Chapter Ninety-Three: Find Him Alone
If you love someone deeply, how can you forget it, even if you break up, there will be more or less shadows of that person in the lover you are looking for in the future. Some people say that it is an aesthetic problem, that is, they like that type, but in fact, it is not only an aesthetic problem, the most important thing is that they should still want to find a person like that, that kind of feeling.
Yu Huan has not found the right person in the past few years, she has not opened her heart to accept anyone at all, whether her heart is filled with longing or hatred, it is all Chen Mai, and even the children are Chen Mai's shadow.
She thought she had forgotten, she thought she hated him, and when she heard about him, she was still desperate to know.
When I met him, I wanted to ask him why he did that in the first place. Why abandon them silently? Even if the results are not satisfactory, at least I understand in my heart, no longer like walking in the fog, vague, unclear, uncomfortable in my heart, I want to clear these fogs, even if the front is painful, at least the pain is clear. In the end, he is not willing to give up, and he is unwilling to pay empty with enthusiasm.
At the end of life, it is just a love word, but many times, it is slowly lost its meaning by life. But slowly I found out that "love" is something that cannot be surpassed in this life, and when we are old, we regret it, why did we not pursue boldly when we were young, boldly express our hearts, and redeem that person with our hearts.
Without love, life will lose its colorful colors, even if it is a successful career, it is just a slave to money, and it will come back with some regrets.
Without love, no matter how happy you are on the surface, you will not be truly happy in your heart. In the dead of night, when you are alone, that feeling of emptiness arises spontaneously, because the heart is not filled, and there is something missing. Pretending to live a life is very tiring, and sooner or later it will show flaws. But there are lovers, the love and adoration in their eyes will not change, and the happiness in their hearts will not change.
So for the sake of love, they became brave, and Yu Huan was the same, she soon took her child Chen Nian and came to Su Jin, and Su Jin was really surprised by her speed.
Su Jin saw Yu Huan with a super cute child, and he didn't have to think about it to know that he was Chen Mai's child, and he looked exactly the same.
Yu Huan was the first to speak: "Xiao Jin, have you been here for the past two years?" ”
"That's right! Isn't it beautiful here! She said as she walked, introducing Yu Huan here.
Yu Huan said: "This place is really beautiful, I shouldn't have told you yet, Chen Mai and I were here before." ”
Su Jin said unexpectedly: "Really? No wonder you're so familiar with this place. ”
Yu Huan nodded: "Yes!" Very familiar! "Because they walked through the streets together, and left countless footprints here.
When he arrived at Su Jin's place, Yu Huan asked, "Have you been alone for the past two years?" ”
"Me and Goldman Sachs."
"Goldman Sachs?"
"Yes, I haven't told you yet, I'll officially introduce you when he comes back!" Su Jin said as he packed his things.
Looking at Su Jin's appearance, Yu Huan thought that she had put Huo Xiangji down and had a new life with Goldman Sachs.
Yu Huan pretended to be angry, and suddenly complained: "Why didn't you say goodbye to me when you left?" ”
Su Jin said: "It's over, don't mention it!" ”
Yu Huan knew that she had touched her pain point, so she quickly changed the topic.
The two were talking, and the child was playing in the yard alone, and after a while, Goldman Sachs came back and saw a cute child in the yard, he thought it was a friend from the landlord's house, and teased him by the way. When he arrived upstairs, he heard the sound of talking in Su Jin's room, he was unconsciously a little nervous, and shouted: "Xiao Jin? ”
Su Jin opened the door from the inside, he saw Yu Huan standing in the room, relieved, and at the same time looked at her suspiciously, Su Jin hurriedly introduced: "This is Yu Huan, my best friend!" ”
She said to Yu Huan again: "This is Goldman Sachs!" ”
They said hello to each other, and then Goldman Sachs asked, "Here's your kid?" ”
Yu Huan nodded, he didn't say much, he came downstairs to play with the children, and gave them some private space for the girlfriends they hadn't seen for so long.
Yu Huan said: "Goldman Sachs is very good! ”
"He's fine!"
"Is it Chen Mai he found?"
The expression on Su Jin's face changed slightly, and she said, "Yes, Huo Xiangji!" ”
"Huo Xiangji? Did you see him? ”
Su Jin nodded: "He is here, it is Chen Mai who he found." ”
Su Jin didn't know the cause and effect of the incident, she only knew that he was here, and he was still with Huo Xiangji, and she told Yu Huan everything she knew.
Yu Huan said: "Where can I find Huo Xiangji?" ”
Su Jin said: "My company. ”
"Why is he in your company?"
"My company is in his office building." What kind of intricate relationship is this, Yu Huan is inexplicable to hear.
In the end, Su Jin also told her, why did she leave back then? Why did you meet Huo Xiangji again now? But she didn't know after all, why did he come here?
The two stayed here for one night, and early the next morning, Su Jin took Yu Huan to the company.
Goldman Sachs has been urging her to find a house in another city a few days ago, she said that she was giving her a little time, and she was so anxious that Yu Huan couldn't leave.
She didn't tell Goldman Sachs about it, anyway, she had already said that the two of them would go out to find a new company address in a few days, and telling him this now would only make him more troubled.
