Chapter 95: I love you, I can't live without you

Su Jin felt that he had never been insulted so much, he really didn't love him, otherwise how could he say such and such things, she ran away from there, the room that almost suffocated her.

When she was about to get home, she instinctively looked at the window opposite, and he was looking at herself in front of the window, which made her feel uneasy.

Hurriedly returned home, Goldman Sachs came back after him, he came upstairs and first went to Su Jin's room to see that she was in the house, and then he was relieved.

He asked, "Xiao Jin, why didn't you answer the phone?" ”

Su Jin's eyes flickered and said, "I...... My phone is broken. ”

"How could it suddenly break?"

"Accidentally fell!"

What did he always think? But he didn't continue to ask any more, and suddenly turned into a smile: "Have you eaten?" ”

Yu Huan came over at this time: "The meal is ready, start the meal!" ”

The three of them tacitly thought about their own thoughts, and the meal was not particularly happy, and no one took the initiative to open up the atmosphere during the banquet.

After eating, Goldman Sachs said to Su Jin alone: "Xiao Jin, let's leave tomorrow!" ”

Su Jin hesitated for a moment and said, "You look at it!" ”

Anyway, Huo Xiangji is pestering her like this, so it is better to say goodbye and go to a place where he can't find it with Goldman Sachs.

Later, she said: "Yu Huan and I still have some things, I'll go and deal with things in the afternoon, and then, we'll leave tomorrow." ”

Goldman Sachs hugged her excitedly, and there were no words enough to express his feelings. originally thought that Su Jin would rekindle her old feelings when she saw Huo Xiangji, but she didn't expect her to agree so quickly, it seems that her worries are unnecessary.

In the afternoon, Goldman Sachs was preparing to leave here, Su Jin and Yu Huan came to the company again, and the two found Chen Mai's brother through others and explained the reason for the incident, but he was unwilling to publish his address and did not tell them the specific situation of Chen Mai.

Yu Huan didn't give up at all, after he left, he secretly followed, and after walking a long way, the man came to a somewhat remote and dilapidated house, and after making sure that he lived there, she quietly returned home.

Now that she has found his address, it is necessary for her to take the child with her and let him go to see her father.

When she got home, she took the child out of Su Jin's place, it was already evening, the sky was a little dark, she held the child's firm back, it was really touching, others didn't know what she was going to do? Su Jin knew that she was going to find her favorite, with a firm step, without hesitation, and it was distressing to watch.

When she came to that place, it was already dark, the lights were on, the streets were crowded with pedestrians, and the roadside vendors were already open, and it was a far cry from when she came in the afternoon, although there were some simple streets, people were leisurely strolling, after a hard day's work, and going out to shop was the most relaxing way.

She looked for the unfamiliar intersection, her heart was pounding, she was scared and nervous, she didn't know the outcome of this visit, but she accepted it anyway, because she had prepared for the worst.

Coming to the bottom of the house, she stood at the intersection and hesitated, looked at the child but danced happily, she hesitated whether her so-called bravery would destroy his family, maybe he had reorganized the family, then he would not have become a bad person.

When she hesitated, a person came down from upstairs, was helped, and slowly approached her, with a smile on his face, as if he wanted to greet her, Yu Huan was ready, but he didn't expect him to walk past her, and he didn't mean to stop at all.

Her eyes were fixed on the man who had passed him, but he never looked back at her.

The heart ached uncontrollably, and the man who had made a promise to her now saw that he didn't know him, and he didn't even turn his head, like a stranger. But she's sure she's not mistaken, the two of them have been in the same bed for so long, no matter what it becomes? She'll recognize it at first sight.

Turning around and looking at the back of the man, there was no previous youthfulness, no previous spirit, but a lot more vicissitudes.

Following him, even the children asked, "Isn't that Daddy?" ”

The child is already able to speak, I don't know how many times I have seen his father in Yu Huan's photos, Yu Huan always looks at the photos and teaches him to call: "Dad!" ”

Unexpectedly, he really remembered it, and recognized him at first sight, Yu Huan said: "He is Dad!" I'll come to the baby later, okay? Let's not call him yet. ”

The child nodded sensibly.

After Chen Mai bought some things, he walked back with the man, and also walked in front of Yu Huan, but he still didn't stop, and when he was about to walk over, even the child couldn't help but shout: "Dad!" ”

Chen Mai didn't seem to hear it, his father next to him looked at the child, smiled, and was a little surprised, this child was exactly the same as Chen Mai. And the woman holding the child, isn't it......

There were tears in his eyes, and he looked at his son's unresponsive face, Yu Huan said, "Chen Mai! ”

Chen Mai's back froze, he stopped, and then said, "Dad, let's go!" Then he pulled his father and walked forward in a hurry, and on several occasions he almost fell.

Yu Huan's heart was painful, and his reaction made her really incomprehensible, could she just not invite him to see him.

The child asked, "Dad, why are you ignoring me?" ”

"Dad may not have seen the baby for too long, doesn't he remember us, why would he ignore us?" She comforted the child and herself by speaking.

Holding the child and hurriedly catching up, when they came to the door, they had already gone upstairs, Yu Huan stood in front of the stairs, looked at the somewhat dilapidated staircase and went directly to the door, and when she walked to the fifth floor, she seemed to hear Chen Mai's voice.

I only heard a quarrel that was not particularly clear from inside: "Isn't that Yu Huan?" Why do you ignore her? ”

"How can I see her like this, am I worthy of her?"

