Bu Jinyu walked all the way to the garden behind the Fei Zhengke building, and sat down on the bench in a distracted manner: "Ruan Meng, you go back, I won't leave and I won't think about it, I'll go back when it's over there in a while." ”

Ruan Meng walked out from behind the pillar with an embarrassed smile: "Doctor Bu, I'm not following you, or ......"

"I didn't say you were following me." Bu Jinyu looked at her and smiled faintly: "Are you curious about my past?" ”

Ruan Meng just smiled and didn't answer her, she was very curious, but if it was on the premise of revealing other people's scars, she still had a conscience and wouldn't ask.

"You leave me alone for a while, and I'll tell you when I'm ready." She hadn't figured out how to explain it to them yet, and much of it was because she didn't want to.

Ruan Meng looked at Bu Jinyu hesitantly: "That...... Well, you can call us if there's anything. ”

"Hmm." Bujin nodded.

Ruan Meng left the garden in three steps, since she said that she just wanted to be alone for a while, then there would be no unexpected problems.

Yi Ying is right, Mu Xi is the only person in the welfare home who is good to her, it is her light, in such a dark place, she refuses to have any intersection with everyone, but she only likes to stay with him, because it is really warm.

But why did she kill him?

"Xiaoyu, don't you see the stars in the sky are very bright, it seems that I haven't seen such a beautiful night for a long time." On that unusually bright night, Mu Xi took Bujin Yu to the rooftop of the welfare home to look at the stars, which was probably one of their few pleasures.

Speaking of which, the reason why Bujin has the current name is because Mu Xi gave her a word to take such a name by mistake.

"It's pretty good, but what's the use?" At a very young age, Bujin was not interested in things that were of no practical use just for a glance.

Mu Xi looked at her helplessly: "Xiaoyu, many things don't have to be useful to him to have existential value." ”

Bujin ignored the words that popped up from time to time that she couldn't understand, and looked at the sky intently, and after a while, she suddenly asked, "Why are you so good to me?" ”

In this place where everyone is in danger, what is the purpose of him being so good to her.

"Is that okay because you're cute?" Mu Xi looked at her gently.

"......" Bujin looked at him speechlessly, but he still blushed uncontrollably.

She didn't know why Mu Xi liked to look at the starry sky, and it was a long time to look at it, so she fell asleep watching it on the rooftop, and the cool breeze of summer was blowing, and she slept very comfortably.

Maybe the posture is not right, Bu Jinyu slept for a while and suddenly woke up, a kind of coolness hit, she opened her eyes slightly, and then saw Mu Xi holding a dagger facing her, and her eyes were cold lights that she had never seen before.

Out of the desire to live, Bujin reflexively clenched the things in his hand, and he didn't know what it was......

Mu Xi's eyes widened, he looked at Bu Jinyu in disbelief, and slowly fell to the ground.

Bujin Yu gasped and wiped her face, her hands were covered in blood, she ...... She cut Mu Xi's throat at that moment just now, and it turned out that what she grabbed on the ground was a glass shard.

"Shhh...... ...... hiss" Bujin suddenly heard some small sounds in the extremely quiet environment, and she turned her head to see that it was a snake.

So......

Bu Jinyu almost didn't dare to look at Mu Xi who was twitching on the ground, she slowly crawled over and shouted softly: "Mu Xi ......" for fear of scaring him.

Mu Xi's consciousness was already starting to drift, but he still didn't forget to smile at Bu Jinyu, which was probably the last thing he could do for her. Don't be afraid, don't blame yourself, it's okay.

"Mu Xi! I'm sorry! I'm sorry......" Bujin collapsed at once, and she lay next to Mu Xi crying silently in pain.

In situations of extreme sorrow and joy, people are usually unable to make a sound.

Bu Jinyu was so prostrate next to Mu Xi, she didn't know when it was dawn, she didn't know when the dean went up, she didn't know when they went up, she had been in a daze for a few days after Mu Xi's death, she didn't know what she was doing at all, and she didn't feel anything when she was beaten and scolded.

Sure enough, after staying in a dark place for a long time, even if there is light, she can't grasp it. If she had believed Mu Xi a little more that night, or waited a second longer, maybe he would have lived as happily as she did.

Bu Jinyu buried his face in the palm of his hand: "I'm sorry, Mu Xi." ”

To this day, she still can't let go, it's all her fault, and her guilty heart makes her dare not mention that past. She hadn't seen eyes as bright as those again.

"Are you better?" Lou Xinglan sat next to her and asked softly.

After he came out of the interrogation, he didn't see Bu Jinyu and was anxious for a while, but fortunately, Ruan Meng told him that Bu Jinyu was alone in the garden, so he hurriedly came over, and the moment he saw the person, his heart also settled down.

"Nope." Bujin shook his head.

"Why?"

"Because of guilt, because of some sorry words, I don't have a chance to say it again, because I can't be forgiven for doing something wrong." Once the subjectively ignored past events are exposed, they can no longer whitewash the peace.

"It's okay, I'm sure he'll forgive you." According to Yi Ying, Mu Xi is a sunny and gentle person......

Bujin smiled bitterly: "If there is a chance to apologize, it should be forgiven, but there is no chance to apologize, and he still has such a long life."

If it was, she wouldn't forgive.

