Nanchen suffers from depression!

She didn't know when she had this problem! Just from junior high school, I was discovered!

Her family situation is complicated.

This complication is not the complexity of other family ethics or anything like that.

Her family is very happy, her parents are very good to her, but depression is such a thing...... Still found her body silently!

Mom and Dad were not arranged marriages in their time, they found each other in free love, and then formed a family, but the result of the two of them falling in love with each other too much was that they would unconsciously forget Nanchen.

During the greasy and crooked period, the two of them had Nanchen because of an accident.

That's right!

Nanchen's family belongs, parents are true love, and children are unexpectedly happy families!

When Nanchen was still alive, this situation was better, after all, she was too much, and she still needed to take it well, but as she got older, this phenomenon became more and more obvious.

Since she was in school, her parents have often been away from home, and long business trips have left her alone at home.

Although she has never been treated badly in material terms, she has never given much in terms of emotion.

When she came home from school, there was no one at home, so she often stayed home by herself.

Many times he barely had a chance to speak.

She didn't have any friends, when she was not in good health, her physique was poor, and she grew very slowly, and when other friends were growing taller, she was still very tall, and she almost didn't say anything in front of her peers.

In addition, her parents are not at home, and other neighbor parents will not let their children be accompanied by a quiet and excessive child!

She's so quiet that many times others forget about her existence!

What Nanchen was looking forward to most at that time was her parents coming home!

Every time her parents came home, the home would be much warmer, and they would be kind to her, as if they were trying to make up for what was missing her.

However, if there is no problem with their methods, Nanchen will not suffer from depression!

Nanchen's mother's personality belongs to the kind of person who is called Nanchen baby when she is happy, obediently, Nannan's daughter...... Various nicknames go on and on.

But so be it!

As long as she has a bad temper, she will be cold and violent to Nanchen, or she will be like a punching bag.

When Nanchen was in the past, he was extremely unsafe and blessed by this kind of gap between the hall and the hell for a while

She really doesn't understand why Da Rao's face changes so quickly, obviously she was very happy one second, but she didn't know why she was angry the next second!

This also made her develop the habit of preferring to be alone even more!

She likes to stay at home alone, even if no one talks to her, and then after she learned to paint, it can be quite time-consuming to start painting at a time, and she likes to stay alone in her own world, and that feeling is also very clear

Although Nanchen was a little confused by Nanchen's mother's uncertain attitude, she still liked her mother very much in her heart.

She thinks that there is nothing bad about her mother, the main reason is her own temper, her temper is indeed very weird, and sometimes she can't control it.

In a word...... Her mom is the nicest person in this world, the best person for her!

Nanchen has always lived a good life, and she has always been alone at school, it's not that she doesn't want to make friends, but those people are too ......

She didn't know what to do.

She had clearly heard the person who wanted to be friends with her in the last second scolding her for pretending and scolding her for being pretentious......

But she didn't, she just didn't know how to communicate with everyone, and she would be subconsciously timid when she looked at the big guy.

She didn't understand why there was such a person, who was obviously still intimate with her on the surface, but secretly thinking about how to exclude her!

Later, she didn't want to blend in with their circle, she later took her own classes, went to art classes on weekends, or went home to paint by herself, she felt quite fulfilling, and there was no need to live with other people!

But ah!

She never thought that she would meet such a boy before!

Maybe her own life was too depressing, and when she saw him free and bravely pursuing his hobbies, she felt a rare envy in her heart.

Right!

At first, I didn't have any other thoughts, just envy the way he stood on the stage and radiated light!

Later, she was attracted by his hard work and brave pursuit of dreams, and slowly, she also wanted to try to manage her life well!

She began to pay attention to him, and then found that he was very good at dancing, and after he liked dancing very much, she didn't know what to think, and she wanted to try it.

She started to go to hip-hop, but the dance teacher, her own temperament is more suitable for learning ethnic classical dance and the like.

Nanchen didn't force it, let's dance! She didn't think there was much difference, she was just curious about this, and she didn't think that she had to learn the same dance category as him, and finally after thinking about it, she still chose folk dance.

She went abroad after finishing high school, and she has been studying dance and art all these years, and she was admitted to a very good university abroad with excellent grades in art, and began to study fashion design that she was very interested in.

She still hasn't had any friends over the years, and at the beginning, the targeting of ass was meaningless.

Later, when she was in high school, her art classes were very tight, and she ran both art and cultural courses so often that she didn't have time to communicate with other people.

Even if other people grow up and have a good impression of Nanchen, who is slowly showing her talent and becoming more and more beautiful, she is used to being alone and has never thought about making friends or anything like that.

She has always had a direction in her heart to guide her, she has been pursuing that direction, and she has never given up!

