Chapter 214: I'm Thinking
"You know, no matter what you do, I've always been there for you." Yu Shenqian felt a little guilty.
Gu Ci smiled and nodded, of course she knew, it wasn't that she didn't know how much Yu Shenqian hurt herself, but unfortunately, they still couldn't go to the end.
At the thought of this, my heart began to sink.
Yu Shenqian noticed something unusual, distracted Gu Ci's attention, and changed the topic: "How are you doing lately?" ”
"Not bad, you." Gu Ci asked, Yu Shenqian shook his head, "Very busy." ”
Originally, I was thinking about saying a few words about Yu Jianian, but Gu Ci hesitated for a while and forgot it, it was rare that they could chat properly, and they hadn't seen each other for a long time.
"I'll send you back after dinner." Yu Shenqian said directly, not giving Gu Ci a chance to refuse, and added a sentence before Gu Ci was about to refuse, "Don't reject me." ”
For the sake of the incident just now, Gu Ci still gave a little permission, just as it was just a meal, since someone invited her to dinner, she would not refuse.
The restaurant was chosen in a private dish by the sea, Yu Shenqian and Gu Ci used to like to come here to eat very much, Yu Shenqian deliberately chose here, they spent the first two years of Ren's Day here.
After getting out of the car, they entered the restaurant one after the other, the manager personally stepped forward to receive them, and also chose the best location to see the scenery.
Gu Ci took a sip of red wine, Yu Shenqian was a little busy, just sat down and answered two phone calls in a row, both of them were talking about Rong Dao, did Wei Ci really not care at all?
As soon as Gu Ci wanted to ask about the latest situation of Weizi, her mobile phone vibrated twice, which was sent by her little assistant, and it turned out to be the covers of Weizi today and tomorrow, all of which belonged to Anshide.
She knew that it must be Yu Shenqian's intention, and she never thought that she had pretended to care about nothing before, but now she had done so much? Does it mean that he suddenly has a heart, or does it mean that he has always had that heart?
"You were so opposed before, why are you doing this now?" Gu Ci really wanted to ask clearly, and there were some things that they would not do until they were separated now.
Yu Shenqian was silent for three seconds, "Everything I do is for you, you don't even want your life for what you want to do, I sometimes can't figure it out." ”
Gu Ci didn't know what to say for a while, that time was indeed the time when Yu Shenqian felt the lightest, she admitted that she was a little guilty, she couldn't give more time to her family, and she couldn't accompany Yu Shenqian more.
It's because of these that they will separate, and to this end, Gu Ci has already figured it out, she doesn't blame anyone, in her marriage with Yu Shenqian, she is not good enough.
In addition to this, Gu Ci has never felt guilty, Yu Shenqian and Yu Jianian are together, that is, he is sorry for himself.
"I won't forgive you, Yu Shenqian, I will never compromise on this matter."
Gu Zi said word by word, she was not angry or angry, Xu said calmly, some things have to be said clearly now.
Yu Shenqian didn't speak, this is indeed the reason he can't refute, because in the matter of Jia Nian, he owes Gu Ci, and it is useless for him to apologize.
The dinner was spent in silence, and then Yu Shenqian personally drove Gu Ci home, and they didn't say a word, not even goodbye.
After arriving home, Gu Ci drank three glasses of ice water in a row to calm herself down, she was afraid that the more she thought about it, the more she gasped, she had never tried to face Yu Shenqian when it would be so difficult, she really regretted agreeing to eat.
All the time, Gu Zi didn't fall asleep. Yes, she wanted to be depressed and humble. I thought I could let go, I thought that what had passed would pass like this... Gu Ci still lowered Yu Shenqian's status in her own psychological side, and she lowered her feelings for Yu Shenqian. The feeling that has been carved into one's own bones and blood, how can it be said that it is forgotten?
Gu Ci also knows that he must feel this feeling buried in his heart, and he must look forward when approaching people, and he must continue to move forward. Without a depressed life, you can live by yourself, right?
After sorting out his heart, Gu Ci still couldn't sleep, so Suo looked at the ceiling with his eyes open. It's better to think about how to plan the next life, two children, you have to get it back. I have lost the most unforgettable love, and I can't lose my relatives anymore.
Until Yang Cheng came back, Gu Ci hadn't fallen asleep. Hearing the sound of Yang Cheng turning on the lights, Gu Ci thought about getting up and taking a look. Yang Cheng should be very tired after a busy all-nighter, maybe it would be better to cook him something to eat.
It has always been thanks to Yang Cheng's careful care that he has been able to take care of these things a little bit later. After tidying up and putting on a coat, he went out, opened his door lightly, and slowly walked to the hall.
Gu Ci knew that Yang Cheng at this time must still be sitting on the sofa in the hall, and after being together for so long, Gu Ci knew that he had this habit.
Recently, Yang Cheng always comes back late, and likes to sit on the sofa when he comes back. It wasn't until Gu Ci got up the next day that he came back to his senses and smiled at Gu Ci, and then pointed to the breakfast prepared on the table for Gu Ci to eat.
