At the end, Lao Zhang looked at her and continued to add: "Men are not as strong as you think. For example, in the face of feelings, they will become very fragile, especially a person like Zhan Anli who has capital and means, you see that he is sharp and cold in front of people and never seems to be weak, but you can't see the sadness in his heart when he takes a step back for you again and again. ”

Zhan Anli is indeed such a person. Of course she has seen it, but she always selectively ignores it. She knew she regretted it, but she always did.

The feelings that can't be reciprocated, such an ending, which relationship is put on, is sad for others and oneself. What's more, it is Zhan Anli's feelings.

Not only Jiang Nianci, everyone has seen this man's desperate appearance when he is single, he is really out of the sheath and extremely heroic. Now it's just because of a Jiang Nianci that he has to bear the most painful punishment in the world.

Anyone who looks at it will be reluctant.

If it weren't for the fact that as an insider, he had the heart to understand her again and again, get used to her, and be gentle with her, otherwise just because she was ruthless again and again, how could he break all the pain and hide it in his heart again?

After all, my heart will become softer because of her.

It would have been difficult to convince himself to wait for someone who was determined to leave, and he did it, and he did it perfectly.

Jiang Nianci looked at the radiant man on the cover, and she knew that this man was not simple, a man who was extremely ambitious, could swallow all his thoughts, and was unmoved on the surface, not fighting, not grabbing, not speaking, definitely not simple.

"I have worked hard to be his partner, even if he was facing a career rout and made a comeback, I still just want to be this man's partner, but ......" She lowered her head, a woman who never bowed her head in front of her colleagues, and now for a relationship, it seems that even life is low into the dust, "but now, I don't dare to ......"

"Why?"

"Because I know I'm not qualified," she still didn't look up, "I've loved someone." I loved that person for six whole years. If I'm quick to get into it just because another person is good to me, then what is my affection? So I'm afraid that such feelings, in the end, will make people feel meaningless, affectionate and unreal. ”

She admits that she may no longer have that person in her heart now, but it doesn't mean that she can face a better relationship so rashly in two years.

At the end of the day, she was still scared of getting the same ending, and she didn't know how to express her liking for him, and she didn't know if it would be good for both of them.

Even if she can't put it down.

Lao Zhang smiled with relief. "Jiang Nianci, I think I understand a little bit why Zhan An Li has a soft spot for you when he has read countless people," he still smiled, "because you are kind." ”

"You are wrong, teacher, I am not a good person, I am a selfish person."

"Before you are tempted by a man, you first think of being responsible for this man's feelings, there are not many girls like this." He squinted his eyes and smiled, with a sense of see-through and indescribable.

"If you forget that six-year relationship quickly, if you quickly like Zhan Anli, I'm afraid he won't like Jiang Nianci like this."

"Because I saw what a long-term love you are like, and I understand that it is not money and power that can attract you, so he is more willing to protect you than force you to accept your feelings with him all at once, I think, you may be the biggest ambition in Zhan Anli's life." Lao Zhang encouraged her.

"What Zhan Anli wants most is actually you." Gu Yuan said.

"He's not giving up on you, he's just confused," he patted Jiang Nianci's shoulder, with some distress in it.

"So Nianci, you go back and think about how to deal with it next, and tell him what you really want to say to him in your heart. You have to remember that you can treat anyone as an outsider, but not him. Not being an outsider means that you can tell him everything you have to say to me. This is your duty and his right. ”

He knew that Jiang Nianci had listened, and with a moment of silence, when it was about to dawn, she finally spoke: "In four days, the company will hold the H City Biennale, he will attend, I want to go." ”

Lao Zhang immediately smiled, "If the company can invite the top executive of Beiling to attend the art exhibition, it will definitely become a battleground for journalists." As a newcomer in the workplace, you are not qualified to enter, Jiang Nianci, you want to go through the back door. ”

Jiang Nianci smiled, "Teacher Zhang, just now you said you wanted me to go." Don't break your promise! ”

"Okay, okay, this time, I'll let you go, let you go, hahaha." Lao Zhang laughed, "But girl, you can remember, it's okay to fall in love, and you can't leave me behind in work." Otherwise, when your editor knows, I won't be able to play a round for you. ”

She nodded and smiled, the smile she hadn't seen in a long time.

Three days later, the day before Zhan Anli was to come to H City, Jiang Nianci used his first salary from his new job to buy a bouquet of flowers and a bottle of wine and went to the nearby beach.

Gu Ken loved to drink before his death, so Jiang Nianci brought a bottle of red wine when he went to the beach one evening, sat on the beach after offering flowers, and calmly poured a glass of wine.

With the ebb and flow of the waves, the days of the end of the sword and sword in the past are finally far away from her.

Jiang Nianci picked up the wine glass and toasted the autumn water for a long time. "Gu Ken, I've come to see you, how are you doing this year? Will you be lonely when you are gone? Don't worry, I can't go to you right now, but I remember what you said to me and the days we went through together. In the future, every place I go, I will take these wines to commemorate you. ”

Not far behind, Gu Yuan stood in the twilight of the wilderness, looking at the person in front of the tombstone who seemed to be a strong man thirsty for the blood of the Huns, and shook his head again and exclaimed, the girl he had seen in the world with a drunken state of relieving a thousand sorrows was only Jiang Nianci.

Four days later, Jiang Nianci got up very early, and when he had slept well during this time, he didn't know if his body could survive it.

But for some reason, she didn't care so much about the thought of seeing him.

I couldn't sleep nervously all night, and when it was just dawn, she got up to wash and make up. Gan Gan quietly took a bath, then sat in front of the dresser, took a deep breath before starting to put on light makeup, like a girl who was in love for the first time, and made a special trip to an appointment from a lover to invite him to dance.

Obviously she had known each other for so long, but she suddenly felt very nervous.

Turn on the stereo, and Celine Dion's "My heart will go on" song is soft, lyrical, and full of affection.

Jiang Nianci used to like this classic movie very much, and the last clip in it is that the old heroine meets the male protagonist in a dream.

That's what it's like to be in the prime of life.

After the heroine threw the priceless necklace into the sea, the singing of the accompaniment of this song began to sound, and it was impossible to tell whether the music made the movie, or the two achieved each other, that movie has always been in Jiang Nianci's heart, giving the most violent echo, so that in the future life, every time she hears this global golden song, she can have an inexplicable warmth in her heart.

"The luckiest thing in my life is winning this ticket, and it allowed me to meet you."

A lifetime for one person is enough.