"Can't you just listen to my explanation? Even the prisoners who are about to be executed would have the opportunity to make a statement. Lu Yan sighed slightly. I was wrong before, but I really have a last resort, can't you forgive me? ”

I closed my eyes, and all the previous scenes flashed through my mind.

The two of us had a wedding, and at that moment, I finally thought I had met the right person, who knew that a series of things later made me doubt again.

If I had said this before, I would have believed it without hesitation, but now I'm really tired.

I shook my head gently.

"Anyway, it's all over, let's not think about it so much." I opened my eyes, and now, although I couldn't get out of bed, I could barely support myself to sit on the hospital bed for a while.

I stared at Lu Yan with my eyes, "I don't want to think about it now and I won't think about it anymore, what Lin Yuan said that day was right, when I am discharged from the hospital, we can go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to exchange for the divorce certificate." ”

"Will you give me another chance?" Lu Yan's voice was almost pleading. He even pulled something out of his pocket like a trick.

When I put it in my hand, I subconsciously went back. "I'm not going to ask for anything from you." I said stubbornly.

Lu Yan smiled bitterly. "It's not too late for you to take a look and make a decision."

In his eyes of intense anticipation, China finally slowly opened, and the box turned out to be a brooch.

I looked at the butterfly brooch in the box in amazement. My mind went back to my high school years.

At that time, this brooch was my greatest wish.

Although the family is wealthy, and my father has always responded to my needs, I don't know why, I always have a pride in my bones and don't want to spend a penny more on him.

So when I saw this brooch, my first instinct was not to buy it when I went home and ask for money, but to find a way to save enough for myself and then take him home.

But at that time, the brooch cost 500 yuan, which was tantamount to a fantasy for a middle school student who only had a few dozen yuan a month to live on.

Every time I pass by that window, I unconsciously slow down. He even cheekily walked into someone's store and asked to try it on.

It's really perfect for me, I look at me like a little princess in the mirror, and the urge in my heart is even greater.

But when I saved enough money to walk into the store, I found that the brooch had long since disappeared.

I've been worrying about this for more than half a year. I think many people can understand the feeling that when they finally have the ability to buy something they like, it disappears.

Now, after more than ten years on the hospital bed, when I see this brooch again, I still can't help but feel excited.

"How did you get it?" I looked at Lu Yan suspiciously, how did he know?

"Do you like it?" Lu Yan didn't speak, just looked at me and smiled.

"Come on, I'll put it on for you." Seeing that I still didn't speak, he walked up to me unceremoniously, and without saying a word, took the brooch in his hand and pinned it to my hospital gown.

I wriggled in embarrassment, trying to reject him.

"Don't move." Lu Yan stared intently at the no-brooch with his eyes, and said to me in a cold tone. At this moment, I feel like I'm back in high school, and he's still the cold boy I like.

Is it really him? I breathed a long sigh of relief, and suddenly I felt that there was no going back.

After taking it, Lu Yan stood there like a child, with a flash of light in his eyes, as if waiting for my praise.

But I was unusually calm, I took off the brooch directly, put it in my hand and looked at it with some nostalgia, but the next second I still handed it back to Lu Yan without hesitation.

"To be honest, I really like this brooch, and I could even say that it was the dream of my whole youth." I said honestly, I saw a hint of joy in the corner of Lu Yan's eyes,

"But I won't," I coughed, with a hint of determination in my voice.

Lu Yan stared at me incredulously. "Why?"

I just laughed. "No, Lu Yan, I won't accept this brooch."

After speaking, I waved my hand, "You go, I'll treat it as if you haven't come, otherwise Lin Yuan won't spare you when he comes back in a while." ”

Lu Yan sighed slightly, and finally didn't say anything.

"Take your brooch," I couldn't bear to see him leave his lonely back, but I was still ruthless, and suddenly saw that the brooch was not taken away, and I shouted.

"That's for you, I was ready for a long time, forget it now, if you don't like it, throw it in the trash." Lu Yan waved his hand.

I felt a little emotional. But when Lin Yuan heard this, he just laughed disdainfully and poked my head directly with his hand. "You, you, you, there's elm bumps in here, you're really stupid."