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Watching Yang Cheng's dark circles worsen day by day, Gu Ci felt very uncomfortable. No matter how iron the body is, it will not be able to hold it if it continues like this!
Gu Ci walked lightly behind Yang Cheng, and then put his hand on Yang Cheng's shoulder and gently pressed it for Yang Cheng. This is the only thing he can do for Yang Cheng, Gu Ci has nothing now!
Feeling the tense muscles on his shoulders loosen, Yang Cheng slowly looked back at Gu Ci. Yang Cheng enjoyed the current state very much, he was able to have his own tenderness from Gu Zi for a short time. He really wanted to turn this ephemeral into eternity, but Yu Shenqian gave up Gu Ci by himself, so now he is the only one who has this opportunity to take care of Gu Ci forever.
"Haven't slept yet?"
Yang Cheng looked at Gu Ci with cloudy eyes and asked softly. Gu Ci kissed a faint smell of wine from his breath, and then said with a little surprise.
"Have you been drinking? You didn't come back all night... Is it because you went to drink? ”
Looking at Gu Ci's inadvertent frown, Yang Cheng smiled lightly, and then looked at Gu Ci's eyes and replied.
"Well, there's so much to think about, but I don't want to think about it anymore. I just want to drink some wine to numb it, maybe it can be useful? ”
Yang Cheng's wine was gently sprayed on Gu Ci's face, making Gu Ci a little uncomfortable.
"Do you think it works?"
Yang Cheng, who got this question, tilted his head and thought for a while, and finally came to a conclusion.
"It's like... It's useless, isn't this just the way it is now? ”
Hearing that Yang Cheng had started talking nonsense, he didn't plan to continue to spend time with Yang Cheng like this, and wanted to get some hot water to wipe Yang Cheng's face.
"Okay, okay, don't think about it if you don't want to think about it. I'll get you some water to wipe your face, and you can go to your room and get some rest. ”
Gu Ci had just turned around when he was stopped by Yang Cheng.
"Gu Ci, is it... Don't you want to know what I've been thinking these days? ”
As soon as these words came out, how could Gu Ci not know what Yang Cheng was thinking these days? But Gu Ci can't say it, let alone let Yang Cheng say it.
"I don't want to know, you go and rest!"
"But I want to tell you!"
Seemingly... Today, Yang Cheng has no intention of letting himself go.
"Yang Cheng, I..."
Before Gu Ci could say anything, he was interrupted by Yang Cheng. Yang Cheng had never been like this before, but this time Gu Ci was a little embarrassed in his heart.
"Gu Ci, don't talk and listen to me, I've been thinking about what to do for the past few days... If only when I didn't miss you. Will you not be depressed and humble and marry him? If you hadn't married him, then now you wouldn't have been hurt like this by him. Maybe you'll marry me, I swear I'll protect you. ”
As he spoke, Yang Cheng also raised three fingers, and the expression on his face was very firm. If it was in normal times, Gu Ci would definitely laugh at Yang Cheng's childish behavior, but now Gu Ci can't laugh.
"Yang Cheng, the past is in the past. Although I am now divorced from Yu Shenqian, I have never regretted that I chose to marry him. Some things are predestined, me and you... Destined not to be together by this fate! ”
Yang Cheng didn't seem to be able to accept Gu Ci's statement, he didn't believe it... Fate is a thing that no one can say until the end.
"Who said you and I weren't destined to be together? It's not the end yet. Look, haven't you divorced Yu Shenqian? I have the right to continue to pursue you, and I have the opportunity to protect you for the rest of my life. ”
I didn't expect Yang Cheng to be really stunned by this idea, she thought... Yang Cheng has already put it down. She should have given up the day she decided to go back.
"Yang Cheng, do you know that I said that we are not destined to be together because of who I am married to or who I am with. It's because I can't go back and like you anymore. You are important to me, but... Limited to friends, you know? ”
Gu Ci explained to Yang Cheng word by word, but he didn't notice the excited light in Yang Cheng's eyes. Yang Cheng was drunk, but one thing was clear to him. That's... He loves Gu words, and he still loves Gu words very much! He was thinking that maybe it was because Gu Ci had just been injured and couldn't accept that he was good to her, it didn't matter, he could wait! But when he found out that Yu Shenqian was still in love with Gu Ci like himself, he felt that he couldn't wait, Yu Shenqian was his biggest threat, and he always was!
In the past few days, Yang Cheng found that there were many more people around him who were not simple, and at first he thought it was Anshide's person. Later, I found out that it was related to Yu Shenqian. are all divorced and still pay so much attention to Gu Ci, in the middle... There must be something else hidden! Yang Cheng knew that if Yu Shenqian and Gu Ci divorced because of a misunderstanding, then one day Gu Ci would leave him without hesitation and return to Yu Shenqian's side. When the time comes, he will have nothing!
This chapter is complete!