"My name is Zhang Xia, my hometown is in a small county, although my parents are very poor, they still provide me with education, I did not disappoint them, and worked hard to be admitted to university."

After the fruit plate was served, Feng Zhengsu sat opposite the girl, and the girl hesitated and began to talk about her own business.

"You can see that you are a good student who studies hard."

Feng Zhengsu handed her a piece of watermelon.

"Thank you." Zhang Xia took it and continued, "When I was in high school, my classmates were all dedicated to studying, and I didn't feel anything abnormal because of my family conditions, but when I got to college, I found that everything had changed. ”

"Of course, in addition to more knowledge, there are also social things in the university." Feng Zhengsu nodded.

"When I reported the start of school, in order to save some travel expenses and other expenses, I went to school alone with my luggage, and I brought a lot of luggage, even bedding."

Zhang Xia said with some self-deprecation.

"You are a little girl, you must be tired with so much luggage, most college freshmen now buy bedding and daily necessities directly online and deliver them to the school."

Feng Zhengsu said sympathetically.

"Yes, but I'm not afraid of being tired, my parents are working harder to make money, and it's not easy for them to make up for tuition, but when I arrived at school, I found that others were looking at me with strange eyes."

Zhang Xia smiled bitterly.

"They think it's strange that you're a little girl, carrying a futon to school by yourself."

Feng Zhengsu said for her.

"Yes, but I didn't care, and the seniors who were in charge of receiving the freshmen also arranged for two seniors to help me carry my luggage, I was very moved, but I found that the two seniors who helped me carry my luggage, although they helped me, but the dislike in their eyes, I still saw it."

Zhang Xia said a little sadly.

"You're a sensitive person." Feng Zheng Su Road.

"It's their eyes that are too obvious, but I don't blame them, who made me not look beautiful enough, wear dirty clothes, can't wear makeup, and didn't even buy them a bottle of drink."

Zhang Xia said.

Feng Zhengsu said, "Actually, you look very good, but people rely on clothes and horses to rely on saddles, and if you dress up a little, you are definitely a beauty." ”

Zhang Xia was noncommittal, and said with a wry smile, "It's good that I can eat well, there is extra money to buy clothes and cosmetics, for the first time, I felt inferior because I was poor." ”

Feng Zhengsu said, "Self-motivated people will be poor for a while, and they will not be poor all the time." ”

Zhang Xia nodded, "I think so too, so, when I went to college, I studied harder, thinking that I would definitely find a job with a high salary in the future." ”

"The idea is right." Feng Zheng Su Road.

"However, life in college is completely different from high school, the girls in the same dormitory as me, every day after returning to the dormitory, they talk about some bags, clothing brands, cosmetics and other topics, basically no one talks about studying, but I don't understand anything, I can't say a word."

Zhang Xia said in a depressed mood.

"Are you isolated?"

Feng Zhengsu asked.

However, Zhang Xia shook her head, "Not everyone ignores me, Yaoyao not only isolated me, but also patiently told me about various brands of bags, clothes and cosmetics." ”

"You've become good friends with her."

Feng Zhengsu smiled.

Zhang Xia nodded, "Yes, Yaoyao is like a big sister, and she takes care of me in life." ”

Feng Zhengsu asked, "How did she take care of you?" ”

Zhang Xia said without thinking, "She knows that I am poor and reluctant to eat good, she often deliberately buys a lot of meat and vegetables, saying that she can't finish it, so let me eat it with her, and will buy me chocolate and milk tea." ”

"She's so nice to you, but no one should be nice to someone else for no reason."

Feng Zhengsu said lightly.

Zhang Xia was silent for a moment and said: "I thought she was pitying me, sympathizing with me, and felt that she was a very kind person, in addition to taking care of me materially, she also cared about whether I had a boyfriend and whether I wanted to find a boyfriend." ”

Feng Zhengsu said, "It's normal for girlfriends to say this. ”

Zhang Xia nodded and said, "Yes, but I'm like an ugly duckling, how can I fall in love." ”

Feng Zhengsu said, "You're not ugly, really, there will definitely be boys who like you." ”

Zhang Xia smiled embarrassedly, "Yaoyao said the same thing, but I don't want to talk about it, even if a very good boy chases me, I refuse, I just want to study hard and find a good job in the future." ”

Feng Zhengsu asked, "It's rare for a girl to have such a strong sense of professionalism." ”

Zhang Xia said stubbornly, "I don't want to be told by others, I found a meal ticket, Yaoyao also said that my idea is right, women have their own economic foundation, and they can truly pursue love." ”

Feng Zhengsu said, "Yaoyao understands it very well." ”

Zhang Xia nodded and said: "Yes, she told me that in fact, her family is also very poor, but in addition to studying, she also works part-time, and her money is earned by herself." ”

Feng Zhengsu was slightly surprised, "In this way, Yaoyao is also very self-reliant." ”

Zhang Xia said admiringly, "She is very powerful, the clothes she wears are no worse than those classmates with good family conditions, and even more expensive than theirs." ”

Feng Zhengsu asked, "What kind of job does she work part-time?" ”

Zhang Xia shook her head and said, "I didn't know at first, but I noticed that she would go out every weekend and not go back to school at night, and when she came back on Monday, her hands would not be empty." ”

Feng Zhengsu said curiously, "She has a boyfriend?" ”

"No, although there are many people chasing her, she is single."