He has been very good over the years, he has been out to dry abroad, he is very popular, and he has been flying all over the world, although the team had to be separated for some reasons, but he is still very good, and he insists on his dream.

She knew that she was far away from him, so she wanted to be a little better and get a little closer to him!

When Nanchen was studying abroad, he had a period of severe depression!

She can't remember why she started, she only remembers that she had a hard time at the beginning.

There is no reason for others to find out that they are different from Berao!

She's no exception!

She actually doesn't understand why many healthy people pretend to be sick now, but she, a really sick person, is trying to integrate into normal life!

She actually knows her sickness in her heart, but she can't control herself, and she doesn't dare to let others know that she is abnormal.

She bought a lot of books to learn how to adjust on her own, but it never worked!

It was also when she was most helpless and helpless that she met Chu Xu.

She did reject him clearly at first, but she didn't expect it to be so coincidental, she would finally make up her mind to find a psychiatrist, and saw Chu Xu in Feynman, a psychiatrist.

Later, she learned that he, like her, had a heart disease!

Perhaps because of the illness and the same doctor, the two of them became familiar with each other, and with the same sympathy for the same disease, the two began to communicate with each other after becoming familiar.

Perhaps because of the sympathy, the two of them will communicate more easily than with others.

Both of them can clearly feel that the two sides are very pure friends with each other, and there is no other meaning, and then they get along better and better, and it doesn't take long for the two of them to become very familiar!

After the two got acquainted, they met Xia Youcheng again, and Xia Youcheng took her to the racing track once after knowing her situation, in order to let her relax and vent.

The first thing that came to her mind after seeing the car was that Bei Ning was also a racing driver!

Then the thought in her mind was that she wanted to learn too.

Xia Youcheng couldn't bear her temperament, so she had to agree, but she didn't expect her to be quite endowed......

Later, Chu Xu felt Nanchen's design endowment and proposed that the two of them cooperate.

Nanchen thought that sooner or later he would have to work, starting a business was better than finding a job, so he agreed to Chu Xu's proposal without thinking about it.

Two people, one person manages, and one person sets up.

At the beginning, the two had the opportunity to smash all their savings, and the two of them used to live a tight life together in a one-room room.

Later, Chu Xu helped Nanchen apply for the designer competition, Nanchen is not good at words, but he is very aura in design, and he got a very good ranking, and the studio they started an instant became a little famous......

During the most difficult period, she has always relied on paying attention to Bei Ning to support herself.

Hell knows how tired she feels!

When NC Studio was first established, because of financial problems, the designers at the beginning were invited to have their own styles, but the technology was not very sophisticated, Nanchen was not good at words, and could not help them explain what was wrong, so they could only help them change a rough idea and give them their own opinions.

At that time, the designers in the entire studio also won awards in the designer show, which can be regarded as professional.

OK...... Later, NC was opened, and in the next few PKs, it has a unique and distinctive style that is very popular with young people.

When Nanchen got the first dividend of his own, he didn't hesitate to buy a ticket to see Beining.

It still takes so long to fly from country F to China, she is very depressed, and she is prone to feel chest tightness and shortness of breath from time to time.

At that time, she went to Huaguo with Chu Xu, Chu Xu went to talk about work development, and she went to see Bei Ning.

It was also at this time that Chu Xu knew that the person Nanchen had always liked in his heart was Bei Ning, a not very popular Chinese star artist.

Nanchen liked Chu Xu for a long time, but it was the first time he went to the scene at this time.

Before, because of her depression, she didn't dare to appear in front of him at all.

She was afraid that she would not be able to control the darkness in her heart after seeing him......

He's so wonderful!

But she is the one who lives in the shadows, and she ...... Timid, cowardly......

She didn't win the ticket in front of the meeting, so she could only sit in the back seat.

He was not popular at that time, and many of the audience on stage were going for others, but he was already very polite, and he seemed to be very well-behaved.

Nanchen didn't scream like the rest of the audience, she just looked at him quietly and greedily!

He's so good-looking!

She knows!

He's not on camera!

She knows it too!

It was the first time she had seen him, and the boy she had liked for so long was like a star, and although he was still buried in the sky and other stars for the time being, she just knew that he would one day become the brightest star.

However, it was also at this point that she really knew the distance between them, and they were really too far apart!

Through the crowd and the stage, she only looks at him, but he doesn't know she exists!

After that scene, Nanchen went home and got sick!

She was not in good health, the temperature difference between home and abroad was too large, and she was too tired to take a plane, so she was more or less in mood after going to see the scene......

After recovering from his illness, after Nanchen returned to country F, it didn't take long for him to put forward the idea of wanting to return to China for development.

Chu Xu has always loved her, she has always been what she is, she resolutely decided, and he will only support it.

It didn't take long for Nanchen to return to China.

After returning to China, she especially likes to see his scene, unless she really can't grab it, otherwise she will agree.

