Huo Xiangji watched Su Jin go farther and farther, and never looked back, he still couldn't believe that the two broke up like this. He didn't even know what the fuse was that caused the two to break up?

Su Jin, a lovely girl, is obviously so gentle, how can she feel very resistant today, as if there is a knot between the two that cannot be untied, just like when she first met, her eyes showed alienation.

Now this kind of pain in his heart has never been before, he was separated from Su Jin before, he felt that as long as he saw her, he would still have a chance, this time he felt that his chances were slim, he didn't understand why Su Jin would break up so hastily?

He thought that he knew Su Jin very well, he understood her, but now he couldn't see through what she was thinking?

She has never done anything to be sorry for her, and has been trying to maintain a good relationship between the two, why hasn't she given herself a chance? Let the two of them talk openly. What is the reason for the distance between the two?

His eyes were a little red, but he wouldn't cry, and only he knew how much it hurt in his heart, and he sat in the driver's seat a little decadently, looking at the stop-and-go man in the rearview mirror.

It wasn't until Su Jin disappeared into the crowd that he withdrew his sad gaze, half of the sky in front of him had turned grayish-white, and the other half was shining in the afterglow of the sun. He looked up at the sky and didn't appreciate the beauty, his mood was now gray and white, the moment Su Jin turned around without hesitation, the colors in his world had already gone with her, and those good and sweet things were taken away by her, leaving only painful memories for himself.

He hated himself a little that he couldn't give up all this, he couldn't accompany Su Jin to do what she wanted to do, and go with her where she wanted to go, who hurt whom in the relationship between the two?

In the car, his eyes were full of sadness, only quiet breathing, painful heartbeat, the lights outside the car were on, the crowd was bustling, and the pedestrians on the road were holding hands sweetly, or hurrying to a date, he and them were like two worlds, separated by a car door. He can't fit in with the crowd, the protagonists are no longer there, and who else does he have to do this thrilling love show with.

He suddenly started the car, and walked against the crowd as if he was walking against Su Jin, and the two walked farther and farther, and the overlap point had already passed.

He drove the car directly to the bar, and now he just wants to get himself drunk, he is in too much pain, maybe he will forget this feeling tonight when he is drunk, what company, what project, everyone is gone, what is the meaning of life, who do you have to share it with!

Sitting in the corner of the bar, the rules, manners, all put down, he took off his suit jacket, threw it on the stool next to him casually, unbuttoned the top two buttons of his shirt, and held the wine glass to study the bursting foam in the glass one by one, until the bubbles slowly disappeared.

Just like their feelings, calm and calm, full of hope because they were filled with wine, for some reason, those feelings were like bubbles gradually decreasing, until they disappeared from the glass, although the bubbles were gone, the wine was still in the glass, like the pain that Su Jin left him.

Let him bear all this pain alone! He picked up the cup and drank it all, followed by one glass after another, the bitterness of the wine mixed with the pain in his heart were swallowed by him.

Suddenly, his mobile phone rang, he picked it up and looked at it with a wry smile, then casually threw it into the wine glass, and the wine immediately overflowed from the glass and flowed on the table. He changed a glass and continued to pour wine, the corners of his mouth suddenly seemed to float a little smile, his eyes were a little blurred, red and a little cloudy, this smile made people feel very distressed when they saw it.

Lin Feng didn't answer his call, and then called the phone was already off, he could only look for Huo Xiangji one by one in the places where Huo Xiangji had been, and finally found his car outside the bar. When Lin Feng entered, Huo Xiangji was already drunk, and the cup on the table was soaked in the mobile phone, he hurriedly ran over and called twice, Huo Xiangji didn't react at all, he only fished out the mobile phone and helped the boss to take him to the company.

He didn't know why the boss was drinking, but he knew what was going on just by looking at him, and he didn't worry about the boss alone, so he stayed in the company.

Su Jin went home and took off her shoes and went straight to the bedroom, she hugged the pillow and buried her face in the quilt, now no one saw it, and she didn't have to restrain herself, she almost cried.

In the end, she still became a person, she once thought that they were different from others, she thought that they would never be separated in this life, she thought she would be strong, but now she is so helpless.

Although her own world did not collapse because of his departure, she seemed to have stolen something in her heart, and she couldn't tell what those things were, she only felt extra pain, a heartache.

She only hugged the pillow tightly, venting the feeling in her heart, holding the pillow tightly with her hands, as if this relationship was so tight, and finally slipped away, she wanted to hug it tightly but still let go, what would happen if she didn't say to break up?

The two have not yet felt the real possession, they have separated from each other, and they have passed by before they have seen each other well.

Her only first love, the only love at first sight, the only beauty is left in this relationship, I'm afraid I won't love it in the future, this feeling is too painful, don't have this feeling again in the future, she just wants to love this time, it hurts this time.

When her crying nose was out of breath, she sat up and looked at the street lamps outside the window, the cars on the road were dotted like the Milky Way in the sky, so beautiful, others couldn't feel her pain, couldn't feel her helplessness.

On the weekend of the next day, she didn't wash her face, didn't brush her teeth, didn't eat breakfast, nested on the bed, and saw Huo Xiangji's clothes hanging on the bedside hanger at a glance, she still couldn't control her emotions, why was he still so good to himself when he was with others? Why doesn't he understand himself?