Even if Su Jin didn't want to see Huo Xiangji again, she was stubborn, in fact, thinking about it, she didn't resist seeing him much, and she still had some expectations, she could be regarded as looking for a reason to meet him.
When she came downstairs to the company, Su Jin stopped, since she knew that her company was upstairs in Huo Xiangji, she had an inexplicable feeling every time she came here.
When the two of them came to the top floor together, someone asked, "Who are you looking for?" ”
Su Jin said: "I'm looking for you Mr. Huo!" ”
"May I ask if you are Su Yanjin?"
"That's right!"
"I'm sorry, we Mr. Huo said, if it's you, I'm not seen!"
These words seemed to be a slap on the head to Su Jin, and she looked at the person incredulously: "Don't see? ”
The man also winked at Su Jin a few times, as if to tell her that this was the case.
Yu Huan said: "Why don't you see it? ”
"I'm going to ask this Miss Su, she should know the reason, and this sentence was also said by Mr. Huo himself."
Yu Huan looked at Su Jin, and Su Jin didn't know why.
The two were turned away so embarrassedly that Su Jin could only say, "How can I see him?" ”
The girl smiled and said, "You're going to this place to find him, and it's just you!" ”
Sure enough, Huo Xiangji did it on purpose, he had already thought that he would go to him for Yu Huan, but there was no other way.
This address Su Jin was particularly familiar with, because it was on the opposite side of her house, and they had to return to the place where they lived, and after Yu Huan went home, Su Jin stood outside the door alone and looked at the second floor opposite.
Huo Xiangji stood by the window, watching her and Yu Huan go out together, with a smile on her face: "Su Yanjin, see how you are being played by me?" ”
Sure enough, he guessed very correctly, what Su Jin said was exactly what he had guessed, and when the girl called him to tell him the result, he felt that he was really right.
When the two of them returned, he stood at the window and looked at each other, as if waiting for his prey, preoccupied.
When Su Jin appeared in his field of vision again, the corners of his mouth moved again, this inevitable smile was his pride in Su Jin's accuracy.
His eyes have been following her, this prey has entered his sight, as for whether he can run away, it depends on whether he gives her a chance.
Su Jin wore high heels and walked on the bluestone road, as if he was beating the beat, to face the most difficult customer, right! She only regards Huo Xiangji as a customer, so she takes it for granted.
When she walked downstairs to the house, she still looked upstairs and cheered herself up, and when she entered the door, the shopkeeper greeted her: "Hello! Is it Miss Sue? ”
Su Jin was a little surprised that the person recognized her directly, but thinking that it was Huo Xiangji's approach, she was not surprised, and responded: "Yes!" ”
The man made a gesture of invitation and said, "Please come upstairs with me, Mr. Huo is waiting for you!" ”
Su Jin followed his footsteps, due to the old house, the stairs were a little narrow, and there were some "squeak" sounds when walking, if the two of them walked side by side, it seemed a little crowded, she reached out and held the decorated railing on the side of the stairs, and went up the stairs unhurriedly.
Today, she wears a dress until her feet are naked, a cashmere coat outside, the skirt of the skirt is exposed, she swings up the stairs with her footsteps, and her graceful posture, coupled with this retro environment, she is like a daughter of a big family.
She looked up from time to time, then lowered her head and continued walking, and the two of them turned two corners before they came upstairs.
She didn't know why Huo Xiangji didn't live in a high-end hotel, but she lived in such a place, did she want to experience life?
Although the house is a little old, it is obviously renovated inside, and it is exquisite, and there are not many rooms, but they are all very stylish, especially suitable for people who play.
Huo Xiangji's room is at the very back of the corridor, and it is also the largest room in this inn, the floor of the corridor is covered with neat wooden boards, and there is a neat carpet in the middle of the wooden boards, and the high heels are soft when she walks on them, just like her mood at the moment, not particularly down-to-earth.
She looks very normal on the outside, but for some reason her heart is beating suddenly, not nervous, it is simply impossible, the weather is cold, but the palms of her hands are sweating.
When the man walked to the door, he said, "Miss Su, Mr. Huo is waiting for you inside!" Then he left, leaving Su Jin alone at the door.
As the man left, she turned her head to look at it, as if she wanted to ask for help, but the man did not look back, and quickly went down the stairs. She looked at the empty hallway, turned around, adjusted her state, stretched out her left hand and knocked on the door, but no one inside answered, and no one opened the door.
She knocked on the door again, and then stood at the door and waited, she knew that Huo Xiangji must be inside, otherwise he would not have bothered to come here by himself.
From the conversation between the two of them before, she knew that Huo Xiangji hated herself for saying goodbye at the beginning, hated herself for breaking up with him, so let him hate it! She has a clear conscience, she will do that when she is heartbroken, she wants pure feelings, since she can't give it, then don't force it.
Leaving in a chic way is easy to say, how difficult it is to do, how sad it is only to know yourself, how chic on the surface, how much courage it takes to cover up your heart.
After waiting for a while, the inside said, "Come in!" ”
Su Jin was standing here thinking about things, startled by his sudden words, she came back to her senses, held the doorknob with her hand, and gently pushed the door open.