Later, NC slowly gained fans, and Nanchen recommended Bei Ning to Chu Xu.

Afterward...... While Xia Youcheng taught her to skateboard, he also recommended her to skateboard variety shows.

She got to know Bei Ning!

After twelve episodes of going around and around, the two of them are together!

The devil knows how much she can't believe the second time together! It felt like winning a million-dollar jackpot, but yes, it's real!

They are happy!

She can clearly feel that Bei Ning likes her!

She is happy! There's nothing happier than someone you like like her too!

But happy days don't last forever.

After he became popular, their relationship did not change, he did not change, but ...... But she's changed!

Her depression was already much better!

She wasn't going to tell Bei Ning about it! She was afraid that Bei Ning would dislike her!

No one can understand this feeling of insecurity!

She's really scared!

She never thought that one, the relationship between them has not changed, but she has changed!

She became uneasy, became a little timid, watched him become more and more popular, watched his fans be excellent, and became more and more inferior!

That's right!

Inferiority!

She didn't tell him!

That time, when his mobile phone number was blown out on the Internet, her mobile phone number was also leaked.

Although she later changed her number, her social account was targeted, and those people would send her some messages every time, she was not worthy of him, she pulled him back!

She was already inferior and sensitive in her heart, and after seeing these words, she would inevitably think more, but she didn't want him to know.

He was already busy during that time, and the people who hacked him were already looking for his handle, and she didn't want to drag him back!

But!

It's obviously wrong for her to blindly forbear!

She silently blocked those remarks one by one, and still pretended to be happy in front of him, but without him, she could feel the stiffness of her smile.

Bei Ning may have known her emotions and decided to take her for a walk.

Their time in Iceland was truly carefree, with the beautiful aurora borealis and romantic surroundings being the most beautiful images of their lives.

It's just that......

It's a pity that they are separated from each other!

Obviously, the better it is to go to the corners of the world, it is already in Sanya, but it is just a little bit close!

Afterward......

They are located in Sanya.

She broke up with him on the phone and told him not to come.

She didn't want him to see her embarrassment!

She didn't want him to see how she broke down when she was being stalked and intimidated by a group of crazy bastards!

She didn't want him to know that she was sick!

She's really tired and she wants to let him go!

She's really been more and more possessive and exclusive of him lately, and she's afraid that going on like this will bother him!

He's a popular artist, and she's just cannon fodder!

……

She didn't know how sad he was after the breakup, but she was really sad!

She had a depressive attack, committed suicide twice, and was saved by Jiang Mo.

She went around and saw a doctor, she knew, she knew her psychological situation, and after thinking about it all night, she decided to forget about it herself!

With such a sweet day as him and her, but without it, she will die!

……

She didn't know how long she stayed in the sanatorium, and then she was hypnotized and brainwashed, obviously forgetting all the things about Bei Ning, but she still had a heartbeat when she saw it by chance.

Hearing that he was injured, she pulled Jiang Mo to see him, obviously she hadn't seen it much, but her tears overflowed uncontrollably, and then he still didn't have the courage.

……

Afterwards......

Jiang Mo proposed!

She said yes!

At the wedding, she saw Bei Ning through the stage in the square, and heard his words, and her brain felt something slip through while being moved.

When she took the oath, her head kept shouting, but she still gave up!

The wedding was well done, but his words kept spinning and circling in her head.

When she came home after the wedding, she watched the replay on the way, and as soon as she finished watching it, she felt tightness in her chest, and her tears kept dripping, and she couldn't stop it.

……

Later, she remembered!

……

But she is already Jiang Mo's wife!

……

He can't......

Later, Jiang Mo understood that she was not in good health, and he was reluctant to let her suffer, so he simply adopted a bunch of twin brothers directly.

Jiang Mo was very good to her, but as her memory cleared, she slowly felt uncomfortable......

She ended up getting sick!

It's a simple illness, but it's never good, and there's no other reason.

Subsequently, she heard the doctor tell Jiang Mo that her body would live for up to 3 years.

While she breathed a sigh of relief, she did not ignore Jiang Mo's red eyes.

He was very good to her, and he was very good, but some people met at the wrong time, and it was still wrong!

When she was admitted to the hospital, she heard that he was married!

Pretty good!

She saw in the hospital that he starred in TV series, movies, and plots are very good, and his acting skills are also very good, she looks proud, but she will no longer show anything.

In the hospital for two years, she watched Jiang Mo try her best to treat her, but she gave up.

Her health is slowly deteriorating, and sometimes she can't open her eyes after sleeping for a long time......

Later, she saw ...... He has a baby!

Nanchen smiled and whispered softly: "You like children so much, it's time to be satisfied now!" ”

They! It looks like only fate for the future!

If you meet the right person at the wrong time, that's also a miss!