Text Chapter 31 I want to open
This is really a big scene, although in the past twenty-six years, Luo Qiong has been locked up very badly by her mother, but how to say it. In modern society, the relationship between people is really inextricably linked, such as the aunt of the residents' self-government committee who often comes to her house to collect this or that fee. Because the community where Luo Qiong's mother and daughter live is crowded with too many lower social strata, these people not only do not have the habit of paying property management fees on weekdays, but even their own water and electricity bills can be delayed. After the property management was exhausted, the autonomous committee was established in the midst of the laughter and laughter of a group of people who no longer had to pay for the property.
Then there are all kinds of noisy disputes, and even for a small amount of public lighting electricity bills, the aunts can fight with their arms in turn. You must know that these people can't even afford to pay for their own appliances. So, there was a constant stream of meetings and discussions.
Luo Qiong remembered that the aunt's son got married and put the wine on the Star Hotel, and the aunt boasted about it for at least half a year. In the following years, everyone must mention it, and it feels like being able to serve wine at the Star Hotel is the proudest and proudest thing in her life, and even later hugged her grandson, which I didn't see the old lady so happy and proud.
Although Xingxing is a five-star hotel, how to say it, under the influence of the whole society, after the successful reform and the pain of nirvana, it added a new branch on the outskirts of the city to implement people-friendly services.
Judging from the bill, the benefits are good, and the profit is at least 200% of the store. What's more, with the rise of the urban middle class, these people who are not up or down are also a huge consumer group. The whole city, tens of millions of mouths, the market that you eat is really not a small number.
As for Tianlun Shopping Plaza, it is simply a shopping paradise for tens of millions of people in the whole city, because the supermarket will always have some special sales from time to time, and Luo Qiong's mother will always pinch her to rush to buy cheap rice. A full twenty kilograms, she has to carry half of the city, not to waste money to take the bus. Every time Luo Qiong's arm hurts for at least a week after buying it, so it is particularly impressive.
Whenever she passed by the bustling shopping street, Luo Qiong's heart always swelled with almost endless envy and yearning. She hopes that one day she can walk the streets like a normal person, instead of being a puppet who is always being called and drunk by her mother.
I never thought that one day, I would become the chairman of the two families, the star and the family, such an enviable existence, it turned out to be the possession of her, a dwarf and poor, even if it was only forty days, it felt worth it.
It can be regarded as a worthwhile life.
It's worth it.
At this moment, Luo Qiong's eyes flashed Huang Jianliang's madness. Yes, such a big field, if it is successfully obtained, wouldn't it be possible for three generations of grandparents and grandchildren to ascend to the sky in one step. What's more, life in the world is nothing more than fame and fortune, and the aunt in the community can fight from the beginning of the year to the end of the year for the electricity bill of a few yuan, and now there are one or two hundred billion in front of her. Who can withstand such a temptation.
Huang Jianliang wrote row by row, Luo Qiong read row by row, and now, she felt that she was simply very happy. The boring numbers are like the notes between jumps, and the Chinese characters are like elves hidden in the back garden.
I want to see more, I want to know a lot, I want to learn more.
Slowly, she felt that her life, even her person, every cell in her body had been perfected.
Luo Qiong wants to get closer to this world, to get closer to the world, in the past, she can only look at the world from afar through the glass window, and she can only linger again and again in her dreams. She didn't want to continue to maintain the pale state of her past life, the state of being completely powerless in her life. But his mother is the kind of pedantic and stubborn existence that stinks worse than the stones in the pit, and marrying is the only indicator that her mother set for Luo Qiong's life.
The only task that must be performed.
The old ideas that it is better to marry well than to learn well, it is better to marry well than to do well, and the more educated and capable a girl is, the harder it is to marry, etc., is simply a mother's mantra. For the past twenty-six years, her mother has been whispering in her ear all the time.
Like the murmur of frost sorrow in Arthas's ears.
But the so-called extreme things must be reversed, referring to Luo Qiong's situation, the more her mother persecuted, the stronger her rebound.
This 49-day mission, although it can basically be determined that she can't go back, what if? If she really goes back when she meets a dead mouse, what should she do then, and will she continue her previous life as before?
No, absolutely not.
If that were the case, she would rather die.
The previous twenty-six years were completely destroyed by her mother, and the results of the next few decades have not yet been determined, so now Luo Qiong can only hold these 49 days tightly in his hands, only these 49 days. How to make proper use of it and make the most of it is the theme that she should pay attention to at present. Luo Qiong wants to use these 49 days to learn and master as much as possible, accumulate her own strength as much as possible, and then, if a miracle happens and she succeeds, then she will not hesitate to live independently from her mother
Of course, this is not an easy task, so Luo Qiong has to make himself as practical as possible, just like everyone who really has his own life. Even if she can't make it in the end, she can die with a slightly fuller soul. Even if she died, she didn't want to be so pale and powerless, so non-existent as her mother wanted.