She got up and took off the dress, put it on her body and looked in the mirror, her face in the mirror was haggard, her eyes were red and swollen, her hair was a little disheveled, and the clothes were fat and big on her body, so inappropriate.

She turned around in front of the mirror, and looked over and over again, and she wore his clothes, turned on the stereo and listened to the songs they had listened to together, and she walked around the room by herself, dancing and crying and laughing like a fool.

She didn't eat for a day, and by the end of the night she had no strength, lying on the sofa and sleeping, there was still a noisy TV series on the TV, she didn't want to calm herself, she used to like to be quiet so much, but now she didn't want the house to be so quiet, she wanted to rely on anything to ease and divert her attention, but it was useless, her heart was the same in a noisy environment.

She tightened the clothes that Huo Xiangji was wearing on her body, imagining that he was holding herself.

She suddenly thought that she was still living in his house, since she was going to break it completely, even if she didn't give up, she had to face it, she got up to pack up her things, she couldn't sleep anyway, she just didn't let herself be idle.

She packed everything she could take with her, and then went to the refrigerator to get a pack of instant noodles, and when she ate it, she didn't know if the instant noodles were too spicy, and tears flowed.

As she lay on the bed, she remembered that he had given her a key, and she got up again, found it in the drawer, held it in her hand, and the words he said rang in her ears.

Is this key still useful? She wanted to throw it in the trash, but she was reluctant, so she finally put this necklace around her neck, as a souvenir!

She got up the next morning and called the real estate agent to prepare for the move.

She is much calmer than yesterday, sitting in front of the computer, recalling the bits and pieces of the two from acquaintance to separation, she laughs when she thinks of being happy, she cries when she thinks of sadness, she is reluctant to give up when she thinks of separation, and finally compiles these contents into stories, as if she is telling someone else's story, but the heartache is a little too real.

Publishing these edits on the website can be regarded as the end of my relationship.

Goldman Sachs soon saw Su Jin's remarks, he was in a good mood, and finally he could pursue Su Jin openly, he excitedly walked around the room again and again, and looked at the card with blood stains, and slowly the smile on his face disappeared, and he secretly swore in his heart that he would never let Su Jin suffer this kind of grievance and taste the pain of this feeling again in this life.

He called Su Jin and wanted to ask how she was? He felt that this was too abrupt, so he asked Su Jin if he was at home now? Su Jin said yes.

He hung up the phone, and came directly to Su Jin's residence, came to the door and knocked lightly, Su Jin's gloomy eyes immediately lit up, she quickly stood up, cut her hair in front of the mirror, and smiled as much as possible at the corner of her mouth.

She opened the door directly, and standing in front of her was Goldman Sachs, her heart was like a sudden ebb tide, the light in her eyes quickly dimmed, and she said disappointedly: "Goldman Sachs is you!" ”

Goldman Sachs saw all her expressions in his eyes, and he quickly covered up some discomfort in his heart: "Xiao Jin, I'll come to see you!" ”

Su Jin entered the house, Goldman Sachs followed behind, and he said unexpectedly: "You want to move?" ”

Su Jin moved the box in the living room to the side: "I'm ready to move, but I haven't found it yet." ”

Goldman Sachs said: "If you haven't found a house, why don't you go to my place!" ”

Su Jin hurriedly shook his head: "No need, I have already called the intermediary." ”

Goldman Sachs saw Su Jin's red and swollen eyes when he entered the door, and he asked knowingly, "Your eyes?" ”

Su Jin don't look over: "It's okay!" ”

"I'll clean it up for you!" As he spoke, he had already moved his hands and put all those things away, and he said, "You haven't eaten yet, have you?" ”

Su Jin didn't speak, he went directly to the kitchen to see what other dishes were in the refrigerator, and quickly made a few simple meals for Su Jin, which looked pretty good. Bringing the dish to the table, Goldman Sachs said, "Xiao Jin, eat well, no matter what happens, after eating." ”

Su Jin nodded, she gulped the rice into her mouth, and didn't taste the taste of the dish at all, as if she was just eating for the sake of eating.

Goldman Sachs couldn't stand it anymore, and he said gently: "You slow down!" ”

After gobbling up the food, she lay on the table, her shoulders twitching and she could tell she was crying, and Goldman stood next to her and patted her on the back, comforting words he knew there was no need to say.

Su Jin turned his head to look at him: "Goldman Sachs, thank you!" ”

He really wanted to hug Su Jin into his arms, and he said, "It's okay! We are friends, what do you have for me to help you share! ”

Su Jin wiped his tears: "I'm fine, I just thought of some people." ”

"It's okay, are you done eating? I'm going to wash the dishes. ”

He was going to wash the dishes, but was stopped by Su Jin, seeing that it was about to get dark, Goldman Sachs still had no intention of leaving, Su Jin felt that it was not particularly good for the two to get along with each other alone, she said: "Goldman Sachs, you go back!" I'm fine! ”

Goldman Sachs originally came over because he was afraid that Su Jin would be hurt too badly and did some extreme behavior, but now seeing Su Jin is really fine, she will definitely be sad if she breaks up, but she is still reasonable and has not done anything to hurt herself, so he is relieved.

After he said goodbye to Su Jin, he went downstairs.