Chu Tian tugged at the hem of his nurse's skirt: "You hung up the phone in a hurry yesterday, I thought about it, you don't seem to want to mention my brother, you ...... What's wrong? ”

Obviously, it was fine before, but when Gu Nian heard that Chu Zhaoyang was injured, he was worried and wanted to go to see it immediately, why didn't he like to mention it in the blink of an eye?

Gu Nian lowered her head, she didn't know how to say it, thinking of what Chu Zhaoyang said to her, her heart was still tingling.

"Did my brother bully you?" Chu Tian immediately asked.

Is that bullying?

Forget it.

Gu Nian was almost about to raise his hand to touch his lips, but fortunately he held back in time.

"Xiao Tian, I'm sorry, I really don't want to mention him." Gu Nian bit his lip and said.

He kissed her last night, and now that he thinks about it, he is mostly contemptuous and insulted, as if she is not a serious woman.

Thinking about it, Gu Nian couldn't tell the grievances.

"My brother is like this, he doesn't talk much, he doesn't say anything in his heart, even for our family, most of the time it's a guess. He actually ...... It's hard to trust people. He can take the initiative to be close to you, trust you, and as long as you know him, you know that you are special to him. I've never seen him do this to a woman who would take the initiative to get close to each other, think about each other, and even go to each other. To others, he has always been indifferent, and he will not even give a look. ”

Gu Nian smiled bitterly and shook his head: "He doesn't trust me at all." ”

"No, for so many years, for as long as I can remember, he hasn't had a girlfriend, only you, who is special to him. Except for the wives of his buddies, he would talk a few words and never say a word to other women. You can imagine how special you are to him. Chu Tian said anxiously.

Gu Nian opened her mouth, she had never seen him when he got along with other women, so she couldn't judge. Is he really special to her?

"Actually, my brother didn't start like this from the beginning, before the age of 7, he was very naughty. There is an eight-year difference between us, and I heard from my family that when he was a child, he played pranks all day long, and went to the house to reveal the tiles. Not only his family, but even his neighbors have been harmed by him. My brother was literally beaten up by my dad every three days. ”

Gu Nian was surprised, it was really hard to imagine that Chu Zhaoyang, who was stuffy and paralyzed, would have a naughty childhood, so the contrast in his personality when he grew up was too great.

Gu Nian shook his head, he couldn't think of the picture of him being naughty when he was a child, no matter how big his brain was.

"You say...... Before the age of seven? Gu Nian asked.

Chu Tian nodded and said, "My brother was kidnapped when he was seven years old. Just like my brother was shot this time, back then, our family's research institute also researched a new drug, which is now a good reputation Funingkang, which is actually the primary version of the medicine that the other party wanted to grab this time. This medicine is based on Funingkang. pbtxt But the effect of Funingkang was put more than 20 years ago, it was already very amazing, and it was very jealous of those black forces, so they kidnapped my brother, used my brother to blackmail our family, handed over the prescription of Funingkang, and promised that it would not be produced on the market in the future. ”

Gu Nian was stunned and motionless, listening blankly.

As a police officer, even if I haven't dealt with those underworld forces, I know how crazy those people are.

A seven-year-old boy fell into their hands, and Gu Nian didn't dare to think about what Chu Zhaoyang had experienced at the beginning.

"I wasn't born the year my brother was kidnapped. That's what my mom told me later. Because when I was a child, I loved to pester my brother, but my brother always ignored me, he locked himself in the bedroom, he didn't see anyone, and he didn't talk to anyone. He can only eat at the door of his room, and he does not eat with his family. When Chu Tian said this, his eyes turned red.

"When I was a child, I envied other people's children who had brothers and sisters, especially those who had older brothers and sisters, who were so good to them, only my brother never ignored me. Whatever I said, he ignored it. I wanted to get close to him and take the doll to play with him, so he threw my doll down the window. I talked to him, and after talking too much, he started covering his ears and screaming. I was bullied outside, and I didn't have a brother to stand up for me. I was so sad that I cried to my mother. That's when she told me about my brother's kidnapping. ”

Gu Nian's voice was stuck in his throat, and his throat was sore. Chu Zhaoyang's performance was obviously hit hard.

"He was tortured very badly." Gu Nian muttered.

Chu Tian nodded: "Because I was too young at the time, my mother didn't dare to tell me too carefully, and I was afraid that my brother would hear it and his condition would deteriorate." All I know is that he was kidnapped and rescued from a cave. My mom said that when the police found him, he was like a puppet, motionless, if not for the fact that his eyes were still blinking, like ...... It's like dead. ”

"After that, my brother was treated for a long time. In the beginning, he had nightmares every night, and when he woke up, he never slept again, and the house was lit up all night. He only gets an average of two hours a day, and those two hours are plagued by nightmares. He shut himself off in his own world and didn't talk to anyone. ”

Chu Tian pinched a tissue, wiped his tears, and said, "When I was a child, I often saw my mother hiding in the room crying, I thought she was quarreling with my father, but later I learned that she was sad for my brother. In the past, my brother was a boy who was very lively and mischievous, like a little devil, not afraid of heaven and earth. Even if it's a dozen every three days, after the fight, you will continue to be naughty. But then he was quiet, like a marionette. ”

