Chapter 75: Pain
She still has a child, and she has a child, how can she be at peace in her heart at this moment? I thought that something very bad happened that night, but now I think that there is a child.
"Enough Xiaoyu, hurry up and go back to my room, don't talk about these things in front of your sister in the future, if you say it again in the future, don't, blame me for being unkind to you."
The father seemed to be very angry, originally thought that his daughter was just ignorant, but now it seems that his little daughter is not sensible, she is simply stupid, what should be said to her sister, what should not be said to her sister, there is no sense of proportion at all.
Now that Xiao Rou knows, these things are not good for her at all, not to mention that she only knows a small part of it now, it seems that today he has to tell everything about everything, about the things of 5 years ago, he wants to let Xiao Rou know at least part of the things.
Otherwise, if Xiaorou is allowed to live in a muddy nightmare all day long, it will not be happy to let the big president know when the time comes, after all, the big president has been very interested in his eldest daughter recently, and he is still counting on this eldest daughter to help him fly on the branches and become a phoenix, but now if these things really happen, I don't know if the big president will dislike this daughter at that time.
But the good thing is that he now has a little daughter, Xiaoyu, although Xiaoyu is a little willful, but she has an extremely beautiful face, presumably the big president will like it at that time, not all men in this world like to be beautiful when they see one and love another.
It's just that he never thought that the reason why the so-called big president was able to like her daughter was because Xiaorou was the most different from the long-term place.
"Xiaorou, your sister calm down, I will tell you about this matter at that time, your sister is a little impulsive today, please don't care, you can rest assured, no matter what happens, your father will always be your family, and your father will always be with you."
After hearing this, Jian Xinrou suddenly felt like she had a hint of relief and happiness, she slowly stood up, as if she wanted to get a hug, but she was afraid of getting a hug, for fear that the cold hug would make her remember what happened 5 years ago.
When the father saw his daughter, he suddenly stood up, and happily helped his daughter to the chair and brought her a glass of water.
"That's good, if you keep being like this, your father will be worried, you have always wanted to know why you didn't tell your father about what happened 5 years ago, there are some things that your father will naturally tell you, don't hide your feelings like this in the future, if you are unhappy, say happy words, just share, you are a girl, you don't have to be like this, hide it, you will only make yourself sad like this, and your father is reluctant to make you sad."
The old father wanted to say a lot of things for a while, but he didn't know what to do and how to speak, but he said that he wanted to wait, Jian Xinrou lightened her mood, calmed down a little and then continued to speak.
"Now you also know some things, those things that happened to you 5 years ago, in fact, for a girl can't tell others, because no matter what, it's a bad thing, but now if you want to know whether it matters or not, I'll tell you directly, so that you don't have any bad thoughts or other things to be afraid of in the future."
The mother looked at her daughter, as if she sensed that her daughter's mood had been rich and poor for a while, and she was not so nervous, and then she continued to say something softly.
"Didn't you already know about those things father, so why didn't you tell me earlier, you have to keep it from me like your sister, is it that in your heart I am just a daughter you can't see on the stage? Or do you think that knowing these things will affect your face for you, and for the father, these things of the daughter have nothing to do with it? ”
After listening to his daughter's words, the old father suddenly fell silent, but he didn't know how to tell Xiao Rou these things can only start from the fundamental thing, so he told Xiao Rou.
"I don't know the specific things 5 years ago, it's just that you were framed at the time, so you had some relationship with a man, and you also know that in an ordinary family like ours, things like this can't be mentioned casually at all, it's for others to know, and it may be very bad at that time, and it will also affect your face, and it will affect ......."
"It will affect your decency, right? It will affect the neighbors' opinion of you, so after so many years, why have you never told me at least, at least let me be a little mentally prepared, and not, instead of being said by Xiaoyu like today, father, do you know that kind of pain?"
Jian Xinrou was a little uncomfortable, her heart seemed to be overflowing with a whole stone, and she couldn't get a breath in her heart, because she thought of a lot of things, and the whole person was in a kind of darkness for a while.
"You won't know that kind of pain, how can you know, it's always been in your heart, and the daughter you care about the most is not me at all, but Xiaoyu, right? If the person who had these things today was Xiaoyu, would he have wanted to break the man who did these things to pieces in his father's heart. ”
A trace of pain flashed in this woman's beautiful eyes, she didn't know what to do, and she didn't know if she could say these feelings in her heart.
The father frowned, as if he didn't expect his daughter to react so much, and for a while the whole person was a little sad, and wanted to reach out and stroke his daughter's long hair, but he was suddenly shocked.
"Is there anything else my father is hiding from me, is it true that in my father's heart, there are still some other things that I haven't told me, about who framed me five years ago, and why I appeared there, do you really not know anything about it? Or did you sacrifice me in your heart to hide the crime of another daughter, or did I not count as a family with you in your father's heart? ”
Jian Xinrou's voice was a little hoarse, with her uncle in it, it seemed that she had been brewing for a long time, how could she accept it like this, her dearest person, and said the most unbearable memories of the years casually, as if it was insignificant, as if it was a joke after dinner.
Thinking of this, this woman couldn't bear it anymore, her body shook a little, and when she saw the most familiar scene in front of her, she suddenly felt even more sad, why did such a thing happen, and why after encountering all this, she couldn't do anything after knowing the truth of all this.
When did she fall to such a point, she made such a compromise for this family, but the final result was so unsatisfactory, presumably in the hearts of this family never cared about herself, for them she Jian Xinrou was just a person who could be betrayed at will.
"Xiaorou, don't be so depressed, in fact, my father has always felt that this matter has told you, it's not good at all, you shouldn't bear this, you are my daughter, you should have grown up happily, now knowing these things will only make you more painful, listening to your father's words is like that fragmented memory, forget about it, forget it, it will be good for you."
"Good for me, really good for me? Don't joke about your father, isn't it clear who is good and who is bad in the end? Why did that happen to me? Who betrayed me, who framed me, who brought me that drink, and who sent me to that hotel room? ”
"Isn't it clear now? Or do you already know, you already know who makes English, but you don't want others to tell others, so you don't want to tell me, right? I said it. ”
Jian Xinrou cried, walking these roads, questioning herself as she walked, for so many years, although the past is really about to pass, but every time she recalls this incident, it is like a pain that can never be ended for him, and it is more like revealing the most straightforward grievance in people's hearts.
But now the family member she cares about the most has let herself forget about this matter, if she can really forget, why bother, wait for such a period of time, and why wait until all the facts and truths are revealed today before someone tells her to forget.
If something can be forgotten, it will be forgotten soon without embellishment or reminder from anyone, and how can it be pressed in my heart like a needle for so many years.
"I ...... I really don't know how much this matter will affect you, if my father knows that this matter has such a big impact on you, my father will never tell you the truth, my father would rather you spend your life like this forever, not knowing anything, at least you are happy. You won't be in pain. ”
Her father, the person he usually respected the most, suddenly said such high-sounding words in front of him today.
"If it weren't for your sister who mentioned this incident in front of you today, I wouldn't tell you the reason for this incident, in my heart I hope you can spend your life happily, instead of suffering from the so-called pain and unhappiness, which will only make me feel more sad."
Jian Xinrou sneered and looked at this old father in front of her, acting these things, like a clumsy actor, who didn't know at all, and the so-called acting skills had already begun to appear.
"Enough is enough for my old father, you put away your clumsy performance, I won't believe you anymore in the future, I hope you can know that my heart is also made of meat, I am also a person, the next time you hurt me like this, you should also know that one day I will be tired."