Jian Xinrou's mother shook her head and took her daughter's hand, in fact, it was useless to say this, they were biological mother and daughter, just do it for each other's good, there is nothing to say sorry and guilty.

"Don't say that, I know you're also embarrassed and tired outside, blame me for not being good, if I have a way to get myself out, I don't need you to be so anxious."

Jian Xinrou's mother coughed a few times, Jian Xinrou howled and cried at this time, like a child, a first-time mother, there are too many grievances that can only be told to her mother, and everyone else has a time when they can't open their mouths.

"I want you to remember, my child, only you can give you the greatest sense of security, it's useless to rely on anyone, you can only rely on yourself where you go, only if you become excellent and strong, can you survive in this world, no one will help you unconditionally without the right, don't rely on anyone."

Jian Xinrou was lying on her lap, why wasn't her mother uncomfortable? Gently touched Jian Xinrou's hair with her hand.

She sobbed and got up, her eyes were full of tears, her eyes were red and she looked at her mother, maybe only when she stayed with her mother, the two of them could talk to each other, Jian Xinrou could dig out the bitterness in her heart for many years, naturally her mother knew everything, and she didn't mind that she had suffered for so many years to say it.

"I don't know if you have that kind of affection for your father, I know that my father's departure is also a blow to you, although you have nothing to do with your father now, but after all, he is the only man in your life, and he has been silently guarding the two of us for so many years, I believe that if you know, you should be as shocked and regretful as me."

Jian Xinrou was a little worried about her mother, her mother's hands gradually became cold, and the coughs just now proved that her emotions had been fluctuated, but Jian Xinrou didn't dare to mention it.

"What can I do? Didn't you notice? Most of the people of my generation are gone, your aunt and your father are gone, and I won't live long, my biggest wish is to be able to watch you, marry my own happy man, and live a good life. ”

Jian Xinrou's mother saw it very openly, and she didn't care so much about this matter, thinking that people were inherently dead, and it was just a matter of order.

"Mom! You can't say that, you really make me too scared, I only have one relative in this world, if you really leave me, I won't be able to bear it, you should think that I want to heal well, live well, don't think that you don't live long, you still have a good life. ”

Jian Xinrou's tears fell instantly, and the whole person trembled with fear, for fear that her mother would be cranky, because she was the most likely to get some geriatric diseases at this age, and her mother lived alone outside the city all the year round, and no one accompanied her, so she must be very lonely in her heart.

"When I married your father, he made a promise to me that he would take care of me for the rest of my life, and then he gave me a house, although I live here alone, but my life is not lacking something, and now I know the news of your father's departure, my heart is also very flat."

Although she said so, tears still overflowed her eyes, Jian Xinrou's mother never wanted to shed tears in front of her children, but this time she really couldn't stand it, because she had been worried about how her children were doing well for many years, and there were so many illnesses in her body, she was used to a lonely life alone, and sometimes she felt forgotten by the world.

"Mom, I know you're sad, although you don't show it, but I can feel it, you have no friends, only I can accompany you, it's the same for me, no one to accompany you loves me more, if you really don't have any hope for life, I will worry every day, and I will have a worse life for me."

Jian Xinrou was even more scared, and the thought that her mother might leave this world couldn't help but tremble.

"Actually, there is nothing, that woman treats me as a thorn in the flesh, and has fought with me for a lifetime, for a lifetime, I have never robbed her, all I want is for you to live a happy life, I know that you have been very sad all these years, I have no way to be a mother, I don't want to watch you being excluded by others, but I can't give you a happy life, you can only have a certain social status in that family, but I was wrong, not only did they not give you family affection..."

Jian Xinrou's mother said that her hands began to tremble, touching her daughter's forehead, and looking at her daughter with a distressed face, there are only a handful of people who can see each year over the years, and Du Feng's requirements are becoming more and more stringent, and she even thinks that when the mother and daughter meet, they will collude to regain their status.