"He doesn't speak, but he does whatever his family tells him to do. Let him eat, and he will eat obediently, and there will not be a grain of rice left. Let him sleep and he will go on. bed, and then the lights were on all night, with their eyes open. He didn't dare to sleep, and when he slept, he had nightmares. Every day, I saw him getting more and more haggard, the dark circles under his eyes were getting worse and worse, and he was once skinny, even if he ate more, it was useless. Later, we found out how much he ate during the day, and in the middle of the night he would secretly run and vomit because of nightmares. ”

"Later, as he grew older, with the treatment, he got a lot better, and that's what you see now. There are still very few words, and when you meet someone you care about, you will talk a little more. But there are many things that are thought about in the heart, but very little is really said. Actually, he wasn't a very secure person. ”

"Moreover, he was kidnapped in the first place because of the nanny at home. That nanny has been in our family for many years, and she has never made a mistake and is very trusted. But it was she who was bought, deliberately took my brother to the street, and then let go of his hand, hid in the crowd, and watched my brother being taken away. Chu Tian sighed, "That's why it's hard for him to trust people later." ”

Gu Nian felt that his neck was pinched and he couldn't breathe.

Ignoring Chu Tian's puzzled gaze, she put her palms around her neck and breathed heavily with a pale face.

No wonder that day, he said, he didn't need someone who would let go of his hand easily.

That day, without hesitation, she let go of his hand and left him on the side of the road, alone, and waited there for a long time.

It's hard to imagine how he felt on the side of the road when she was looking around for a similar-looking person in the mall.

According to what Chu Tian said, in fact, Chu Zhaoyang has never been well, but now he knows how to exercise more restraint, but it does not mean that the trauma in his heart has healed.

As long as there is a little bit of a scene similar to that back then, it will still make him very uncomfortable.

Gu Nian couldn't help but think of the picture of that day in his mind, the crowd of people coming and going on the side of the road kept shuttling, but Chu Zhaoyang stood there fixedly.

At this time, I think about it, I can't say how lonely and fragile I am.

At that time, she shouldn't have let go of his hand.

After going back, you should hold his hand in time.

In fact, she is the bastard, and she deserves to be angry with her.

Although she didn't know it, she was wrong. This is a small matter to others, but it is very serious to Chu Zhaoyang, it can remind him of the darkest past and will make him fall back into the darkness.

But even so, he forgave her.

Despite all his anger at the time, he went to her yesterday. It's just that the picture of her and Chi Yiheng together made him misunderstand.

That's why he went too far.

But in fact, he didn't hurt her, even if he was angry again, he didn't hurt her.

"I'm sorry, I don't know." Gu Nian couldn't help it, and when he lowered his head, tears fell from his eyes, and they all dripped on the burgundy wooden tabletop, and a small pool of tears accumulated.

If she knew, no matter what happened, she wouldn't let go of his hand.

Even if...... Even if Yanlu really stood in front of them one day.

Chu Tian pinched out a tissue and gave it to Gu Nian: "I didn't say this to make you cry, after all, you don't know, only the people in our family, as well as a few of my brother's good friends, know about the things back then, and they usually don't mention it." I just want you to know that there is a reason why my brother has such a temper now, and you must not ignore him because of this. ”

Gu Nian couldn't speak, his throat seemed to be choked by an invisible hand, and he could only shake his head.

"Actually, I'm also selfish." Chu Tian said, "I also watched my brother come all the way, it was not easy. Our family doesn't want him to be as lively as he was before the accident, without any psychological burden, at least, he can live more easily. Because he's special to you and really likes you, I want you both to be together. Otherwise, I'm worried that my brother might not feel this way about anyone else. We all hope that there will be someone who loves him, takes care of him, tolerates him, changes him, and takes him out of the truth. ”

Seeing that Gu Nian didn't speak, Chu Tian thought she was unhappy, and quickly explained: "Of course, I'm not forcing you, if you don't like him, I won't force you to be together." I want my brother to be well, but I don't want you to be embarrassed. ”

She felt that Gu Nian also had feelings for Chu Zhaoyang, so she would come to say this to her.

Gu Nian shook his head and asked, "What did he go through back then?" ”

"I don't know, maybe I think I'm too young, and those things are too cruel, so my mom didn't tell me, just let me know what I told you, don't blame my brother." Chu Tian said, "However, the policeman who rescued my brother in the first place was Mo Jingsheng's father. I think Mo Jingsheng should know more than me. And when my brother had an accident, I wasn't born yet, but Mo Jingsheng already remembered. ”

"If I go to Mo Jingsheng and ask, will you mind? If you mind, I won't ask. Gu Nian said, after all, this is a private matter about the Chu family.

She went to inquire with an outsider, and it was a matter of exposing people's scars, which was not good after all.

"Don't mind, since I've already told you about this, I hope you can know more and be more tolerant of my brother." Chu Tian shook his head and said, "But except for you and Mo Jingsheng, who already knows, you don't want to tell anyone else." ”

Although, she felt that Gu Nian was not a talkative person, especially for such an important matter.

It's like Gu Nian went to inquire with Mo Jingsheng, and he had to ask for her consent first, so he knew that Gu Nian was still very measured.

But she still said a lot of advice, and she was even more puzzled, how could Gu Nian casually tell Yan Chuwei about Chu Zhaoyang's injury.

"I won't say it, in fact, even if you don't say it, I won't say it. You tell me that you trust me, but it doesn't mean that I can tell you about it privately. If you want others to know, it's up to you, and I won't tell you whether or not it needs to be kept secret. ”

Chu Tian was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously asked, "Then you didn't tell anyone about my brother's injury?" ”

--- digression--- it's on the shelves, you can enjoy watching it in the future~