Looking at my puzzled expression, Lin Yuan finally helped me explain, "People want to take the warm route this time, but I didn't expect you to be so unproductive, so I couldn't help but take the bait." Lin Yuan glanced at me disdainfully.

"No matter what the routine is, it's just a routine anyway, this brooch is really good, if you like it, take it, but people, you must remember." Lin Yuan glanced at me firmly. "Don't have any more crooked thoughts."

Time passed like this, and it was half a month since I woke up.

But my body still showed no signs of improvement, but I could barely sit on the hospital bed with my arms propped up for a while, and I didn't even think about getting out of bed or anything.

"Doctor, tell me the truth, what the hell is wrong with my leg?" I stared at the doctor, hungry for real answers, but afraid to hear the worst.

The doctor shook his head. "It's hard to say."

"Your leg was hit hard because of the crash, and that's happened before, but the recovery depends on each person."

The doctor sighed. "Some people can barely get off the ground in less than half a month, and they can walk normally in a month, and the recovery is no different from before, but some people." Speaking of this, the doctor sighed,

"How?" My heart suddenly hung in my throat, and my emotions were very excited.

"Some people may never be able to stand up again in their lives." The doctor looked at me helplessly. "But don't worry, we'll do our best to help you, and as things stand, you're not the worst."

I'm a little helpless, what is not the worst case?

The more this time it is, the more people tend to fall into a dead end of thinking, and I stare at the doctor.

"You just give me an accurate number, and even if I can't stand up again, I'll admit it."

The doctor gave me a reassuring look. "Don't worry, you won't be so miserable."

I smiled a little bitterly, what does it mean that it won't be so miserable, so how miserable can I be?

"By the way, there is a doctor in Germany who has a lot of research on such diseases, and if you can call him in." The doctor hesitated to say to me as if he had thought of something. "That's it."

"Just what?" I looked at the doctor's eyes urgently, and Lin Yuan next to me was also anxious, "Doctor, what do you say is just that?" As long as there is a glimmer of hope, we will do our best. ”

"It's just that this person generally doesn't treat people easily, he has been training the cutting-edge theoretical knowledge, and his students are also big bulls in the industry, not only the basic knowledge is solid, but the practical ability is also very good, but he specializes in treating those incurable diseases, like you." The doctor shook his head and laughed. "She is not qualified to see a doctor yet."

A few of us looked at each other, very helpless.

I don't know if this is good news or bad news for me.

The good news is that my illness is not very serious, and the bad news is that because it is not serious, I can't get the best specialists. I barely understood what the doctor meant.

"The doctor over there has been training people, and his cases are all patients with some incurable diseases, and if they can appear in his cases, it can also be said that he has made a certain contribution to medicine." Speaking of this, the doctor's eyes were a little fanatical. "Actually, I'll tell you the truth, that's also my idol, and if you can really invite him, I'll learn a lot."

I kind of like the doctor's honesty, but now the question is, how can I get him?

Although we are also emerging internationally, one is in the design industry, the other is in the medical field, so it can be said that we are completely unmatched, and this doctor will not come to see me because of the visit fee, so what leverage do we have to invite him?

But the day after the doctor said this, he found me again.

"The doctor in Germany agreed to come." The doctor's eyes were hot. "Did you invite him? It's really fantastic. ”

After a few perfunctory words from the doctor, I looked at Lin Yuan and Shen Yu back and forth with suspicious eyes, but the next second I reacted and nodded heavily.

"Yes, it's us, and thank you, doctor. If you hadn't talked about it, we wouldn't have known that he was treating me in Hainan. I said in one breath.

"That's good, that's good." The doctor nodded. "Then I'll go and prepare your case first, and we'll discuss it together when the doctor comes."

After the doctor left, the three of us looked at each other.

"It's really not me, I'm still looking for someone to ask for news from the doctor." Lin Yuan shook his head and took the lead in clarifying.

"It's not that a friend of mine said to help me get in touch, but there hasn't been any news yet." Shen Yu also waved his hand to indicate that this matter had nothing to do with him.

I have more doubts in my mind, who could it be?