Lu Feng also didn't expect that on the day of the funeral, this girl didn't shed a single tear, and looked like she wasn't her biological parents, standing there expressionless and not saying anything.

"I know it's a perfect end for your parents to leave today, but you can't say anything about this kind of performance, it really makes me feel a little scared, don't have too much psychological pressure, everything will be taken care of."

Lu Feng looked at Jian Xinyu like this, he was really worried in his heart, he didn't understand anything, when he looked at Jian Xinyu so calmly, there was no fear in his heart, what he was most afraid of was the unreasonable insistence of a person who was about to collapse.

"Actually, I don't feel bad, I just feel like it's a dream, I haven't experienced it, I think it's all fake."

When he said these words, Jian Xinyu did not have a trace of tears in his eyes, he looked very serious and careful, and he was not sad at all, which made Lu Feng even more worried, the more he looked, the more uneasy it was, Lu Feng instinctively realized that this girl might be strong.

"Don't think so much about it first, the past is the past, the deceased should go to another world to enjoy heaven, and we have to accept the frustrations and tortures of life in this world, otherwise we will not be tortured in this life, and we will not be able to go to heaven in another life."

Lu Feng was just joking, looking at the tombstones of Jian Xinyu's parents, their future affairs were not like that, but it was very proper, and Lu Feng arranged it for several days.

"But having said all this, I still have to thank you in the end, if it weren't for you, all this might not have happened, and I might still be sleeping on the streets now."

Today, Jian Xinyu was dressed in black, with big bright eyes, and no makeup, showing respect and solemnity for this matter, but the expression on her face didn't look like she was here to participate in the funeral, let alone look like her parents had passed away.

"Don't say this in front of your father and mother, I believe that if they see that you are not doing well, they will be very sad in their hearts, so you should treat them as if you are doing well."

Lu Feng has always been a very gentle person, not good at expressing his words to a particularly clear point, but facing the girl in front of him, I feel that she wants to protect her very much, this girl has too many mysteries that cannot be solved, although he has not explored and excavated at all, but has always had a great curiosity.

"What do you mean you can't say this in front of them, I just want them to know that he's not having a good time now, and it's really a bit ridiculous that they don't care about anything, and to be honest, I don't hate them at all, but why do I have to show that I'm doing well in this world alone? I was obviously displaced and had nowhere to go. ”

Jian Xinyu suddenly laughed, looking at the two graves in front of her, there were photos of her closest people on the tombstones, and they looked at herself with a smile, as if everything happened yesterday.

"Actually, you shouldn't blame your parents so much, people will die eventually, it's just their own choice, they can choose where they live after they raise you, I don't care what happened, you shouldn't have so many complaints about life."

Lu Feng also thought about Jian Xinyu for the sake of Jian Xinyu, thinking about this woman all the time, looking at her appearance so strong, he actually knew that he was also very sad in his heart.

"I don't even have the right to blame them, because they are all gone from me now, and when I see them scolding them a few words, I want to kneel in front of them, I want to hug them, I don't even have this qualification, I can only lend money here for their funerals, I don't want to blame them at all, but I think my own life is too miserable."

Jian Xinyu laughed self-deprecatingly, in fact, what she said was not unreasonable, these words caused a series of impacts in Lu Feng's heart, Lu Feng didn't expect that he had been talking to his parents since he was a child, and he had never moved such grievances, this girl was really not simple, maybe his sister was right.

"You should be kind to the world."

It suddenly rained in the sky, and Lu Feng had already prepared an umbrella, because when he went out today, he found that the weather was bad, picked up the black umbrella, and both of them stood in front of the tombstone in black clothes, the difference was that Jian Xinyu had a small white flower on her chest.

"I also want to be kind to this world, but this world has never been kind to me, maybe it is just that, poor people must have something to hate, I may have done a lot of evil, God must come to punish me, but who can be innocent."

