Chapter 358: No Source Found
Jian Xinrou really didn't know when she would see Mu Zheng next time she came to see her son this time, and saw Mu Zheng lying on the hospital bed, Jian Xinrou's tears kept falling, and Mu Zheng hadn't woken up since she entered the door, she really didn't know what Mu Zheng's situation was.
"Mu Zheng, mom is leaving here, I know you will definitely miss me, although there is a woman who has been with you a lot recently, I believe you can feel her, not mom, right, I know you will definitely feel it."
Jian Xinrou gently stroked Mu Zheng's forehead, and when Sister-in-law Zhang saw this scene, she was also in tears, because as a mother, Sister-in-law Zhang empathized, and when she saw Jian Xinrou like this, Sister-in-law Zhang's heart was also very sad, but now she can only help with this kind of small favor.
If you want Jian Xinrou to stay at home, it is impossible, not to mention that Mu Jinsheng's mother can't do this now, although I don't know what misunderstanding there is between them, but Mu Jinsheng will not meddle casually, because in her heart, Mu Jinsheng has always been a very independent and thoughtful child.
"Okay, okay, it's getting too late, I think it's getting late, maybe they'll be back in a while, I really don't want anyone to see you here, and I don't want to distrust me so much, because only they trust me, next time I can help you again, let you come over, right?"
Sister-in-law Zhang gently grabbed Jian Xinrou's arm, hoping to let Jane Xinrou know that it was very serious now, and she couldn't covet temporary happiness, Jian Xinrou reacted and stood up and bowed deeply to Sister-in-law Zhang, it was really too helpful for this favor, and Jian Xinrou could also feel that Sister-in-law Zhang was treating her sincerely, if she really returned to this family in the future, Jian Xinrou would definitely do her best to be good to Sister-in-law Zhang.
"Look at you, kid, what are you doing here? I like you from the bottom of my heart, so you must live well. ”
Sister-in-law Zhang finally couldn't help it anymore, she stepped forward and immediately helped Jian Xinrou up, tears and tears fell, several departments watched the whole family become like this, Sister-in-law Zhang really wanted to go back to before, back to that Mu Zheng, as soon as she got out of school, she threw herself into her arms and said what she wanted to eat, and Jian Xinrou and Mu Jinsheng stood aside and laughed in the days, that day was really nostalgic.
"I took you to see Mu Zheng, just because I know that you must be very depressed these days, I don't want to watch you go on like this, I know that as a mother, you must miss your children very much, I can do my best to make you feel a little happy, let your heart rest assured is also my honor. Don't think you owe me a lot, and the next time you miss this child, I'll find a chance for you to come and see him. ”
Sister-in-law Zhang really felt that the girl in front of her was very pitiful, she had just lost her mother, and now she had lost her child, she really didn't know what kind of wrong things she had done in her previous life, and God wanted to punish her like this in this life.
"There are really few people in this world who treat me so well, you are like my mother, sometimes better than my mother to me, I have dealt with you, I really feel that you are a very good person, if one day I can really go back, I will definitely be a thousand times better to you."
Some feelings really can't be expressed in words, now at this time Jian Xinrou feels that her thin body can no longer support that powerful force, looking at Mu Zheng is still lying there, Jian Xinrou feels how good it should be to lie there, as a mother very much wants to bear this pain for her child.
She and Sister-in-law Zhang hurriedly said goodbye and then left the ward, not yet twenty minutes, and Lu Yu had been waiting at the door, watching Jian Xinrou crying out, Lu Yu had already had it in his heart, and was ready to take out all the tissues prepared from the bag to Jian Xinrou.
"Why do this to me? Why? ”
Jian Xinrou said while crying, after Lu Yu saw Jian Xinrou come out, her first reaction was to hold her, for fear that Jian Xinrou would faint directly on the ground when she was excited, because she felt very sorry for this girl, so Lu Yu prepared everything very comprehensively.
"I know you really don't want to leave, but since the housekeeper has already helped you so much, let's not waste his kindness, let's leave now, no matter what happens in the future, maybe we can meet the child again, what will happen in the future We don't know in our own hearts, maybe Mu Jinsheng still misses you in his heart, I don't believe that he will have no nostalgia for you for such a long time."
Lu Yu's facial expression was a little hideous when he said this, because he felt that if this man really didn't miss Jian Xinrou at all, it would be too ruthless, this woman gave birth to a child for him, and he hadn't seen each other for so many years, it was painful enough, and there were really so many, while losing his mother and child, this man not only didn't trust Jian Xinrou, but also chose to stay away.
