Chapter 180: Unspeakable
"I know what you mean by that, how could I not understand it, we have been together for so long, and we understand each other's feelings."
Jian Xinrou sighed at the moment, in fact, what Sister-in-law Zhang didn't know was that there were many things that seemed to be unspeakable in Jian Xinrou's eyes, and there was no way to say them directly, even if she said them directly, she would have to face some consequences that she didn't dare to face, thinking of her mother, Jian Xinrou felt extremely uncomfortable.
"You two are sensible children, and everyone has your own opinions on love, and I, an outsider, don't say much."
Sister-in-law Zhang laughed, seeing that Jian Xinrou understood everything, she felt a lot more comfortable in her heart, after all, she had long regarded Jian Xinrou and Mu Jinsheng as her own children, and gave everything she had to them, this is the meaning of Sister-in-law Zhang in this family.
"I know that all this is for my good, I also know that you see all this in your eyes, sometimes you can't see it through, I can also understand all the meaning in your eyes, thank you for being so sad about this family, if it weren't for you, if it weren't for you taking care of Mu Zheng all the time, maybe Mu Zheng would not grow up so healthy and happy."
Jian Xinrou sighed, she didn't know whether she was moved or guilty in her eyes, she always felt that she didn't accompany Mu Zheng's childhood, this is an eternal knot in her heart, when she thought that Sister-in-law Zhang had been taking care of this Mu Zheng for so many years, no matter what she was doing, she was the first time to protect this child who had nothing to do with her, Jian Xinrou was very moved in her heart.
Through this period of getting along, I have completely understood Sister-in-law Zhang's personality, although Sister-in-law Zhang sometimes nags a little, but people love this when they are old, so Jian Xinrou never took it to heart, but felt that having such a nagging housekeeper would make her feel very at ease.
"What do you mean by this, now it has been checked out that the little young master is the young master's biological son, when I didn't know that the little young master was my own son, I already liked Mu Zheng so much, and now I know that she is my own child, I feel very excited, and I will be better to Mu Zheng in the future, this is my responsibility."
Sister-in-law Zhang laughed, just now I was worried that Jian Xinrou and Mu Jinsheng would quarrel over a little thing, but now that my heart has been completely relaxed, maybe this is what a housekeeper should worry about, no matter how big or small, a family's family relationship needs to be cared about by a housekeeper.
Jian Xinrou looked at Sister-in-law Zhang in front of her, her face was full of emotion, this woman was too kind, I hope God can treat Sister-in-law Zhang well, it is her who has no illness in her old age, so that her children are filial to her.
"Actually, I have endless gratitude to you in my heart, but I can't express it."
Jian Xinrou stood up and looked at Sister-in-law Zhang in front of her with a grateful face, and Sister-in-law Zhang didn't think it was anything, she had done her best for this family for so many years, so it had become her habit, and she wanted to think about other people's family affairs in everything, but she didn't think about herself.
"What are you talking about, I'm used to this family, I have long regarded this home as my own family, don't say this kind of tormenting words in the future, I'm used to paying, and besides, I don't feel that this is a big deal, maybe I don't think I'm used to it in your eyes."
Sister-in-law Zhang thinks this is a very indifferent thing, as a housekeeper this is what I should do, at least you should be conscientious in your job, and besides, this family has such a generous treatment for Sister-in-law Zhang, every day to take care of Sister-in-law Zhang's food and clothing, she is to clean the room all day in addition to cooking.
Before the two of them finished speaking, Mu Jinsheng returned home, carrying the small cake that Jian Xinrou had just said she wanted to eat.
After Jian Xinrou looked up and saw Mu Jinsheng's figure, she was inexplicably moved in her heart, and tears unconsciously welled up, there have been too many grievances recently, but there are so many grievances, and she can't tell Mu Jinsheng directly, this is really a very aggrieved thing, Mu Jinsheng is her only support, and now even Mu Jinsheng can't tell.
"Mom, why do you suddenly want to eat little cakes like a child? Just now, my father hurriedly went to my grandmother's place to pick me up, and before he had enough fun with my grandmother, he picked me up. ”
Mu Zheng jumped up and ran in front of Jian Xinrou, in fact, Mu Zheng is a very good child, as long as others have ill will towards them, he can play with others very well, so he can quickly forgive his grandmother.
"I just suddenly wanted to eat something sweet, so I asked your dad to buy it for me, didn't I pick you up by the way?"
It seemed that as soon as she saw Mu Zheng, all the grievances in her heart were gone, Jian Xinrou took a step forward, and immediately pulled Mu Zheng into her arms.