She definitely didn't want that.
If her life cannot be decided by herself, then at least her death must be arranged by herself.
With such determination, Luo Qiong felt that the resentment and fear that lingered in her heart had all disappeared, as the so-called people were not afraid of death, why should they be afraid of death, and even faintly understood what Huang Jianliang meant. Although understanding does not mean forgiveness. She was violently inflicted, and even had a tooth knocked out, but so what, was Luo Qiong still beaten less in her past life?
Her teeth have been knocked out by her mother, her ribs have been broken, and her thighs have been discounted, so Huang Jianliang's little bit is really not enough for her to take it to heart. As the teacher said, make yourself strong enough that only you and the people you love the most can hurt.
As for others, like the one that women hate the most. When Luo Qiong was still alive, she was already forced to die by her mother, and even easily agreed to sleep with a man who couldn't even remember his name for the rest of her life. In other words, if she hadn't made good use of those 49 days and had been very unfortunate enough to return, that would be when the real tragedy began.
She has to sleep with strange men for decades to come, and if she doesn't do it, she has to be strictly monitored by her mother, and with her mother's temperament, she has to get a strong onlooker. At that time, it will be really the hell of a hell.
Maybe he cares a little bit about Huang Jianliang, but that little bit disappeared as early as the first time between the two, and all that was left was indifference and how to use it. What's more, Huang Jianliang is Sun Xiaoyou's husband, no one can care about the affairs between him and her, but what does his own wife Sun Xiaoyou's body have to do with her Luo Qiong.
The messenger said that she was just a temporary passer-by, and she should not affect Sun Xiaoyou's original life.
She couldn't stop Sun Xiaoyou and her husband from doing something.
So, so be it.
It's uncomfortable, don't panic in your heart, but that's it.
If you want to gamble and win your whole life, where is there a good thing that you don't have to pay the price. Huang Jianliang paid enough price for his life, Luo Qiong thought of the amazement he felt when he first saw this man, and thought of the subsequent scene when he was crushed by six old men in the hospital in turn, and the scene at that time was simply abused like a grandson. Thinking of him who was like a subordinate to Sun Xiaoyou's saddle before and after the horse, thinking of that night in the hospital he was almost dumb to his throat, thinking of him who was on the edge of the reservoir and almost died of being poured into the water, and thinking of him who had a perforated stomach in order to work hard for Sun......
thought of Zhang Ai, who was hung on the side of the boat by someone, and her sentence Why should others treat you as a human being.
thought of Wang Aiyi's entire missing half, thought of his mother and himself, and thought of that day, standing next to Huang Jianliang at the party, he was simply shining himself. Never, not even once, she has never had so many contacts in her life at one time, people other than blood relatives, they are all listening to her, and they are all cheering for her.
It's a great feeling, it's like the whole person has come back to life and been reborn in Nirvana.
The same feeling, she wanted to experience more, more.
She was willing to give her all for the sake of that feeling.
In the future, at most, when Huang Jianliang and his wife were snapping, how far she went, and she didn't get involved in that matter.
In my head, my mother's voice appeared again: "Man, they are all stealing cats, I can't help it when I think about it, if you don't give it to him, he will steal it...... Dad went out to steal food, leaving our mother and mother to depend on each other...... Qiongqiong, you have to be obedient, your mother has seen more than you, she knows more than you, and more importantly, your mother will definitely not harm you......"
Which man was her mother persuading her to sleep with that day, Luo Qiong couldn't remember, anyway, in those four years and seven months, her mother introduced her to at least ten men, all of them were at the beginning of the storm, thunderous oppression, and then finally ended with the man's disagreement. This year's man is not necessarily like his mother said, as soon as he sees the big girl, he can't help but pounce on it, even if he is a demon in the color, he will wonder if it is an immortal jumping.
No, it is not.
At least what Huang Jianliang wants to suppress wholeheartedly is his wife, and in some people's hearts, this is already a high-quality product.
Think about her Luo Qiong's father who abandoned his wife and daughter because he pressed other women.
Because he still had work the next day, Huang Jianliang made himself a full pot of coffee, and even if he was extremely tired, he did not smoke, which is a good phenomenon. Because of bronchitis, Luo Qiong doesn't like men to smoke, but almost all the men she comes into contact with in her life smoke. Just like that, inexplicably, she made a note of the one that belonged to Huang Jianliang's merits.
This is a good man who doesn't smoke.
Luo Qiong looked at the time on the desk, 3 o'clock in the morning.