"Madam, the prince is good to you, the people in the palace see it in their eyes, and the slave and maid really misunderstand the prince's heart for you?" Cuiyun said with a slightly anxious face, she really couldn't figure it out, the prince's love for his wife is known to everyone in the whole house, and the world can see the envy of everyone, but I don't know why, but this prince and lady are in the blessing and don't know the blessing, and they are suspicious all day long.

When Bei Xiaoqi saw Cuiyun's appearance, she was quite upset for Junchen Mohug, and her heart was also slightly hesitant.

Jun Chenmo occasionally loses his temper with her on weekdays, but she also sees her pampering in her eyes, and she can feel it personally, she feels that it is not deliberately pretended at all, but when she thinks of Jun Chenmo's suspicion of her, her heart aches faintly.

At the beginning, when she was married into the palace, she knew Jun Chenmo's true purpose of marrying her, but she didn't care so much, but now that she thinks about it, she feels an inexplicable loss in her heart.

At this time, Bei Xiaoqi's heart was very entangled, and she was not sure whether her words and deeds were in line with her heart and whether they were really correct.

"Madam, the slave maid thinks that there must be some misunderstanding between you and the prince, the two of them have been getting along for a long time, and some small contradictions are inevitable, in fact, no matter what the contradictions, as long as you don't hold it in your heart, you can say it honestly and explain things clearly." Cuiyun saw Bei Xiaoqi's hesitant expression, so he boldly said with relief.

Although Cuiyun is just a maid in Junchenmo's mansion, what she said still sounds reasonable, except for Bei Xiaoqi, in the eyes of any outsider, if she can get such love from Junchenmo, then she should also feel content.

It's just that the people in the house don't know the true psychological feelings in her heart, and she has some things that she can only keep in her heart, and she can't tell these maids and maids, which makes Bei Xiaoqi, who is not very old, very bored.

Bei Xiaoqi took a light breath, waved his hand and said to Cuiyun: "I have written down everything you said, you can step back for the time being, I want to be alone for a while." ”

"Madam, the slave and maid have stepped back for the time being, and if you have any orders, you can call me again." Cuiyun saw that Bei Xiaoqi's attitude did not change much, and he could only sigh slightly in his heart, but he didn't dare to say more, turned around and retreated.

Cuiyun didn't dare to go too far, she hid behind a screen not far away, closely watching the situation in Bei Xiaoqi's room, she was worried that if something special really happened, she could appear at the fastest time.

Bei Xiaoqi stood there alone, not moving half a step for a long time, at this moment, her mind was in a state of chaos, and she couldn't think of how to choose for a while.

She turned her head slightly to look out the window, the grass and trees in the courtyard were lush and lush, and they were growing luxuriantly, she had witnessed the growth and change of these plants and trees, and she was already very familiar with these plants and trees, just like Jun Chenmo and him from strange to familiar, although she had experienced all kinds of complicated things, but the other party seemed to have quietly taken root in her heart, and it seemed impossible to let her want to forget and give up freely.

"No, I can't be amorous, Jun Chenmo doesn't like me at all, from beginning to end, he is using me, he is good to me, he just wants to keep me by his side, and to achieve the purpose of using me, I can't be deceived by his superficial illusions, I want to be sober, I am Bei Xiaoqi, I have no use value for him, I don't belong here at all."

All kinds of bad emotions were like a flood tearing through the floodgates, quickly invading her entire brain space, and gradually spreading to her whole body, making her whole body and mind immersed in great pain.

"No, I can't let this child come into this world, I can't be an irresponsible mother, I can't let my child be born to see my parents' quarrels." After repeated struggles in his heart, Bei Xiaoqi finally decided not to keep this child.

Although Bei Xiaoqi was born in a wealthy family, she was not contaminated with the slightest arrogance and lasciviousness, she was kind by nature since she was a child, and she was also nurtured by a good family.

She doesn't want Junchenmo Junchenmo to do all the good and bad to her, but she can't accept the other party's distrust of her, she doesn't want the other party to like her because of her children, and she won't use her children as a bargaining chip to compete for favor with other women one day.

Bei Xiaoqi can tolerate that although there may be countless women who want to marry Jun Chenmo but can't, it is really not the life he wants to live, and she doesn't want the child to be born in a loveless family, which is not fair to the child.

Bei Xiaoqi saw that there was no one else outside the room, so she secretly took it out of the drawer of the closet, and she had prepared the medicine for sliding the tire.

These medicines had been crushed by her in advance, for fear that the peculiar smell of the decoction would attract the attention of others, so she decided to take it with warm water, although the effect may be worse, but as long as the dosage is enough, the effect should not be much different.

She took a cup and placed it on the table, poured the medicine into it, then poured water into it, stirring it gently with a spoon.

The water and the medicine gradually fused fully, turning into a black viscous, her head was slightly dizzy, and her once extremely firm heart became messy again.

"Child, don't complain about my mother's cruelty, I really can't help it, I don't want to be with someone who doubts me, and I don't want to give her a child." Bei Xiaoqi gently stroked her stomach with her hand, her eyes were full of reluctance and sadness, and she kept murmuring softly in her mouth.

She looked at the cup containing the medicine on the table, she was stunned for a while, her face kept changing, and her heart was also in an extreme contradiction and hesitation, and finally, a trace of determination flashed in her eyes, and she stretched out her hand to pick up the cup containing the medicine.

Bei Xiaoqi's hand holding the cup, because of the inner struggle and contradictions, kept trembling, some medicine spilled out of the cup, and the black medicine splashed on the ground and burst open, like a life-seeking flower.

"I can't hesitate any longer, the child is really sorry, the mother may be really too selfish to do this, I must leave here as soon as possible and leave this man who doesn't trust me." Bei Xiaoqi kept cheering himself up in his heart.

She knew that if she continued to hesitate like this, she might be swayed and give up what she wanted to do now.

Bei Xiaoqi was finally ruthless, so she simply closed her eyes and held the cup in one hand to her mouth.

With a bang, the door was hurriedly pushed open, Jun Chenmo walked up quickly, when he saw the cup that Bei Xiaoqi was about to bring to his mouth, his face couldn't help but change greatly, he rushed over quickly, and scolded sharply: "Bei Xiaoqi, what do you want to do?" ”

Bei Xiaoqi's body shook in shock, and the cup in his hand almost fell to the ground.

When she opened her eyes, she saw Jun Chenmo rushing towards him, and she couldn't help but look anxious, and sped up to send the cup to her mouth, wanting to drink the medicine before the other party stopped her.

Just when the medicine in the cup had already touched Bei Xiaoqi's lips, Jun Chenmo raised his hand and flew out, and fell to the ground with a snap, and the medicine in the cup also splashed to the ground.

"Jun Chenmo, this is my own decision, I don't have to worry about it." Bei Xiaoqi choked up, tears streaming down his cheeks.

Jun Chenmo looked excited, raised his hand angrily and pointed at Bei Xiaoqi, and asked in a low voice: "Bei Xiaoqi, I want you to tell me why you are doing this." ”