At this time, I thought of a woman's name, the name Jian Xinrou, Jian Xinyu will never forget it for the rest of her life, I can't tell this woman whether she is hateful or jealous, or envious that this woman has experienced so many winds and waves, and she has lived so plainly, which makes Jian Xinyu very unconvinced, Jian Xinyu secretly made an oath in her heart, sooner or later, one day Jian Xinyu will let this woman taste the consequences of bullying herself.

"Sometimes if you think about it from a different angle, you won't feel that things are so serious, if you really imagine these things so decisively, there will definitely be a series of problems in your heart after a long time, but on the contrary, you think about your parents have left this world, but you live here well, is it a gift to you at the expense of their lives."

Lu Feng didn't know why, he just wanted to comfort her from his own point of view, wanted Jian Xinyu to listen to all his understanding, and hoped that they could consider the problem from the same angle, the more there was no connection between the two of them, the happier Lu Feng's mood became.

"You're still thinking too simply, is their life a gift to me? Why don't you say how bad my heart was after they left, they never considered my feelings. ”

Jian Xinyu stared at the last photo of her parents, her heart was full of resentment, if the deceased parents knew that their daughter treated them with such an attitude, it was estimated that they would be very cold under Jiuquan, Lu Feng took a step back, and understood that he should not say too much about this matter now.

"Don't you have any other siblings? You have to bear so much on your own, are you such a beautiful girl? If someone could share a little for you, I believe the burden on you would be much lighter. ”

In fact, Lu Feng has always had some doubts about the identity of this kind of girl, he never asked at that time, nor did he track it down, out of some of the most basic respect, since he is sincerely friends with this girl, there is no need to investigate her like an enemy, so it is also a basic understanding of her.

When Jian Xinyu heard the words brothers and sisters, her heart moved unconsciously, it turned out that she was still a mentally prepared person, but that sister was really her sisters who had targeted her since she was a child, and the two of them were incompatible, which made her look particularly ridiculous in her eyes.

"Brothers and sisters, I have no brothers and sisters, I have said that I am an orphan, and I have no relatives except for the death of my parents, don't mention those things that will make me hate."

When Jian Xinyu said the last sentence, she simply gritted her teeth and finished this sentence, everything was not as she intended at this time, after all, all this was already like this, and there was no room for maneuver, so Jian Xinyu did not show too much pain.

Lu Feng understood, it turned out that this girl was full of hatred in her heart, not that she didn't have the slightest love for this world, but that hatred filled this girl's whole body, and she had long forgotten how to love others and how to be full of hope for life.

"I don't know what you have encountered before, you and I met a girl before very similar to him who was ostracized by others, but he still survived in the family style, I don't know who is more miserable between you and her, but I still advise you to live strongly, and you will always meet better people when you move forward."

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, and it was almost impossible to hear Lu Feng's voice, but Jian Xinyu still tried her best to look up at the man next to her, she didn't hold an umbrella, nor did she ask Lu Feng to hold it for herself, the umbrella that Lu Feng held above her head was pushed out by her instinctively, because this weather and this mood are really not suitable for sheltering from the rain under such conditions.

"A person who has no harm in his heart is always full of hope for life, and I believe that you are the same, and I persuade you to say to you, you don't have to say so much about me, because it is useless, even if you tell me more, I will not listen, because I am now sure of what I am facing."

Jian Xinyu looked at the photo of her mother, her mother had wasted so many years on a man, although she still forgave her father before she died, but it was an instinctive fear when her father was about to leave her, and she wanted to keep her father.

Knowing that all this was useless, Jian Xinyu was also very sad that all the efforts she made couldn't save her relatives from leaving her.

"You know what? Sometimes I really feel that God has an enmity with me, why does God treat me like this, originally I thought I was living in a sugar jar, I thought I was the happiest girl in the world, but in the end I found that I was loved by no one and no one loved, and my mother left me resolutely at the last moment, even if she loved me again. ”

Jian Xinyu laughed self-deprecatingly, looking at the photo of her mother, there were too many tears in her eyes, too much reluctance, and now they have turned into strong and decisive.