Chapter 292: The Past
When Sister-in-law Zhang looked back and saw the old lady's eyes, the whole person panicked instantly.
"Old lady, I was really wrong, I shouldn't have told you all this, I was really impulsive, I won't do this again next time, if I have this again, you will immediately kick me out of this house, okay?"
Sister-in-law Zhang took two steps forward directly to the point, put her two hands on the old lady's arm as if begging for mercy, but the old lady's expression did not loosen at all, and the old lady who had just eaten a meal was not happy, although there were talking and laughing on the surface, but in fact, in her heart, Sister-in-law Zhang and she both knew that both of them were tacitly thinking about the same thing.
"Did you go to see your son because you couldn't let go of that man?"
The old lady didn't get angry, but she was unexpectedly calm, and picked up the pipe she had been smoking, the pipe was a jade mouth, and the tobacco in it was also a good foreign import, Sister-in-law Zhang hurriedly found a lighter to help the old lady light the cigarette, and whenever she smoked, she was either in a particularly good mood, or she was in a particularly irritable mood.
Sister-in-law Zhang trembled, watching the old lady take a puff of cigarette, squinting her eyes and spitting out a puff of tobacco, this mature and sophisticated smoking action, Sister-in-law Zhang has seen more than once and again that no matter what happened to the old lady before, she would take out the cigarette very calmly, and the mood would calm down a lot after a few puffs, which shows that the old lady was really angry this time.
"It's not what you think, I'm just impulsive all the time, I will never be in the future, I went to see that child and came back in a very bad mood, it's not because of that man, I don't have the slightest affection for that man in that family for a long time, they are my enemies."
Sister-in-law Zhang begged the old lady in front of her to believe that her eyes were really very eager to get the old lady's understanding, but she not only didn't understand, but she was even more resentful.
"I already know what happened, the first time Jian Xinrou told me, I had already asked someone else to check, where have you been? I have seen who said what words, I already know very well, you still can't let go of that family after all, from the first moment I rescued you, you should understand that home is a kind of desperate place for you, and now you go back not only to live up to my expectations of you, but also to live up to yourself. ”
Then he put his pipe aside, said it softly, and squinted his eyes into the distance, as if he had been acted, and inadvertently shed a tear, and immediately covered it with his own hand.
"I was really wrong, I know you are for my good, I went to that home, I didn't think about it so much, I just thought about my own biological flesh and blood, I have to see him more or less when I am sick, I have seen him no more than ten times in total for so many years since he was born, I really hate that family with my heart, I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past."
Sister-in-law Zhang's confession now, the old lady sees it in her eyes, just like when she first saw Sister-in-law Zhang...
"Do you have family?"
When the old lady asked like this, she looked at the little girl who was trembling in front of her and was not a few years younger than herself, but she seemed to have lost a lot of things, and her eyes were full of desire to survive, and she resented that the old lady was very fond of these eyes, and she cultivated Sister-in-law Zhang very much, and it had been fifty or sixty years in a blink of an eye.
"Nope."
Sister-in-law Zhang was a little trembling and her teeth were bitten together, what she needed most at that time was this kind of person who was full of hatred, had no family and no friends, so she kept Sister-in-law Zhang by her side, and at that time she wanted Sister-in-law Zhang to become a powerful and useful person by her side, and she didn't expect to play so well with Sister-in-law Zhang.
"Do you have any friends?"
The woman in front of her asked herself again, Sister-in-law Zhang was trembling at that time, not full of hope for this world, if it wasn't for the old lady who saved herself, Sister-in-law Zhang might not know where she fell now.
"Nope. All dead. ”
Sister-in-law Zhang was full of resentment towards the world, he was just a little girl in her early twenties at the time, but the things she experienced were very unforgettable, her father used her body to sell debts and gamble, she became pregnant and gave birth to a child and then threw the child to the family and escaped, and her husband abused herself... All of this is not acceptable to normal people.
"Then you can follow me, I will teach you the most comprehensive things, as long as you want to learn, I will teach you anything, whether it is cooking or killing people."
The old lady ignored her husband's opposition at that time, and insisted on keeping Sister-in-law Zhang by her side, for such a long time, no matter whether the old lady encountered unhappiness in business, or in the family and emotional unhappiness, she would share it with Sister-in-law Zhang next to her, so many years, Sister-in-law Zhang has become an indispensable person around the old lady, and Sister-in-law Zhang was also trained by the old lady to become a killer.
