My name is Ji Hezhi.

Have a poetic name, but not have a poetic life.

On the contrary, my life is ridiculous, or sad.

The people who really loved me and cared for me died.

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When I was a child, my aunt, who thought I was treating me well, killed my mother, climbed into my father's bed, and became my stepmother.

Since I was a child, I have known that if you want to live, you have to play stupid and become non-threatening.

I can only carefully disguise myself, let myself rot in the mud, become an unaffordable Adou in the eyes of others, a hopeless waste, step by step planning, find the right time, and avenge my mother.

The stepmother who killed my mother married into the Ji family with a daughter, her name is Shen Meng, she has always been very cowardly, she never dared to approach me and talk loudly to me, and naturally I never disdained to have too much contact with her.

The mother is such a vicious person, and the daughter can be better.

Until, one day, everything changed.

The lights in the bar were dim, but I could clearly see the person in front of me, and she gently lifted my chin and touched my cheek in a sneering and languid look.

I was disgusted, but she smiled heartily, like a cat with sharp teeth and claws, lazy and cute.

The younger brother of the crane.

When she teased me, she always liked to say this, stuff me with candy, pass me small notes, give me careful notes, and care for me carefully.

She always forced me to study seriously, in fact, I don't hate studying, but I don't like to study either, but it seems that if she is there, learning has become a very happy and wonderful thing.

It was as if everyone had seen me a little bit deep in the mud, and only passed by, mocking or deliberately pushing me deeper, but she seemed to be the exception, as if she was standing next to the mud and looking at me seriously.

Then, with his white hands, he tried to grab me and pull me out.

It seems to say, look, you're also good and can be so good.

I was a little shaken, but after a brief wavering, I firmly told myself that this was just a trick that she had learned to deceive people, just like her mother.

I hated her, and I didn't want to see her for a moment.

At first, I thought I was disgusted, or rather, I thought I was disgusted, but now I ...... But I would love to hear her say the Crane brother again, even if she looked at me with disgust.

I don't believe what she says to me.

The people around me said that I would regret it, and I didn't believe it at all, but I regretted it after all.

I carefully planned and calculated, and finally seized the opportunity to make Shen Mu and Shen Meng's life worse than death.

I carefully calculated, all this fell on Shen's mother, so that Shen's mother died alone, tasting the taste of despair and pain.

I proudly thought I had calculated everything, thought I was in control of everything.

Can...... She was always an accident, an accident that came up in my life.

- As you wish.

The last words she left me were this.

If I could, I'd rather not, as I wished.

She knew that she was going to die, so she left a letter to everyone around her, but none of these letters mentioned me, not a word, and none of these letters were for me.

I was suddenly very scared, terrified all day long, afraid that if there was a next life, she would forget me completely.

I'm afraid she won't want to see me again.

Afraid...... There is no next life.

Jiang Tian said, you hate me, you won't want to meet me, curse me in the next life, the next life, life after life, destined to be lonely and old.

It's okay to die alone, it's just ...... Let me meet you, okay?

No matter what way it is, what it looks like.

In the next life, I will never let you leave me half a step again.

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My name is Ji Hezhi, and I planned a seemingly accidental murder, but I killed the person I loved the most.