In the blink of an eye, the midterm exam was over quickly. The two-day exam was a headache for Qin Jiayan. Although Qin Xinglie's review method for herself was very effective, she forgot everything as soon as she went to the examination room, and she could only finish the test paper from memory.

After leaving the examination room, I saw Chen Han holding scratch paper and Huang Licheng to answer the answer, both of them were very excited, and at the end, Chen Han also pinched Huang Licheng fiercely.

Feeling that her shoulder was being patted, she turned her head sharply and met Qin Xinglie's gaze.

"Well, all the methods I taught you work, right?" Qin Xinglie grinned.

"I also want to thank you, there are many questions that you gave me process answers." Qin Jiayan was embarrassed to admit that he didn't remember, and said a reason randomly.

Qin Xinglie was a little skeptical: "Since you want to thank me, why do you have a sad expression?" Qin Jiayan, you're not going to lie to me, are you? ”

"What can I lie to you? Rest assured, I'm fine. Well, I'll go back to the classroom first. Qin Jiayan hurriedly left Qin Xinglie behind.

Qin Jiayan, who was running all the way, didn't dare to stop, she could feel that her eyes were already moist, and her heart was pounding. She knew that she couldn't face Qin Xinglie now, and a very clear feeling came to her heart.

Inferiority.

For the first time, she felt inferior in front of them.

The kind of weakness, but there is nowhere to argue with inferiority.

In the past, she thought that as long as she worked hard, even if her grades were still like that, she would have no regrets. But now that she saw the distance between herself and them, she finally understood that what stood between them was never anything else, but her own inferiority.

She couldn't step forward to answer Chen Han and Huang Licheng with ease, she couldn't talk to Qin Xinglie about the quality of her grades easily and happily, and she couldn't even say out loud that she had worked hard.

Grades are something that can make a person feel inferior.

There are many people who work hard, and they can't even remember a process, how can they calmly say that they have worked hard?

It was time to get out of school, and as soon as Qin Jiayan returned to the classroom, he picked up his schoolbag and ran away.

She didn't know where she was supposed to go, but she didn't want to face anyone right now, and she didn't want to go home.

So, she came to the river.

At this time, there are many elderly people walking along the river, and there are also children who have gone to school and play with their friends here.

Looking at it, Qin Jiayan's eyes were moist again, she hurriedly rubbed her eyes, and when she opened them again, she saw Qin Xinglie walking towards her with a schoolbag in one hand.

As if in a dream, Qin Jiayan suddenly felt so unreal.

The afterglow of the sunset was scattered on the riverside, reflecting the golden orange light, which was refracted on the young man's body at this moment, like a person who came for her in the glow of the sun.

Qin Jiayan was dumbfounded.

At this moment, Qin Xinglie had already come to her side and sat down. Looking at Qin Jiayan's surprised expression, he had some of the answer in his heart. He didn't think much about it, and comforted him: "In fact, sometimes, it doesn't matter whether you do well in the exam or not. To live alone, you can't let grades decide everything. ”

"You...... Got it? Qin Jiayan came back to his senses and lowered his head in frustration, "I just think that the difference between myself and you is too big." I always felt like I was studying hard, but I always felt powerless. I also don't like the way I give up on myself, but no matter what I do, there is always a gap between reality and hope. ”

"Before the results came out, you started to give up on yourself first? Qin Jiayan, this is not your style. Qin Xinglie quipped.

Qin Jiayan hung his head and said, "Actually, I really envy you and Hanhan." Not only do you have good grades, but you also have good skills. Even if the squad leader has no specialty, his grades are top-notch among the squad leaders. Unlike me, I always felt out of place with you. ”