Chapter 169: A Different Life
Xi Yi looked at her coldly as if he was looking at a monster, maybe the woman in front of him who had already aborted for him had no place in his heart at all, otherwise he wouldn't be so indifferent, but he didn't feel distressed and sad.
"I know what I'm saying now is an insult to you, so I don't want to say anything more.
There's no affection between us, so I can't say anything tender, and you can probably understand what I'm saying. ”
Feng Linlin shook her head frantically, she was almost crazy in pain: "I don't agree to what you say, I think I've never heard you treat you so indifferently, I really think you are good in conscience, maybe you think I'm a woman who is very greedy for money." ”
Xi Yishen just shook his head, didn't say anything and turned around, ready to leave, and walked to the door just to open the doorknob, but Feng Linlin shouted hysterically behind him.
"I know what you're thinking, for you and me, our past wasn't even a fart, was it?
If it weren't for that woman, you wouldn't have treated us like this, and I'm sure you wouldn't have treated our relationship like this, wouldn't you?
Is it because of her that she treats me like this? Even if I have a child, you will not be good to me, even if the child is gone now.
You don't even feel the slightest bit guilty about me, you only have him, do you?
You think that my current appearance is with you, adding a threshold, making you unable to cross, and making your relationship go wrong, but now it's okay.
The child is gone, it's the result you want, and you're already wishing for something like this to happen, if I'm right.
You should be eager to celebrate the joy, to live your good life, to find your lover, to spend time with her for the long time with your pain.
Your happiness is the most important thing, and my pain is based on your happiness, don't you know it at all?
Even if she doesn't know, don't you know? You are so cruel to me, I will never forgive you, so a man like you, I tell you that you will never get a good result. ”
Xi Yishen just paused coldly, and then opened the door and walked out without saying anything again!
The cold weather outside the door made him feel that he felt a pain somewhere in his heart for a moment.
Maybe Feng Linlin is right, he is indeed an indifferent and ruthless man, so even Su Yanxi finally gave up on herself, but did she really do something wrong.
Is it really so difficult to love someone? It won't go well, and you'll be willing to give yourself the results you want, and if that's the case, it's too difficult.
Nothing is bound to happen to him, but he also knows that whether it happens or not, things are just happening again and again.
It's just that what should he do now, he feels as if he has lost his vitality, since Su Yanxi left him, his physical condition is getting worse day by day, and he always feels that he is often lacking.
Maybe his health at this time is nothing in his heart, and all he cares about now is when Su Yanxi will be able to come back.
Or when will Su Yanxi promise to give herself all this she wants?
But he knows better than anyone that all this is just what he thinks, and Su Yanxi probably will never forgive himself.
His back when he left was so resolute, but he didn't know why he suddenly hurt Su Yanxi.
If Su Yanxi left him, he would have brought it on himself, he had nothing to do with others, nothing could be solved by him, but it was not something he could do whatever he wanted, and he would hurt a person at will.
Now that she has hurt Su Yanxi, it is estimated that even if such a thing happens again, she will not have a chance to forgive herself, for him, everything is so ambiguous and unreasonable.
But he knows better than anyone that no matter what he does, it is irreparable after all, and there is pain behind him that he is unwilling to face, and he knows better than anyone else! If such a thing is really revealed one day.
What kind of embarrassing situation should he encounter, even lose him, lose him forever, for her, the most important person in her life is not only her mother, but Su Yanxi, who cherishes her life.
Maybe adding something to himself in Su Yanxi's heart doesn't count, but he doesn't think so in his heart, he just regards Su Yanxi as his lover, and loves him so deeply.
It's no wonder that when he was a child, his mother told him his fate, and he always had this terrible side in the face of feelings, and such terrible things would always surround his life, and he would never be thrown out of such a love calamity.
At that time, my mother believed in such words the most, and always gave him a lot of fear, looking for a lot of things to crack for her, and believed in a lot of fortune tellers, of course, such things really came true in the end.
Maybe he really shouldn't have touched her in the first place, if it was really fate, he had nothing to say, but now it only made him feel that everything was so slim.
He had never felt that the loss of someone would face such great pain, and now that such pain had happened, and it had happened so quickly, it made him feel that everything was irreplaceable in his life.
But all these irreplaceable things will one day be replaced by other men.
Thinking of this, he felt pain in addition to pain! Perhaps there is nothing more painful in his heart at this time, which makes him feel helpless.
She took out her mobile phone and looked at the familiar number, even if she didn't have to save it, he knew that he could recite this number backwards, but now he no longer had the courage to dial this number.
Maybe Su Yanxi doesn't want to see herself at all at this time, she doesn't want to see herself again, she has completely hurt him, and he will never forgive himself.
But despite this, he didn't want to give up on him like this, hoping that he could give himself a chance, and when he thought of this, he felt as if he had been abandoned, and another bigger order, or giving up, the whole company was even more afraid.
He dialed this number, thought about it for a long time, and still no one answered, called again and again, directly five or six times, and then still no one answered him and was disheartened.
Maybe Su Yanxi didn't want to answer her phone at all, if she was willing to answer her own phone, how could she not call her back at this time.
And at this moment, a phone call suddenly came in, and he glanced at Feng Linlin's, afraid that after connecting, Feng Linlin's voice was cold and ruthless, with a fear that bordered on cruelty.
"Who were you calling? You're busy all the time when I'm calling you, what's the matter when I'm calling you all the time, you're calling somebody else.
So this person is nothing else? It's Su Yanxi, right? I just had a miscarriage, and I can't wait to get back together with him, are you worthy of me like this? Even if you don't have any feelings for me, you shouldn't be so cold and ruthless. ”
After finishing speaking, the phone hung up, Xi Yishen looked at the phone and was stunned for a while, feeling inexplicable. But after all, I didn't care about it anymore and turned off the phone directly.
He found two nannies for Feng Linlin from the outside, and went directly to the ward to serve him until she was discharged, and he never looked at him again during this period.
He left a bank card, which was directly couriered to Feng Linlin's residence, and his villa did not allow Feng Linlin to come over.
He knows everything Feng Linlin has done, does Feng Linlin think he can deceive himself? In fact, this is not the case, he didn't want to say it, because he knew that maybe it was the best for Su Yanxi to do so at this time.
Feng Linlin hurt Su Yanxi like this, how could he not know? But what does this clarity mean in the end? He knows better than anyone.