"I know that it is the nature of girls to love beauty, and I hope that although you are sick now, you can feel better every day, these are what I gave you, although I know that you were also this standard before, but I still want to give you the best." He looked at me very honestly. "Although this is already the best."

I finally couldn't help but laugh.

Maybe girls are born to like romance, especially a person they like is naturally more happy, looking at the box in my hand, I can't help but feel a warmth in my heart.

"Open it and try it." The nurses were constantly encouraging me, and some of them had even brought out water to wash my face.

I couldn't resist them, so I had to let them fiddle with me.

"Wow, it's so beautiful." The praise of people made me a little overwhelmed, and when I looked at the mirror, I was in a trance, could it be that the person inside the white and red was really me?

"Look at this lipstick, it really complements your complexion?" The nurse was beside her, babbling.

I stared at myself in the mirror, and suddenly I thought of the photos that Lin Yuan had given me before.

I turned to the side and struggled to reach for my bag that was next to me.

"Ruolin, what are you doing here?" Lu Yan wanted to say something next to him, and when he wanted to help me bring it, I had already picked it up myself.

I found the photo I had left behind.

"That's how I used to be."

I looked at Lu Yan in a bit of a trance and nodded very seriously, and my heart drifted to that time unconsciously.

At that time, I must have been in the spotlight of all the stars, I thought in my heart that I was looking at the staggered appearance of the cocktail party, I couldn't help but shake my head slightly, and something suddenly came to mind again, and a pain arose.

"What's wrong with you?" The nurse closest to me was the first to notice it, and my anomaly immediately looked at me nervously, and the shout also caused nervousness among the people next to me. "Ruolin, what's wrong with you?"

At this point, I was too painful to speak, my eyes were tightly closed, and I frowned and shook my head.

The next moment, all kinds of instruments were set up on my body. heart

The electrogram was put up first, and I glanced at it and saw the relatively normal fluctuations on it, and I breathed a sigh of relief, because the doctor had told me before that as long as the screen of that computer was displayed normally, it meant that I didn't have much of a problem.

Finally getting better, I shook my head.

"Thank you for your concern, I was fine just now, but I thought about some things before, unconsciously," I sighed slightly when I said this. "I feel more and more that it's a sensible thing to do there, at least I know what is wrong."

Watching people nod their heads unconsciously, I finally breathed a sigh of relief and let my consciousness drift farther and farther away.

When I woke up again, I was already in the hospital. Looking at the bed that wasn't shaking, I knew I had finally arrived at my destination.

"What, how's it going?" The nurse was used to it, so we paid three times the price and brought him over.

After all, I'm used to the way we talk about it, and if I have a new person, I have to cultivate a tacit understanding, and he has to adapt to me, a series of things are too troublesome, and the nurse is happy to be paid well.

She nodded. "Don't worry, miss, the doctor has already done a basic examination for you, and the basic skills of the body are no problem, but some subtle differences may determine your current state, but those doctors seem to be very confident that they will cure you."

The nurse nodded, looking at me seriously.

My hanging heart relaxed slightly, but I still couldn't help being nervous, after all, this is a matter of life, I have never been at this moment, so afraid of death, I feel that this world is still so beautiful, I haven't enjoyed nature and can't leave so easily.

"If only you really thought so." Lu Yan didn't know when he walked in, he clapped his hands as if applauding me, and then realized that his thoughts just now were unconsciously spoken, and his face turned red.

"You're eavesdropping on me." I looked at him with some coquettishness.

"How can this be eavesdropping? I walked in in with a bright light, who let you whisper when I don't look good at who passes by outside, this is me, if someone else finds out, and you want to think you are hypocritical? He rolled his eyes at me, but put his breakfast on my bed anyway. You've been asleep for a long time, and now that you've finally woken up, don't you feel like there's something wrong? ”

As he spoke, his eyes unconsciously turned to my stomach, and I rubbed them embarrassedly.

"It's okay if you don't say it, it's really a bit of a bit of you when you say that." I smiled sheepishly. "Then you're welcome."