"It's come to this, no matter how guilty you are, no matter how sad you are, you can't do anything but continue to live." Lou Xinglan said that she hugged her into his arms.

Bu Jinyu leaned on Lou Xinglan's chest and was silent for a while before asking softly: "If I do more than that, will you ......?"

"No, you will always be you, and I will be there for you no matter what happens." Lou Xinglan didn't know if she hadn't done enough to make her so insecure.

Bu Jinyu raised his head and looked at him seriously for a while: "I have not only killed people, but also hurt many people."

The Nanyushan Welfare Institute is simply a hell, everyone in it is in danger, and everyone will not hesitate to trample others under their feet in order to live better and live more like an ordinary person.

Except for Mu Xi, the white moonlight, no one is innocent, and no one is innocent.

She has also framed others, and she has almost cost people their lives......

Lou Xinglan looked at her painful appearance and was really distressed: "Goldfish, you look at me, things are not as complicated as you think, you may have harmed them, but they are also trying to find a way to harm you, if you want to survive, you can only do this, this is caused by the environment, it has nothing to do with you, don't blame yourself anymore."

"However, those who have been hurt by me have a new life or are still unhappy, and they hate me every time they think about the past." Bu Jinyu doesn't know what's wrong with herself, she always likes to drill the horns, even if she is far-fetched, she has to think in that direction.

Lou Xinglan sighed and hugged the person in his arms: "No one can make everyone like, you know?" Even if it's me, there are a lot of people who hate me and want to kill me, you know? If you're going to take care of everyone's feelings, how are you going to live? ”

Bu Jinyu didn't speak again, but temporarily immersed himself in Lou Xinglan's warm embrace.

The vibration of the mobile phone interrupted the brief silence, Lou Xinglan picked up the phone, and Bu Jinyu raised his head to look at him.

"Dr. Mu." Lou Xinglan frowned, it was Mu Xuelin who called, and he is now Jiang Huaisheng's attending doctor.

"Lou team, Professor Jiang is awake, he has something to look for you, come over when you have time."

"Why did you call me?" Lou Xinglan didn't understand why it wasn't Jiang Huaisheng who called him himself.

"Because Professor Jiang just woke up, his body is still a little unbearable, and he fell asleep again after explaining to me, so it should be just right for you to come over." Mu Xuelin looked at Jiang Huaisheng, who had been transferred out of the intensive care unit, and confirmed that he had fallen asleep, and all physical indicators were also normal.

"Okay." Lou Xinglan hung up the phone.

"What's wrong?" Bukin asked.

"My uncle woke up and said that he had something to look for me, so I'll go over and take a look."

"What about me?" Bujin looked at him hesitantly.

"What are you?" Lou Xinglan didn't understand what she meant for a while.

"I ...... I used to kill people...... "Don't you have to isolate her now?"

Lou Xinglan smiled and rubbed her hair: "You also said that it was all in the past, you were still young at that time, even if you want to investigate it, you can't be investigated now."

"Hmm." Bu Jinyu nodded, she knew that this was just his wishful thinking, as long as someone was willing to make a fuss about it, there would be more people involved.

In the end, Lou Xinglan went to the hospital alone to find Jiang Huaisheng, and Bu Jinyu chose to go back to face those colleagues who still believed in her, and there were some things that could not be hidden.

"So fast?" Mu Xuelin looked at Lou Xinglan, who had already strode towards the ward here, and was very surprised, it was not long after he hung up the phone.

"What about my uncle? Awake? Lou Xinglan walked up to him and asked.

"Didn't I tell you I just fell asleep? Wait a little longer, let him sleep for a while, help the wound heal. Mu Xuelin pointed to Jiang Huaisheng sleeping in the single room.

"Well, how is my uncle doing now?" Lou Xinglan leaned against the wall and lit a cigarette, and gave Mu Xuelin another one.

Mu Xuelin also leaned against the wall in his appearance: "I'm out of danger, as long as I recuperate, it's no problem, and there will be no sequelae, but I still have to look at it."

"Mom them?" Lou Xinglan looked around, but he didn't see anyone taking care of Jiang Huaisheng here.

"When Professor Jiang woke up, he asked them to go to eat first, and he didn't have to guard him there every step of the way, so he should have gone out to breathe." Mu Xuelin didn't know where they were going.

Lou Xinglan nodded and didn't ask anything more, and after a while, Mu Xuelin finished his cigarette and patted him on the shoulder: "You wait here first, I'll go to other wards to see, if there is anything to call."

"Hmm." Lou Xinglan nodded.

Lou Xinglan entered the ward, sat on the chair next to the bed, took out his mobile phone and looked at the situation in the non-formal department, still a little worried about Bu Jinyu......

For about half an hour, the non-Zheng Keli was peaceful, and most of the colleagues chose to believe in Bujin and forgive her at the first time.

The few who didn't speak could see that there was no look of disgust and hatred, and everyone was very tolerant.

He was finally relieved.

At the same time, Lou Xinglan heard Jiang Huaisheng on the bed moaning very slightly, and he was about to wake up.

Lou Xinglan put away her mobile phone and called softly: "Uncle? Are you awake? ”

Jiang Huaisheng didn't answer him, he didn't know if he was awake, but it took a while before he moved his head, and he was about to wake up.