Yu Huan heard the quarrel, stopped, knocked on the door, and heard what was said inside: "Who! ”

Yu Huan didn't say anything, and after a while, the door was opened, and it was Chen Mai's brother who opened the door from the inside, he looked at Yu Huan a little surprised, looked back at the house, and then said, "Didn't you say it, won't you come?" ”

"I'm looking for Chen Mai!"

"He doesn't want to see you!"

"My child and I want to see him!"

At this time, the man glanced at the child in Yu Huan's arms, a trace of shock flashed on his face, after hesitating again and again, he still couldn't bear to drive away Yu Huan, with tears in his eyes.

"I'm gone!" When Yu Huan was about to go in, Chen Mai's voice came from inside.

Yu Huan walked in and looked at the small space in the room, there was a dining table in the small living room, a few simple pieces of furniture, and a TV on the table next to the wall, which should be the most valuable object in this room. Looking at such a humble environment, Yu Huan's nose was sour.

Chen Mai was angrily facing away from her, how much he didn't want to see him, so he didn't want to look back or say a word.

She still walked behind him and grabbed his hanging hand, and Chen Mai subconsciously retracted his hand.

Yu Huan said: "Chen Mai, are you going to run away again?" How long have you been hiding from me? ”

He didn't answer Yu Huan's words, and was about to go to the room inside, his legs and feet looked a little overwhelmed, and he walked as if he couldn't see the road.

Yu Huan followed him to the room, the furnishings in the room were simpler, a bed, a wardrobe, and a desk similar to studying, the photo on the table instantly pierced her eyes, the photo was taken when they were in school before, and the two were just ignorant to determine the relationship.

She thought that since this photo was still there, she had confidence in her heart, it seemed that he was still alone, and he still remembered himself.

Yu Huan said: "Don't hide from me!" ”

Chen Mai was afraid to hear Yu Huan say these words, he was afraid that Yu Huan would see him like this, so he didn't look back and said, "You go!" I don't want to see you! ”

For Yu Huan, these words were simply a thousand cuts, and she said with a heartache: "Even if you don't want to see me, I brought the person you want to see." ”

Yu Huan put Xiaobao's hand on Chen Mai's hand, he was stunned for a moment, he probably guessed it, right?

Yu Huan said: "Chen Mai is our son, Chen Nian!" Yu Huan said with a crying voice.

The child also called out at the right time: "Daddy! Daddy......"

Chen Mai's back seemed to be sobbing, and he still said ruthlessly: "No matter who it is, I don't want to see it!" ”

"Do you say such things in front of your children? Won't your heart hurt? ”

Yu Huan stuffed the child into Chen Mai's arms as he spoke, he quickly caught the child and held it in his arms, he could see that his back was trembling slightly, Yu Huan knew that he was crying.

He hugged it very tightly, for fear that the child would fall, Xiaobao smiled and reached out to touch Chen Mai's face.

When I came, I wanted to question him a lot, I wanted to ask a lot of questions, but I couldn't say a word when I saw him, and I felt sorry for him for some reason.

Yu Huan hugged him from behind: "For Xiaobao's sake, don't you run away, okay?" ”

Yu Huan really wanted to confide in Chen Mai what she had missed for so long, let her face be close to Chen Mai's back, feel Chen Mai's breath well, and feel this person who made her think about it for a long time.

When his brother and father saw their family of three like this, they couldn't help but shed tears, how much his son missed Yu Huan He knows, how many nights his son tossed and turned, didn't he just think about Yu Huan?

"Mai'er, don't hide from Yu Huan!"

Chen Mai broke free of Yu Huan and turned to face him: "How can I take care of them like this!" Yu Huan saw that his eyes didn't seem to be looking in his direction, and he realized his eye problem up close.

She asked, "What's wrong with your eyes?" ”

"I'm blind, I can't see anymore, are you satisfied! Why don't you hurry up and leave! ”

As he spoke, he handed Xiaobao over, Xiaobao cried, Chen Mai was distressed but didn't hug it back: "You go!" ”

The child was placed on the ground, and he was so frightened that he cried out, and it was his father who came in and carried the child away.

Yu Huan looked at Chen Mai with a heartache: "We don't want you to take care of you, are you willing to let me take care of you?" ”

"You really don't love me, do you?" Yu Huan asked how much courage it took to say this, she knew herself, what would she do if Chen Mai said she didn't love her?

Chen Mai didn't answer, Yu Huan could see the struggle in his heart, she gambled, and bet that Chen Mai still loved herself.

Yu Huan grabbed his hand: "I don't dislike you like this, I want to take care of you, I want our family to be together." ”

"Do you want Xiaobao to be without a father forever? Are you really willing to give up Xiaobao to me? Are you really that heartless? ”

Yu Huan wants to say all the words that are holding back in his heart today.

Chen Mai pulled his hand out: "I'm a man, the way I am now, I dislike myself!" ”

Yu Huan went up to hug him again, Chen Mai struggled to shake him off, Yu Huan hugged him tighter and tighter: "I won't let you go this time, don't you want to run away anymore, where you go and Xiaobao and I will follow?" ”

"Yu Huan, why should you!"

"I love you, I can't live without you!" She basically yelled.

Chen Mai is not!

He hesitated, and suddenly hugged Yu Huan tightly, he buried his head in Yu Huan's neck, and cold tears flowed down her neck, she knew that Chen Mai still loved her.

For a long time, Yu Huan let go of Chen Mai: "I'll take care of you, our family is together, and we will never be separated again." ”

Chen Mai nodded, touched Yu Huan's face with his hand, and wiped away her tears.

Yu Huan is not afraid of anything, one person gives birth to a child, one person comes to look for him, and accepts such Chen Mai, as a man, doesn't he have the courage to accept it?

He was ashamed, he was sorry for Yu Huan, he was not brave enough.