After so many days of getting along, although I haven't really remembered the previous events, I deduce that the relationship between the two of us must have been very good, otherwise he would not be so natural when facing me, so naturally I am relaxed now, and my vigilance is gradually getting acquainted with him.

"Okay, after breakfast, the doctor said there was a test to be done at noon today." Seeing that I was eating breakfast, Lu Yan coughed, straightened his back and said this.

I was a little surprised, could it be some important check-up?

"Biopsy, you've heard of it before." Lu Yan looked at me tentatively. "You know, it's usually very painful, and I'm worried you're not going to hold on, so."

I unconsciously remembered what Lin Yuan said to me before, and I almost didn't think much about it, so I nodded directly.

"Don't worry, whatever? I'm going to stick to it, I've used so much energy, I naturally won't give up so easily. ”

Lu Yan was very happy when he heard my answer, and he stood up directly and patted me on the shoulder. "Well, I'm relieved to hear you say that."

"You just need to know that we will be next to you at all times, and that everything we do is for your good, and that's enough." He smiled and looked down, shoving the rest of my meal into his mouth, but I realized a pain in the corners of her eyes.

I shook my head a little helplessly, but finally didn't say anything.

Even if the examination is very painful, it is the path that you choose.

It had already taken so much energy, and the rest, even if it was kneeling, had to be finished, and I told myself this in my heart that I was finally pushed into the laboratory department.

I tried to control myself and not let my body tremble, but it didn't work in the slightest.

"Little girl, don't worry, we will try our best to be as fast as possible, so that you can suffer a little less." I closed my eyes tightly and didn't look at the instruments in their hands. He snorted in a muffled voice.

Then a piercing pain swept through the whole body. I couldn't help but shout.

"You're really the toughest patient I've ever met, you don't know that when we did this before, some of them couldn't help even boys, you're really amazing." The doctor was doing the examination for me and cheering me on like this. Originally, I wanted to escape being told by him, but I finally shook my head and gave up.

Yes, the has been blown out, so naturally it's not good to slap yourself in the face, and I have a bitter smile for my own stubbornness.

But it's finally over.

When the nurse lifted me aside, I subconsciously touched my palm, which was already soaked with a layer of sweat.

"You're amazing." When I left the treatment room, I was greeted by smiling faces of encouragement.

Lu Yan looked at me very seriously. "You didn't know if I could be as brave as you were at the time, it would be great."

I don't know what he's talking about. But finally shook his head. "Are there any other checks? Come all at me, I'm ready enough. ”

"The doctor won't be like that, don't worry!" Lu Yan patted me on the shoulder helplessly. "Do you think the test is something that can be done casually? Okay, now it's over, I'll take you out after today's treatment. ”

As he spoke, he tried to pull me out, but the severe pain in my body still made me hold back, and I shook my head slightly.

"Forget it, right? I'm really sick right now, and I'll talk about it when I'm a little better. Under the persuasion of the doctor and the nurse, Lu Yan finally gave up such an idea and just took a deep breath. No matter when, as long as you want, I will definitely be by your side, don't worry. ”

"I know you're in pain right now, but if you have to believe that my pain will not be any less than yours, I feel sorry for you." Lu Yan looked at me with great expression.

Finally, I couldn't help but nod a little.

The biopsy report will not come out until a week later, so I didn't have any treatment during this week, just conservative and basic, and the doctor's judgment on my previous symptoms.

Then I have more free time, every day when I have nothing to do, I will sit alone on the hospital bed and think nonsense, for a while I will be in my mind with Lin Yuan, and after a while, I will become weak and lie on the hospital bed.

Lu Yan would often push me downstairs after the two small bottles of drip that I needed every day.

Sure enough, it was the capital, and even the garden downstairs in the hospital was so different, I looked at it with some emotion, and almost forgot about my illness.

If I used to fall asleep five or six times a day, now it's two or three times.

The doctor said it was a very good sign, but I didn't think so, because I always felt that I was overwhelmed by the drowsiness in my body, and I used to be able to fall asleep very quickly, but now even sleeping has become a luxury.