Qi Kexue stretched out her white hand and picked up the teacup from the table, poured a cup of tea by herself, and took a sip of it in the blow.

It was a simple action of Qi Kexue to drink water, but she didn't expect it to have a fatal temptation to Shen Boling.

Shen Boling happened to sit opposite Qi Kexue, watching Qi Kexue drink the water in the cup little by little with the cup he had drunk without squinting. Qi Kexue's lips are as pink as cherries, leaving faint traces on the edge of the teacup, and the lips that have drunk water are even more moist, shining a little bit of light under the reflection of the sun, making people feel like they want to take a bite and taste whether they are really as sweet as cherries.

Boom, Shen Boling swallowed his saliva, although the voice was not loud, but Qi Kexue and Shen Boling had excellent ear power, and the other had a martial arts background, of course, this half-big voice could not escape their ears.

For a moment, both of them were a little embarrassed.

Qi Kexue also didn't know how to start, to put it deeply, she was afraid that she would hurt Shen Boling's heart, and she was afraid that Shen Boling would not give up on her. This is really difficult for Qi Kexue, Qi Kexue feels that it is more difficult to deal with this kind of emotion than taking on an A-level murder mission. Killing people is not a trivial matter, how can it be so painstakingly considered to see how to do it.

Qi Kexue waited for a long time, seeing that Shen Boling didn't mean to speak first at all, there was no way, so she had to bite the bullet.

"Boling, I think, what I came to you to say today, you should know a little bit in your heart. From the time we met, I only considered you a friend, and to this day, you have been my best friend. Along the way, you have hurt me and protected me, I know it. However, love is not the same as friendship, it's not that if you treat me well, I will have feelings for you. You are not the type I like, the most important beginning of love is the feeling of an instant electric shock when you first meet, and that will be the spark of love. When I saw you, I didn't, so we're just friends, best friends, can you understand me? Qi Kexue carefully observed Shen Boling's facial expressions, and every change in his expression touched her heart.

Qi Kexue has always regarded Shen Boling as his best friend and as a friend of life and death. So Qi Kexue was afraid, afraid that she would not handle it properly and lose this close friend.

Qi Kexue has never been a master of feelings, and when she was a killer in modern times, she was even more emotionally blank. Even if she came to ancient times, she has never really involved her inner emotional life, so counting, this is really the first time that the eldest girl has been on the sedan chair.

Shen Boling's expression was gradually becoming serious, his face was gradually becoming pale, and his lips were tightly closed, as if he was enduring some kind of unpleasant emotion.

Qi Kexue knew that Shen Boling was not a person who was particularly good at expressing feelings, he had confessed to her once, and he had already mustered up a lot of courage, and he never mentioned it again after she refused.

But it was shown in action, and every word of her was even more sad, and he could even sacrifice his own life for her.

Qi Kexue is not without feelings, she has also been moved, but moving is moving, and it will not evolve into love after all. Ancient people can do it in order to repay the favor with their bodies, but she is a modern person, a new human in the twenty-first century who has received a higher education, how can she destroy her right to find a lover because of repaying her kindness.

In desperation, Qi Kexue had no choice but to continue, "Boling, you should be able to see that I like Tang Qingyi." Although I can't guarantee that we will come together and never be separated from each other, I am happy to know that I am by his side now, and he makes me feel happy, a feeling that no one else can give me. ”

Qi Kexue said and remembered her life in modern times, "Once, I always thought that I could only live a lonely life in this life, I couldn't find my partner, even if there were more people around, they couldn't enter my heart, and my heart has been as silent as death." Later, slowly, I got to know you, and I changed, changed a lot. I know how important it is for a person to have the support and companionship of my friends, but my heart is still lonely. It wasn't until I met Tang Qingyi that I slowly fell in love with him. I know that liking is a very wonderful feeling, very sweet, occasionally a little sour, but it is very addictive, and people are immersed in it without resistance. It makes me happy every day, happy every day, and for how long, I haven't been so happy, I don't even know my own, so I cherish it. If you were to take away this joy and joy from me now, how cruel would you be, and would you bear to do it? ”

After Shen Boling heard these words, his face turned even paler. In fact, he understands everything, he knows that Qi Kexue doesn't like him, he just treats him as a friend, but he doesn't want to give up, he wants to fight for his love. Unexpectedly, no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't become the companion in her heart.

"I know, don't worry, I won't take away your happiness, I just want you to be happy, if you want to be happy, I can do anything." Shen Boling's voice was a little hoarse, and the words he said were a little incoherent, but Qi Kexue understood.

"Boling, we all hope that you can find your own happiness, and this happiness belongs to you alone." Qi Kexue looked directly at Shen Boling, who had just raised his head, and happened to see the pain in his eyes that he didn't have time to hide.

"Xue'er, you don't have to worry about me, I know what to do, don't worry!" Shen Boling hid his emotions and smiled softly at Qi Kexue. Even if he can't give Qi Kexue happiness, then at least he shouldn't let her worry about himself.

"As long as you can understand, then I won't bother you." Qi Kexue put down the teacup she had been holding in her hand, got up and walked out.

After Qi Kexue went out, she turned back and secretly looked inside through the gap in the window.

Shen Boling in the room has been quietly in a daze at the cup she took just now since Qi Kexue left, and has not moved.

Qi Kexue sighed softly, turned around and left.

Qi Kexue didn't know what Shen Boling thought in his heart, he wouldn't give up, he just wanted to bury this feeling in his heart. Qi Kexue didn't expose him, she hoped that Shen Boling would think clearly for herself one day, no one could help him with this kind of thing, the most important thing was to look at him.

Qi Kexue walked back to Tang Qingyi's study, and Tang Qingyi unexpectedly read in the study, which was his only pastime.

Tang Qing also heard the sound of the door opening, subconsciously raised his head, and saw that it was Qi Kexue who came in. "You're here."

"Yes." When she came back from Shen Boling, Qi Kexue's mood was not very high, she was a little tired today and didn't want to wear a mask again.

"What's wrong?" Tang Qing also saw that Qi Kexue seemed to be very tired, walked out from behind the desk, and asked with concern.

"Not much, just tired." Qi Kexue sat on the guest chair next to the desk.

Tang Qing also saw that Qi Kexue didn't want to mention it, so he didn't ask in detail, just walked behind Qi Kexue and gently rubbed Qi Kexue's temples with both hands, hoping to relieve her pressure.

"Qingyi, you say, am I too selfish." Although Tang Qingyi's technique is rusty, the strength is really good, and Qi Kexue, who kneaded it, was very comfortable, and his eyes were closed, wanting to relax.

Qi Kexue is a strong woman, she will not be coquettish like a little woman, and now Qi Kexue's state must be something wrong with the people around her. "Cher, trust me, you're not a selfish person, and maybe what you do or decide looks like it's all for you, but I know that your first point of departure is all about them. They don't know now, but one day in the future they will understand your good intentions. Tang Qing also gently wrapped his hand around Qi Kexue's shoulder, so that Qi Kexue's head could gently rest on his body.

Yes, one day Shen Boling will understand.