Feng Qianmo took little Meng Qiqi away, he only brought Xiao Meng Qiqi back to the room.

Along the way, Xiao Mengqiqi's crying almost broke the hearts of the people in King Jing's mansion. Everyone knows that this little master has a cheerful temperament, and has never had a good relationship with them.

When they're fine, they always find a way to help them or chat with them. At first, I was really flattered, but later the people understood that this little master's temperament was like this.

It's not pretended.

Until Feng Qianmo carried Xiao Mengqiqi back to the room, Xiao Mengqiqi was crying, and he couldn't get up when he lay on the bed.

Feng Qianmo was naturally distressed about this, so she could only sit on the edge of the bed, patted Xiao Mengqiqi's back comfortingly, and said earnestly, "You kid, it's more serious." There are some things that he can't change so much, and you can only accept it, right? ”

"Not really!" The crying little Meng Qiqi suddenly raised his head from the bed, with tears in his eyes, and said with some sobs, "He just doesn't treat me as a friend, and I still treat him like this." ”

was heartbroken, and Xiao Mengqiqi naturally wouldn't easily forgive Feng Yangxi this time.

Ay.

Looking at the more real little Meng Qiqi, Feng Qianmo couldn't help but sigh in his heart, thinking of the wind and the tide, his heart was even more unpleasant.

"What if Daddy told you that Xiaoxi didn't do this for his brother, nor for us people, but because of himself?"

Knowing that Xiao Mengqi was angry in his head, some words were also spit out, but in fact, he still hoped in his heart that this was not the case. Feng Qianmo didn't want to have a gap between Feng Yangxi and Xiao Mengqiqi, and explained to Xiao Mengqiqi very seriously.

It's just that Xiao Meng Qiqi, who is angry on his head, can dissipate his anger so easily, and he doesn't think about Feng Qianmo's words, but directly speaks, "For himself, he is also selfish!" ”

Xiao Mengqiqi's anger made Feng Qianmo look like he was only funny, he couldn't help but lean his head closer to Xiao Mengqiqi's side, and asked with a little ridicule, "Then how can he be unselfish?" ”

"Knowing what his brother did, he naturally wanted to say it." The angry little Meng Qiqi had a tendon, and he didn't even bend it, so he said directly.

Feng Qianmo couldn't help but smack his tongue. I didn't expect this kid to have another day without turning his brain, which is really rare. However, this matter really needs little Mengqiqi's brain to turn, otherwise this matter is really difficult to handle.

Raising his eyebrows, Feng Qianmo pretended not to know anything, looked at the little Meng Qiqi in front of him and said, "Then you tell Daddy, what if he says it directly but there is no evidence?" ”

Xiao Meng Qiqi, who was originally a brain, also calmed down at this time, looked at Feng Qianmo in front of him with some confusion, and directly picked up Feng Qianmo's sleeve and wiped it on his face.

Feng Qianmo could only look at Xiao Meng Qiqi in front of him helplessly at this time, but he didn't say anything.

When all the tears were wiped clean, and even the snot had been wiped on Feng Qianmo's clothes, little Mengqiqi's mood was better.

Sure enough, it's good to have a daddy.

After calming down a little, little Monchichi began to think about Feng Qianmo's question. After a long time, he seemed to realize his problem, a little embarrassed but still very mindful of Feng Yangxi's approach, "Even if this is the case, he can't do this, silently." ”

"If he had made it clear to us, would we not believe him? Don't you think it's a bit too much to joke with your own life! ”

Speaking of this, little Mengqiqi was also very angry, and his fists were already clenched. If the wind and tide were in front of him at this time, he would really punch forward without hesitation.

"He does have the option to tell us." Speaking of which, he always felt that this topic was very heavy, but Feng Qianmo understood that even if it was heavy, he could only continue to say it, so that Xiao Mengqiqi could understand the truth in this.

After all, these two people treat each other sincerely, but the situation is different now.

"But he has lived in the palace for a long time, and this life is really more depressing than ordinary people, no wonder he is like this, isn't it?"

Thinking of Feng Yangxi's matter, and then thinking of what happened today, Feng Qianmo could only explain one thing to Xiao Meng Qiqi clearly, "Things are not what we see, Xiao Xi did this, but he had the idea of suicide." ”