In the dormitory, Qin Jiayan sat on the bed alone, and suddenly Chen Han's text message jumped out, she took out her mobile phone, and felt happy for her from the bottom of her heart.

But the sense of loss in her heart came to her heart more and more, and she felt embarrassed when she thought of the relationship between herself and Qin Xinglie at the moment. Obviously, Qin Xinglie just regarded herself as an ordinary friend, but she thought that she was a unique existence again and again.

It's good now, Qin Xinglie said so calmly the fact that he has someone he likes. And she was stupid enough to think that as long as she stayed by Qin Xinglie's side as a friend, she would get a little bit of his attention. For so long, it turned out that I was very wrong.

Qin Jiayan buried his head between his legs and sobbed softly.

When he went to the classroom the next morning, Qin Jiayan sat down in his place with swollen eyes. Chen Han and Huang Licheng also came to the classroom not long after, because Chen Han came back with the trophy, so many of the classmates began to eyed her. Huang Licheng has to follow Chen Han every day, for fear that if he doesn't pay attention, his girlfriend will be snatched away.

Chen Han sat down in his place and inadvertently caught a glimpse of Qin Jiayan's red and swollen eyes. She hurriedly leaned in and asked, "Jiayan, what's wrong with you?" ”

"It's okay, I just came to the classroom when the wind blew too hard and my eyes hurt. Didn't I just rub it a few more times and it became like this? Qin Jiayan hurriedly blindfolded himself, not wanting others to see it.

"I don't usually see the wind blowing, why are you lost all of a sudden?" Chen Han felt very puzzled.

Qin Jiayan let go of his hand, but his gaze touched a certain place outside the window.

I saw Qin Xinglie and a tall girl talking in the corridor, and both of them had smiles in the corners of their eyes, which poked Qin Jiayan's heart.

"Jiayan, what's wrong?" Chen Han looked over with Qin Jiayan's gaze and saw Qin Xinglie talking happily with other girls. She seemed to suddenly understand why Qin Jiayan was unhappy.

After watching Qin Xinglie say goodbye to the girl and walk into the classroom, Qin Jiayan hurriedly lowered his head, unwilling to let Qin Xinglie see his eyes. When passing by Qin Jiayan, Qin Xinglie's steps obviously paused for a moment, and then he walked back to his position.

"It's an exam soon, Jiayan, let's review well." Chen Han reminded at the right time.

Qin Jiayan suddenly remembered the monthly exam, the time was so tight, what reason did she have to think about anything else. From today onwards, don't think about any love and love, and concentrate on studying is the right thing.

Thinking like this, her goal became more determined.

Flipping through the textbook and looking at the dense text on it, she suddenly remembered when Qin Xinglie tutored herself before.

That hazy feeling, in fact, when I think about it now, is still very evocative.

It's just that now, everything I want has become empty.

Maybe for so long, it's been a big dream. Now that she has woken up, it is time for her to retract her heart. People who have never liked themselves, why should they still miss him.

Qin Jiayan thought about it, and the tears in the corners of his eyes overflowed again. She closed the book and gently closed her eyes. Thinking of the past, she will avoid talking about it in the future.

It's just Qin Xinglie, how should I face you in the days to come?