Jian Xinrou is the first daughter of their family, so the status is particularly important, this child was not born by herself, and for Du Fu, she can't sleep well all day and night, although she dominates the whole family all day long, and her husband always listens to her words, but she still has no sense of security, and she kicks her nose and face harder.

Until the last moment before she died, she also regretted it, because that man had never loved herself, and she didn't know what the obsession in that man's heart was, but Du Feng didn't care anymore, and her heart palpitations for so many years made her really tired.

"Mom, I know I'm sorry for you, I don't have the ability to give you a better life, it's me who doesn't fight, I know that it's better to rely on anyone than on myself, I've been paying for my cowardice and cowardice, I'm afraid I'll mess everything up, I'm afraid I can't give you a better life. So you've been alone for so many years, I know you miss me, you must be thinking about me every day, and so am I, I'm worried about you every day, but there's nothing I can do. ”

Jian Xinrou felt very aggrieved, this kind of grievance can only be told to her biological mother, except for the woman in front of her and any woman will not be able to say it thoroughly, even if it is with Sister-in-law Zhang, she and Sister-in-law Zhang have so many common languages, but there is always a lack of that kind of family affection that blood is thicker than water.

"I have never blamed you, you are my daughter, I want to take care of you with my life, it is my dereliction of duty as a mother, you were very lacking in maternal love when you were young, I know you have that filial piety, all I want is for you to live well, you have your own life and your mother can let go, after the Jane family went bankrupt, my mother's psychological mustard for so many years was finally solved."

The mother sighed, her eyes looked into the distance, as if she was looking far away, that place has memories from a long time ago, for a woman, a woman only has one youth, only one man in her life, but she did not feel pain, and faced it all calmly.

"Mom, my current family is relatively wealthy, although I don't like to use other people's things, but I believe that my boyfriend will buy you a house in the city center for me, you can live next to me in the market to come and see me, now that my father is gone, I really don't worry about you living here alone."

Jian Xinrou suddenly wiped away her tears, thinking of this matter, this is all the purpose of coming today, from the moment the water cup was broken, Jian Xinrou decided to look at her mother by her side.

"Don't make trouble, my child, I don't want to add any trouble to your life, I know that it is enough for you to have this filial piety, you and I don't like to trouble others, my mother is used to living alone in the suburbs of this city, and I am in love with the flowers and plants here, and there is no sound of car horns here."

Speaking of this, her mother smiled, not accepting Jian Xinrou's kindness at all, and could understand that her daughter was for her own good, but when those rough hands stroked her daughter's hair, Jian Xinrou understood that she couldn't convince her mother this time.

"I want to take you to live with me, I have a lovely child now, I haven't brought it to you for so many years, it's a long story, I don't want to say that to worry you, I'll bring him over to see you when I have time."

Jian Xinrou said with a smile that when she heard the word child, her mother's eyes lit up, and she didn't expect that she would become a grandmother at such a young age.

"Really? I'm going to be a grandmother so soon, and you kid really came so many times and didn't tell me, I've never heard you mention it before, when did this happen? ”

Her hands trembled with excitement, and watching her children get married was the greatest wish in her life.

Jian Xinrou laughed and looked at her mother with a smile, when people are old, there is no one who doesn't like children, let alone their own children's biological children.

"I had this child a long time ago, and now I'm five years old, and so many things have happened over the years, I haven't had time to tell you, if I have the chance, I will tell you from beginning to end."

Jian Xinrou laughed, her eyes were full of happiness and joy, now there are not so many crises, there are not so many worries, seeing that her mother is still living in this remote place, as long as she is comfortable, Jian Xinrou did not forcibly take her mother away, and a simple hug when she left made Jian Xinrou feel that she didn't see what it was.

"After I go back, I will live a good life, I will bring my little grandson to meet me when I have time, I have never seen it, don't worry about me here, I will call you if I have something to do, I can't spend the money you gave me for a while."

Before leaving, Jian Xinrou's mother said these words that made Jian Xinrou particularly moved, and when she saw that her daughter had a full-time driver to pick her up, she smiled with satisfaction, at least her daughter is happy now.