I don't seem to understand what my mother means by this, I have never been so eager, except when Jian Xinrou was sure that he was okay after Mu Zheng was kidnapped before.
"Mom, do you miss Mu Zheng very much today, you miss me if you haven't seen me for a day, don't you? I feel like I've been very handsome lately. ”
Mu Zheng lay in Jian Xinrou's arms, feeling that his mother was overly enthusiastic tonight, which made him a little uncomfortable.
"I bought you the little cake, but you didn't hug me, you turned around and hugged your son."
There was a hint of jealousy in Mu Jinsheng's words, which made Jian Xinrou laugh out loud all of a sudden, and all the sadness just now was forgotten.
"I know you've worked this trip, I heard that you've never served anyone before, it's really not easy, so you can serve me more in the future, so that I can enjoy this happy moment."
Jian Xinrou said this a little proudly, this ridicule can make Mu Jinsheng helpless.
"I'm the president of a company, and there are so many people who usually beg me to like them, but now you like me, you really have the guts."
Mu Jinsheng rolled his eyes, put the cake directly on the table, then took off his coat and walked upstairs.
Jian Xinrou stuck out her tongue, although the atmosphere was very harmonious, and in the eyes of Sister-in-law Zhang, it was also very naughty, but only Jian Xinrou knew how worried she was about her mother.
"Mom, you hugged me so tightly just now, I almost couldn't breathe, I want me to think I made some mistake, you want to use the reason of hugging me to come and strangle me."
Mu Zheng rolled his eyes, shook his head and complained over there, seeing that his parents were fine, he was also relieved, he was worried that he would go to his grandmother's house as soon as he got out of school, and his mother would be unhappy, but now he saw that his mother was not unhappy because of going to his grandmother's house, and his mood instantly bloomed.
"You are my brother of defense, I am tired to death, no one can exhaust you, besides, you are such a big person, if I want to ignore you, you will definitely break free, why are you so stupid, I am your own mother, do you want to find a fight when you say such things?"
Jian Xinrou changed her previous gentle expression, but raised her hand to be like a red kite, and the kither immediately ran all over the living room, and Jian Xinrou chased after her with a smile.
"Okay, okay, don't make trouble, let's eat first."
Sister-in-law Zhang walked over with the dishes, looking at this group of people who are so old, still like children, Sister-in-law Zhang really doesn't know whether to cry or laugh, if her child is around, I'm afraid it will be like now, how good it should be for the family to be happy, thinking of those sad things, Sister-in-law Zhang's tears came up unconsciously.
Jian Xinrou didn't notice the change in Sister-in-law Zhang's expression at all during the process of playing with Mu Zheng, so she didn't go directly to ask Sister-in-law Zhang and silently went back to the kitchen, standing there motionless thinking about her old things.
In fact, she has paid enough for this family, Sister-in-law Zhang has put most of her life into this family, for her, paying for this family has become a habit, and after gradually ignoring her family, she divorced her husband, and owes her children and family a lot.
The old lady knows these things, but she has never mentioned that a woman can contribute to other families to become what she is now, and the old lady's heart has nothing to say except for moving.
Jian Xinrou can't stop now, once there are other things that don't let her divert her attention, Jian Xinrou will think of her mother, her eyes will all turn into worry, and sometimes she doesn't even dare to look at Mu Jinsheng, she is so silent at the dinner table during the whole meal, even if others ask her a few words, she just smiles and doesn't say anything else.
Mu Jinsheng felt more and more that the matter was very serious, and Jian Xinrou didn't want to tell him, did he need to investigate all this himself? But if she doesn't understand, let Jian Xinrou know, and feel that he doesn't trust her.
The two of them didn't talk much at night, if it wasn't for Mu Zheng at the dinner table who had been harmonizing the atmosphere at the table, maybe the three of them were silent, Sister-in-law Zhang remembered her sadness, and under the pretext that she didn't want to eat under the pretext of being in a bad mood, she had been sitting on the balcony and didn't come over, so the scene of this family not talking might be very strange to others, but Jian Xinrou's heart couldn't think of anything else at all.
Jian Xinrou couldn't sleep all night, she opened her eyes there and heard Mu Jinsheng's rhythmic breathing, and the whole person was very disappointed, although he didn't want to tell him about this matter, but he didn't carefully find out his sadness, maybe this is a stage that women will go through.
I always hope that others will carefully discover their unhappiness in their emotions, and when others don't find out, their hearts will unconsciously miss a beat, and they will be disappointed enough in their hearts, in fact, even if Mu Jinsheng comes to ask, Jian Xinrou doesn't say everything.