Chapter 233: Both are disappointed
"Yue Ming'an failed to assassinate him, but was killed by me, do you feel very disappointed?" Jun Chenmo looked at Bei Xiaoqi, he didn't expect her to say something like that. Yue Ming'an is really so important to her, she doesn't care about her feelings at all, and still remembers Yue Ming'an?
He never dreamed that he would lose to a dead man, nor did he think that the woman he loved would like his enemy.
originally thought that since he knew about the relationship between Bei Xiaoqi and Yue Ming'an, he had already prepared for the worst. But now he found that he was not mentally prepared and did not want to accept this reality at all.
I'd rather keep pretending to be confused than let the truth be so cruel. Jun Chenmo looked at the things used for memorial services on the ground, as if he was sarcastic about how ridiculous everything he had done.
has always been his own wishful thinking, and he suddenly understood why Bei Xiaoqi left and ran away. She has no feelings for herself, and she has always remembered Yue Ming'an.
His actions were tantamount to directly insulting her, and hated himself for taking away her innocence for protecting Yue Ming'an. She is also an infatuated person, but not infatuated with him.
I didn't expect that I was self-inflicted from the beginning, thinking that Bei Xiaoqi would have some feelings for himself. After being together for such a long time, he just moved himself.
"I ...... I ......, "Bei Xiaoqi has been with me for a long time, and I didn't come out for a reason." was suddenly asked by Jun Chenmo, she didn't know how to answer.
Although Yue Ming'an did something wrong, he still didn't want anything to happen to him. What's more, now Yue Ming'an has paid the price for his actions, and he was personally given the knot by Jun Chenmo.
I can't say anything disappointed, I just feel a little pity. If Yue Ming'an chooses to serve the imperial court, it may be two lives.
It's a pity that there is only one choice in life, he chose the wrong path in this life, I hope he can be a righteous person in the next life.
Looking at the meaning of Jun Chenmo's words, he knew the relationship between himself and Yue Ming'an. I just don't know how much he knows? Could it be that he sent someone to investigate himself?
If you hadn't investigated it clearly, how could you ask yourself so surely. Now that you know, why don't you tell yourself clearly, you have to test again and again.
She just doesn't like to be scheming, but that doesn't mean she's a fool. She didn't want to guess Jun Chenmo's thoughts at will, and she trusted him 100% of herself.
"Yue Ming'an is so important to you, is it worth it for you to sacrifice yourself for him?" Jun Chenmo looked at Bei Xiaoqi and didn't say anything for a long time, thinking that her words hit Bei Xiaoqi's heart, so she was speechless.
Her face was in front of him, but why did he feel that Bei Xiaoqi was getting farther and farther away from him. Until he came over just now, he still had a trace of fantasy in his heart.
As long as Bei Xiaoqi tells everything honestly to himself, he can not blame the past. He would rather hurt himself than hurt Bei Xiaoqi.
If she is willing to give up avenging Yue Ming'an, she can forget everything, and the two of them will still live as before. In the future, he will never mention Yue Ming'an's affairs, and only hopes to be with her.
Jun Chenmo couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly, if Bei Xiaoqi had feelings for himself, why did he secretly worship Yue Ming'an here. With such deep affection for Yue Ming'an, isn't it ruthlessness to himself.
He didn't understand what he was expecting in his heart, and she had already admitted that Yue Ming'an was very important. I used to ask her temptedly, but she didn't admit anything.
Unexpectedly, on Yue Ming'an's death day today, she was very generous and admitted it. Bei Xiaoqi is really cruel, and he doesn't keep his last hope for himself.
It's also to blame him for being too persistent, just now he thought of this possibility, he should leave. For only by deceiving himself in this way will his heart not ache.
Now that I know the truth, not only do I not have any joy, but my heart hurts for a while. He shouldn't have come, so he wouldn't see it.
"Jun Chenmo, have you investigated me?"
is not only Jun Chenmo's disappointment in Bei Xiaoqi, but also Bei Xiaoqi's disappointment in Jun Chenmo. Does he have to test himself like this to find it funny?
Find out why don't you ask yourself directly, and suddenly she thought that Jun Chenmo had asked herself in the restaurant before if she knew Yue Ming'an.
Could it be that since that time, he has already known that he and Yue Ming'an are small. So why didn't he tell himself? Has he been on his guard ever since?
Carefully recalled Jun Chenmo's attitude during that time, no wonder he was always hot and cold to himself during that time. also said that he didn't believe him, how could he believe in himself.
Although she already had the answer in her heart, she still didn't want to believe it. Although the two of them have not been together for a long time, they have been together for some time. I thought there would be some trust between the two people, but now it seems ridiculous.
She concealed her relationship with Yue Ming'an, but she felt that more things were better than less things, and she couldn't easily risk the entire Bei family.
"I really didn't expect that Yue Ming'an was dead, and there were still people who could think about avenging him." Jun Chenmo didn't answer Bei Xiaoqi's question, he knew that Bei Xiaoqi had guessed that he might have investigated her by now. He didn't have anything to refute, after all, he had done it.
He is quite envious of Yue Ming'an now, and he doesn't know if Bei Xiaoqi will remember him if he dies. His eyes would always inadvertently glance at the things he was worshipping on the ground, and it seemed that she would worship Yue Ming'an every year. The posture in which she poured the wine just now was so skillful, and she bought quite a complete set of things.
After killing Yue Ming'an, he didn't care about Yue Ming'an's body. Now it seems that it should have been transported back to Jiangnan by Kitamirin. These are just his own conjectures, Jun Chenmo feels so tired at the moment. Looking at Bei Xiaoqi's face, he felt a little trance. Will she lose Bei Xiaoqi like this, will she give up the idea of revenge because of herself?
He wanted Bei Xiaoqi to say something that he had in his heart, even if it was just to deceive himself temporarily. Seeing that Bei Xiaoqi was looking at himself expressionlessly, he felt an indescribable sense of irritability in his heart.
After waiting for a long time and not waiting for Bei Xiaoqi's words, he felt an inexplicable sense of loss in his heart. I used to think that I knew Bei Xiaoqi quite well, but now I don't have that kind of certainty anymore.
I really felt like a fool and thought that I could move her by doing something. I can have some feelings for myself, but I was wrong. He shouldn't be too much to like someone else in his heart, he deserves everything.
Bei Xiaoqi listened for a long time and finally understood the meaning of his words, he thought that he was assassinated because of Yue Ming'an. I didn't expect the two of them to get along for so long, and he would think of himself so much.
It turned out that he had always been such a person in his heart, and since he thought that he was approaching him with a purpose, why didn't he kill himself outright. If you really came to assassinate him, why bother to stay by his side.