Chapter 288: Empathy
Seeing Sister-in-law Zhang's whole person lost her soul, Jian Xinrou actually felt distressed, although she didn't know what happened, but it could be seen from Sister-in-law Zhang's eyes and behavior that all this was not optimistic, but Jian Xinrou didn't know how to speak, and she didn't know how to ask.
"Did something bad happen?"
Jian Xinrou didn't dare to face up to her conjecture at all, if Sister-in-law Zhang's son really had something deep and long, Sister-in-law Zhang in front of her would definitely not be able to support it, not to mention that if she had to come back here from such a distance, how many times would she have to collapse along the way, and if something really happened to her hometown, Sister-in-law Zhang would not be the first to return to the Mu family.
Sister-in-law Zhang's whole person suddenly trembled, as if she had just been drenched in the rain, her hair was a little messy, but her back was wet and sticky, it didn't look like water or rain, not to mention that it was a sunny day outside Jian Xinrou didn't dare to guess, could it be sweat, Sister-in-law Zhang was soaked with sweat.
"I... I don't know, I really don't know what to do Jian Xinrou, do you know? When I went back, when I saw my son lying there, I already felt something bad, in fact, I had been very nervous on the way back, and I went back to see my son off this time. ”
After Sister-in-law Zhang finished saying this sentence tremblingly, Jian Xinrou was shocked and stood there, not knowing what the next move should be.
"Sister-in-law Zhang, you mean... Has your son died? ”
Jian Xinrou couldn't accept this fact at all, just a few days ago, just before sending Sister-in-law Zhang away, she was still telling Sister-in-law Zhang how to redeem this matter and how to get along with her son, but she didn't expect Sister-in-law Zhang to come back so soon, and she really handled her son's funeral, and returned to this family as soon as possible, because Sister-in-law Zhang had long been used to living in this home.
"Yes, I really don't know what to do, I owe him too much, I should have listened to you a long time ago, if you had told me earlier, I would have understood that everything is not as important as family affection, I have given too much in my life to something else... I'm sorry for that kid. ”
Sister-in-law Zhang suddenly cried with rain, she couldn't control her tears at all, Jian Xinrou could also understand this woman, empathize, and shed tears next to her, because she had also experienced such a painful thing, so now Jian Xinrou can understand Sister-in-law Zhang's feelings very much, but she doesn't know how to comfort her, because now everything she says is something that Sister-in-law Zhang can't listen to, after all, her own son has left this world, just like her husband and father have died at that time.
The two of them sat together and cried for a long time, Jian Xinrou also gently patted Sister-in-law Zhang's back, hugged Sister-in-law Zhang for a long time, maybe she was tired of crying, and she was old and had some dizziness, Jian Xinrou quickly poured a glass of warm water for Sister-in-law Zhang, and after Sister-in-law Zhang drank it, she calmed her mood, knowing that it was useless to be sad now, because her son was no longer in this world.
When Sister-in-law Zhang really calmed down, she talked with Jian Xinrou and the two of them, why did Sister-in-law Zhang be so sad and return to this house for the first time, the first is because she is used to the life of this family, thinking that life is the person here, and death is the ghost here, after all, she has lived in this family for so many years, and the second is that this family has feelings that she can't give up, and the old lady doesn't know when she leaves the house.
"I know the pain of losing a loved one, and I also know why Sister-in-law Zhang is so uncomfortable now, but don't cry, it's okay, what you cry makes me feel a little distressed, you are already old, if you cry like this again, your body will not be able to stand it, let's turn the page after drinking this glass of water, no matter how much I miss my son, no matter how much guilt I have in my heart, we have to put it back for a while, life always has to have some guilt and regret."
Jian Xinrou's eyes also became red and swollen with crying, as for why she felt so empathy here, Jian Xinrou didn't want to remember it so much, because her father died at that time, and from the moment she went, the second uncle's heart also died, and her obsession for so many years also left, just because she knew this feeling, so Jian Xinrou blindly advised Sister-in-law Zhang to go back to see her son.
I didn't expect Jian Xinrou's admonition to be too late, if I could have known about this matter earlier, if I could have seen Sister-in-law Zhang's mind earlier, then I wouldn't have waited until Sister-in-law Zhang came home, and her son had already passed away.
"My daughter-in-law has been saying that my son missed me the most when he was alive, and he said that he had seen his biological mother several times and always wanted to ask me in front of me why I gave birth to him and didn't raise him."