Zhang Xia replied.

Feng Zhengsu said with a strange look in his eyes, "I can probably guess what kind of work she does part-time." ”

Zhang Xia continued, "I was also curious, and asked her what she did, and she said that it was nothing, just to eat, drink, and sleep. ”

Feng Zhengsu said: "Such a good job, do you want to do it too?" ”

Zhang Xia was stunned and said, "No, although I don't understand anything, I'm not a fool, there is no free lunch in the world, and I think her job is definitely not the job that a good girl should do." ”

"Well, you're smart." Feng Zhengsu hummed and said.

Zhang Xia smiled bitterly, "But I still envy her, she has beautiful clothes to wear, expensive cosmetics, and the food and wine she said, I have only seen it in books." ”

Feng Zhengsu said, "It's normal to have vanity, who doesn't, right." ”

Zhang Xia didn't answer, and pointed to the Long Island Iced Tea in front of her, "I have heard Yaoyao mention this kind of wine, and it is really delicious." ”

"You can't drink too much if it's good, or you'll get drunk."

Feng Zhengsu reminded again.

Zhang Xia said: "I know, Yaoyao also said that it doesn't matter if you're poor, you're still young anyway, but you must not go the wrong way, once you take the wrong road, you can't turn back." ”

Feng Zhengsu said, "Yaoyao is also a person with a story, so young, she has this feeling, she understands society very well." ”

Zhang Xia's expression suddenly became a little unnatural: "Yes, I also think, but there is nothing more terrible than being poor, I don't want to live with inferiority anymore, so I took the initiative to tell Yaoyao to take me to work." ”

Feng Zhengsu was stunned, "No, you also know that her job is not something that a good girl can do." ”

Zhang Xia was silent for a moment and said, "I'd rather be a bad girl, so that at least I can hold my head high in front of others." ”

Feng Zhengsu said with some regret, "So you really went to work with Yaoyao?" ”

Zhang Xia shook her head, "No, Yaoyao scolded me and scolded me fiercely, saying that she could borrow money from her, but it was impossible to take me to work together." ”

Feng Zhengsu frowned, "Yaoyao is very righteous. After a pause, he added, "She is indeed a kind girl." ”

Zhang Xia's eyes were red, and she suddenly said with some excitement, "Boss, you also think Yaoyao is okay, I know." ”

Feng Zhengsu said, "Isn't it? Although she did not do good things, her heart was not bad, at least she did not harm others, otherwise, she would have pulled you on the boat a long time ago. ”

Zhang Xia raised her head, looked directly into Feng Zhengsu's eyes and said, "Why?" Why do you say that she is good, I figured it out and wanted to get on the boat myself, why didn't she help me? ”

Feng Zhengsu was stunned and said, "This is not right in your thoughts, people don't want you to become a bad girl." ”

"What's so bad about a bad girl, you can do whatever you want, is it a good girl like me who studies hard, doesn't smoke or drink, and just wants to have a good job?"

Zhang Xia asked rhetorically.

Feng Zhengsu felt that her idea was completely wrong, and defended, "A bad girl may be able to be beautiful for a while, but you never know how painful her heart is, and the dirtiness she has experienced cannot be washed away." ”

"Huh." Zhang Xia smiled, "Boss, you know Yaoyao very well, she said the same thing." ”

Feng Zhengsu spread his hands, "I don't know her, which shows that she knows herself very well." ”

Zhang Xia shook her head and said, "So, even if it is a bad girl like Yaoyao, there will be many people who understand, but I, no one understands, this is too unfair." ”

Feng Zhengsu became serious, "There is something wrong with your thoughts. ”

"No, I'm fine." Zhang Xia denied it, and then continued, "A week ago, it was Yaoyao's birthday, and we all went to the same dormitory, and Yaoyao invited us to eat and sing, and this was the first time she took me out. ”

Feng Zhengsu said, "She's still your friend." ”

"Well, I know that when I was singing, the other roommates all drank, but Yaoyao didn't let me drink it in order to take care of me, so she bought me a bottle of orange juice."

Zhang Xia continued.

Feng Zhengsu said, "She treats you as a true friend, and she thinks about you everywhere." ”

Zhang Xia's expression suddenly changed, "No! I don't need her to take care of me so much, and I'm not her daughter, why are they all drunk, but I'm sober alone. ”

Feng Zhengsu's eyes condensed slightly, "Your sensitivity has made you extreme." ”

Zhang Xia smiled, "Extreme? That's what Yaoyao made me like this, I hate her! I hate everyone! ”

"So, while they were drunk and asleep, I threw them down from the eighteenth floor one by one."

In the end, her face became hideous......