"If you want revenge, the basic thing is to talk less and do more, no matter what you have been through, the first thing you have to remember is that emotions cannot be written on your face, and a smile is the biggest threat to the enemy."
The old lady's words sister-in-law Zhang remembered for fifty years, remembered in her heart, so many years have been lived with resentment, after the old lady's enlightenment and dredging, sister-in-law Zhang no longer put hatred in the first place in her life, sister-in-law Zhang has gradually regarded her as the backbone of her life, and she is inseparable from this woman at all, and the relationship between her superiors and subordinates they have established is so clear, sister-in-law Zhang has never crossed a step.
"So many years have passed, you and I are old, I am not a few years older than you, but you have always been respectful to me for so many years, your attitude towards me is in my eyes, you don't have to treat me as your savior all the time, I didn't actually do anything, all of this is what you worked hard for."
The old lady sighed, she had countless heart-to-heart talks with Sister-in-law Zhang before, but she never touched the softest part of her heart, because she knew the softest part, they knew each other, but they never touched it because they wanted to leave a trace of mystery for each other.
"Don't say that, if it weren't for you for so many years, I wouldn't have been able to live at all, you have taught me so much, it is worth it for me to pay more for this family, I should accompany you, because the two of us are originally with each other, and we are both lonely people."
She knew in her heart that the tears falling at this moment were also very sincere, because she knew that even if the old lady was accompanied by more people around her, she would try to be lonely in her heart, so for so many years, Sister-in-law Zhang never chose to marry someone else, or return to her own family, although she knew that she already had a child, and that child did not have any mistakes, and she never saw the child a few times after Sister-in-law Zhang took revenge.
"I am also a mother, I can understand the pity for a child, that man is dead, you killed it with your own hands, if you go back to get involved in this matter, there will be more regrets and guilt in your heart, for so many years, your son has been arranged to be raised by other people."
The old lady did everything very properly, and after Sister-in-law Zhang reported her hatred, she successfully buried this matter, and entrusted Sister-in-law Zhang's children to her, and the rich and noble family would send money there every year, and did not let Sister-in-law Zhang know.
"I have known this matter for a long time, but my son has been in poor health in the past few years, after marrying a daughter-in-law, I have a grandson, I have never seen him in person over the years, every time I just secretly look far away, I know that I owe him too much, I also know that I owe you too much, if you don't take care of me like this, if you don't give me a chance to survive, I don't have to stand here with you to talk about this."
Sister-in-law Zhang was very repentant, and knelt directly in front of this woman on her knees, because Sister-in-law Zhang knew that no matter what she said now, she couldn't express her gratitude, and the old lady was like her reborn parents.
wanted to help Sister-in-law Zhang in front of her, looking at Sister-in-law Zhang's sincere appearance, the old lady didn't continue to move, just sat there and looked into the distance, her eyes seemed to have half of her tears, and she couldn't get out.
"What's the use of you saying that now? My sons are dead, and I know your feelings for that child, but it's full of hatred, because that child is something you don't want. ”
When all the words were clarified, Sister-in-law Zhang shuddered and sat on the ground all of a sudden, it turned out that she had been deceiving herself for so many years, thinking that she had forgiven the family, but the resentment in her heart was just pressed very deeply, and the old lady could see all this, and understood that she had never broken it, and wanted to give Sister-in-law Zhang a happy future, but Sister-in-law Zhang never chose to set off to the future.
"I know it's wrong, I shouldn't look back on my dirty past, I should say goodbye like everything before, that kid actually has nothing to do with me at all, I know what you want to remind me, I will definitely cherish myself in the future."
Sister-in-law Zhang trembled, tears kept falling, and her eyes were red and swollen from crying in the past few days, firstly because she lost her only biological flesh and blood, and the only relative in this world, and secondly, because she didn't know how to spend the rest of her life in regret and regret.
"Get up, it's been a long time since we've looked at the moon together."
The old lady smiled, if both of them collapsed when they were in trouble, no one would choose to be strong, but if one person chose to be strong, he could persuade the other person to stand up together.