"I'm not the kind of person who begs others to be pitied, and I don't ask him to be by my side, I just hope that I can live well in this world, and I hope that my children can also get better, if Mu Jinsheng really wants to take Mu Zheng out of this place, I will also collapse."
Jian Xinrou can still remember that Mu Jinsheng said at the time that he wanted to take Mu Zheng abroad, such words were firm and resolute, and there was no room for others to negotiate, although the essence was for the good of the child, but he did not say that he wanted to take Jian Xinrou with him, which meant that he wanted to take her child and leave her, which was a very big blow to Jian Xinrou, and she couldn't bear it.
"Okay, let's not think about it so much, there are too many viruses in the hospital, and your body is so weak, let's leave first."
Lu Yu's eyes also contained tears, and every time she saw Jian Xinrou crying, she couldn't help but feel distressed, because this girl's pity was too contagious to others, just because she was distressed, so she would help Jian Xinrou find a way every day, and Lu Yu didn't sleep well during this time.
Jian Xinrou nodded, and the two of them helped each other to the door of the hospital, but at this time, Mu Jinsheng just stopped the car and was about to come up to get the documents.
Jian Xinrou lowered her head and was supported by Lu Yu, and did not find the man in front of her, when she saw the shoes in front of her, she was able to determine that the one standing in front of her was the familiar aura that Mu Jinsheng had not been exposed to for several days, which made Jian Xinrou burst into tears all of a sudden, that kind of sadness and pain, wanting to find someone to confide in Jian Xinrou, and really felt that it was the man standing in front of her.
But what can I do now, no matter how much mental activity I want to explain, it is useless, Mu Jinsheng stood in place and looked at this woman a little stunned, and within a few days, she was already thin and became like this, and she felt a little unbearable in her heart, but her performance was still very cold, although she did not look up at him, she could also feel what Mu Jinsheng's expression was like now.
Lu Yu didn't react to what it was, and originally wanted to take a detour, but when he looked up and saw Mu Jinsheng's face, Lu Yu's eyes gathered violently, because he had been looking at this man for a long time, and he didn't know why, maybe looking at Jian Xinrou so uncomfortable, Lu Yu would also have some hatred in his heart.
But Lu Yu forgot now that she and Jian Xinrou secretly came to the hospital and secretly wanted to see the child when no one was around, so she didn't have a reasonable reason, but stood in place and was stunned, like a child who had done something wrong, with a little fear in her eyes, and fell in love with the man in front of her.
Lu Yu kept looking up at Mu Jinsheng, but Mu Jinsheng didn't even look at it, she just looked at Jian Xinrou next to Lu Yu Jian Xinrou didn't raise her head, she kept her head down, but she could feel Mu Jinsheng's gaze.
"What a coincidence."
Lu Yu suddenly broke this embarrassing situation, although Mu Jinsheng didn't know where Lu Yu was sacred, but Lu Yu seemed to be a little hateful when he said this, feeling that Mu Jinsheng could hear the thorns in his words, and turned his head to look at the woman next to him, who was dressed relatively plainly, but his eyes seemed to be a little different.
"Where have you been?"
didn't pay attention to what Lu Yu next to him said, just said these four words coldly, when Jian Xinrou heard these four words, tears instantly fell to the ground, so many days of grievances, basically only expressed in four words.
"It has nothing to do with you."
Jian Xinrou hurriedly wiped away her tears with her right hand, at this time her right hand was already moistened, and Mu Jinsheng carefully discovered her action, but what can she do at this time, the continuous longing made Mu Jinsheng hurriedly hug her, but Mu Jinsheng controlled such a desire, he knew that once he was impulsive at this time, there would be nothing, he just wanted to wait until the paternity test results came out, overturn Jian Xinyu at once, and then find someone to punish her severely.
"Then I don't think you should run over and watch the child secretly."
After coming back to his senses, Mu Jinsheng realized what kind of attitude he had towards Jian Xinrou now, and he didn't consider Jian Xinrou's feelings at all when he said this, and Jian Xinrou also raised her head now, with tears in her eyes and Mu Jinsheng's gaze, when she saw that calm face, it seemed that all emotions could not be released, as if all grievances should be held in Jian Xinrou's heart alone.
When Mu Jinsheng saw Jian Xinrou's eyes looking directly at him, he suddenly felt that these eyes were really wronged, and he couldn't find a source for his thoughts for days, and the irritability for days finally got a moment of calm, and at this time Mu Jinsheng knew how important the woman in front of him was.