Sister-in-law Zhang said this after adjusting her mood, looking into the distance, her mood didn't seem to fluctuate, but in fact, she was already very uncomfortable in her heart.
It is because Jian Xinrou understands this feeling, so she quietly follows the uncomfortable on the side, no matter how strong Sister-in-law Zhang is now, how she doesn't care, but her heart is already extremely uncomfortable, from the first moment Sister-in-law Zhang came back, Jian Xinrou can already see it.
"You don't know how much guilt I have in my heart, I don't realize until now, I owe so much to a child, over the years I often take a picture of that child when he was a child, and sometimes I can't help but ask myself, is this my son? Why don't I have any feelings for him, I thought I could let go of the original home, I was full of hatred for that home, so I wandered alone for so many years. ”
Sister-in-law Zhang sighed, and actually said everything, from the first moment she met the old lady, she explained everything to Jian Xinrou, Jian Xinrou obediently became a listener next to her, and didn't say anything, smile when she should smile, nod when she should nod, because there are too many bitterness and bitterness in Sister-in-law Zhang's memories, more happiness, and every time she talks about happiness, it involves the old lady, which shows that Sister-in-law Zhang really uses too much heart for the old lady.
"The old lady is like my reborn parents, she is not only my sister is my best friend, we are also superior-subordinate relationship, I will listen to everything she says, I will do everything he wants to do for her, I have developed a habit for so many years, if you want to suddenly let me go home and let me live my own life, I really don't know what I should do."
Sister-in-law Zhang put her hands on her legs, as if she was reporting her work situation very seriously, watching from the side, Jian Xinrou's heart was hurt, there are still such people in this world, who never live for themselves, it is precisely because of the obsession at that time that she has achieved this life.
Jian Xinrou didn't expect that Sister-in-law Zhang would have such a relationship with the old lady, so that is to say, her every move in this family was monitored by Sister-in-law Zhang, and the old lady would know everything that happened in this family, although the old lady had retreated to the rivers and lakes and no longer cared about all the things of this company, but she refused to let go of this company, which is the obsession of a founder.
No wonder I thought why the old lady got the news so quickly, and I also felt that I would be protected by someone else, but now it seems that everything has been explained.
But Jian Xinrou didn't ask all the questions she wanted to ask at this time, nor did she say everything she wanted to say, she just listened quietly to Sister-in-law Zhang, as for why Sister-in-law Zhang told Jian Xinrou all the thoughts in her heart now, it must be because of great trust and empathy, as long as the two women find together, they will talk about everything, and people who may be enemies one second may become friends the next.
"If you can, if you can untie the knot in your heart, you can give me a specific description of what happened at that time, some things will not be uncomfortable anymore, this is my personal experience, sister-in-law Zhang, you used to be by my side when I was the saddest, and I will accompany you at this time."
Jian Xinrou took out all of herself, reached out and held Sister-in-law Zhang's hand, and said that Sister-in-law Zhang could understand her intentions, and Sister-in-law Zhang also thanked Jian Xinrou very much, if it wasn't for Jian Xinrou being by her side all the time, I'm afraid she would have nowhere to go now, and she didn't know who to talk to.
"I am really fortunate to meet you, there are some things I can't tell the old lady, she is old, if you worry about me again, it will definitely hurt your body, I can't tell Mu Jinsheng, although Mu Jinsheng is the child I have seen since I was a child, but after all, he is a boy, some things will not be understood, fortunately I met you, soft-hearted, sometimes I feel that if I have a biological daughter like you, how good it would be, often be able to sit by my side and talk about my heart."
Looking at Sister-in-law Zhang's grateful, especially when she heard that she gave birth to her daughter, Jian Xinrou unconsciously thought of her mother's words, how mocking it sounded in Jian Xinrou's ears, she didn't have time to accompany her biological mother, but now she was sitting here and talking happily with her own family's pipe.
"Don't say that, when I was hurt, when I was lonely, you were always enlightening me and inspiring me, Sister-in-law Zhang, you treated me like a reborn parent, if it weren't for your company, it would be difficult for me to get out of the shadow of that time, I hope we can support each other."
The woman in front of her was both her elder and her friend, and Jian Xinrou hadn't felt this unprecedented feeling for a long time.
The two of them actually hugged each other and cried, I believe that if the old lady or any one of them saw such a scene, they would feel very surprised or shocked, the two are usually very restrained and very polite, and people like Sister-in-law Zhang have a very clear relationship between superiors and subordinates, and rarely lose their temper.