Chapter 418: Seeing the Light Again
Mu Zheng has been thin enough days during this time, he doesn't want to be like this at all, it's over, he has had a long dream, in the dream he dreamed that he can see things, how much he wishes he could really see things, since he opened his eyes and found that it was dark, he asked that weak question, and he never had a good look at the world, he didn't feel how beautiful the world was before, but after mentioning the loss, he knew how much he wanted to see Jian Xinrou's gentle face, He wanted to see the scenery of this foreign country, but he didn't have a chance now.
This is the biggest blow for a child, but Mu Zheng has borne it alone, and what he is most afraid of is that the people around him feel distressed because of his affairs, so Mu Zheng never cries because he can't see things, even if he falls, he silently gets up and learns to bear all this, because Mu Jinsheng taught him a man before, that is, to be a manly man, not to rely on others, even if he can't do it, he has to rely on his own places, Go and keep going.
Jian Xinrou in the dream is so gentle, although Jian Xinyu treats him very gently these days, but Sanmao always feels that something is wrong in that place, maybe a child can feel it, not the difference between a biological mother and a biological mother, Mu Zheng didn't dare to assert it, but he was still very uncomfortable in his heart, and he always felt that Jian Xinrou's changes were caused by his inability to see things.
"I can't sleep, so I came to see you, I don't know what's going on lately, I'm not as patient with you as before, maybe Dad has a lot in his heart, it doesn't have so much to do with you, I don't want you to always be cranky, you're just a child, you're a good son of Dad."
Mu Zheng was sleeping, Mu Jinsheng quietly walked into Mu Zheng's room, the words he just said to Jian Xinyu had made Mu Jinsheng angry enough, and now they couldn't see Jian Xinrou's shadow abroad, although Mu Jinsheng still felt that Jian Xinrou had never left this world, but he already believed everything in his heart, all the disbelief was just self-deception, Mu Jinsheng also knew that he was lying to himself, and he didn't dare to say this to Mu Zheng, even if the child was sleeping now, He also doesn't want a child to suffer something he shouldn't have.
"Do you know how sad Dad is when you can't see it? I hope you will develop better than me in the future, I want to teach you all the things I know, you are a good boy, from the first moment I saw you, I felt that you are the real descendant of our family, and then I knew that you were my biological son, not to mention how happy I was, although it was all a misunderstanding, I don't know what happened many years ago, Dad forgot, this is Dad is irresponsible to you. ”
Mu Jinsheng stroked his forehead and felt very guilty in his heart, Mu Jinsheng had never been so guilty over the years, even if he saw Jian Xinrou so guilty before, Mu Jinsheng always felt that the future, but unfortunately there was still a long way to go, he was not afraid to go down with his family, but now he found out that after Jian Xinrou left, Mu Jinsheng was only one person, and there would not be so much room for maneuver at all, so only taking good care of this son was his only way.
Mu Zheng was confused, as if he heard a man talking to himself next to him, that voice was like a father, in a dream Dad is so gentle, sometimes very serious, when teaching him something, Mu Zheng never wanders, always sit well and listen, when it should be serious, from a small Mu Jinsheng to Mu Zheng a reason, a person has to do what he likes to do, don't be forced by others, unless forced to do it, Mu Zheng also has the responsibility of this family, If he is really Mu Jinsheng's only child, he will definitely inherit the company in the future.
Mu Jinsheng understands him and knows that he doesn't have this idea, because Mu Zheng is a very artistic child, and he is also very smart, with a business mind, but he is not interested in the company's affairs.
"After your mother appeared, I thought that everything would be better, but a lot of things have happened recently, and my father is a little overwhelmed, so sometimes he will drink by himself, I know you don't want to see your father like this, but Dad really doesn't want to tell you, during this time, you still listen to bedtime stories every day, I look at you sleeping so well, I think a lot, I want everything to go back to the past."
Mu Jinsheng stroked Mu Zheng's forehead with his hand, and gently touched Mu Zheng's hair, this child's hair is delicate and soft, like Jian Xinrou's appearance, looking at Sanmao's eyes as if there is a little Jian Xinrou, Mu Jinsheng unconsciously remembered the first time he saw Jian Xinrou a long time ago, when Jian Xinrou was still a kindergarten teacher, and he served Mu Zheng respectfully.
Mu Zheng had a long, long dream, he kept chasing his mother, but he couldn't catch up, it seemed to be a nightmare, but it seemed to be a wonderful dream, Jian Xinrou in the dream had been smiling at him, Mu Zheng stood in place and looked at his mother's shadow a little stupidly, as if their happiness was getting farther and farther away, but I don't know what's going on, Mu Zheng suddenly felt a light in front of him, and when he opened his eyes, he looked at the ceiling with blurred vision, and the man next to him had fallen asleep at this time, Mu Jinsheng fell asleep while talking next to Mu Zheng, and when he woke up, it was already dawn.
Looking at Mu Zheng looking at the ceiling with his eyes open and stunned, Mu Jinsheng thought something was happening, and the child stared at the ceiling without blinking, as if he was very stunned. And Mu Jinsheng next to him was also a little frightened, didn't say a word, looked at the child in front of him in a daze, sometimes the father's reaction is not as sluggish as the mother, so at this moment I want to know what Mu Zheng really needs.
Mu Zheng felt it, and there was a person next to him who turned his head to look at Mu Jinsheng next to him, when his father's face appeared clearly in Mu Zheng's eyes, at this time Mu Zheng really realized that he could look at it, his eyes regained their former brightness, and his vision seemed to be more than before During this time, through treatment abroad, he did suffer a lot, but Mu Zheng never said the hardships he ate, even if it hurt him, he endured it, because he knew if it was for his own good, after the car accident, Mu Zheng has never regretted it, because he knows that he is protecting his mother.
"What's wrong with you? If you have any needs, just tell me. ”
Mu Jinsheng was born suddenly, but Mu Zheng didn't show a frightened look, but still stared at him directly, Mu Jinsheng's eyes quietly showed some joy, thinking that this child would not be able to see it, but seeing Mu Zheng's eyes are so sluggish, but there is light in his eyes, much more bright than before, I don't know how to describe it, this kind of look, Mu Jinsheng with expectations, looking at Mu Zheng in front of him didn't dare to ask that sentence, can you see things?
"Dad, you've lost weight."
When Mu Zheng said this, Mu Jinsheng was undoubtedly in tears, a man who never cried in front of his children When he heard this sentence, he was really too moved, too much expectation of too much pain and torture in these days, because after hearing this sentence, Mu Jinsheng's conjecture just now has been confirmed, Mu Zheng can really see things, this is the best gift for Mu Jinsheng, nothing else is needed, I just hope that my child is good, any parent wants this.
"You..."
Mu Jinsheng was a little speechless with excitement, he really didn't know how to communicate with the child in front of him, he was used to seeing Mu Zheng stumbling, he was used to seeing Mu Zheng being served by others, and now his eyes were bright.
"I can see Dad, in fact, when I dreamed last night, I dreamed that I could see a lot of things, I don't know what's going on, I seem to hear you talking to me, you said you want me to wake up soon, so Mu Zheng will wake up soon, but seeing you say this, Mu Zheng is really worried about you, has you not eaten meat recently?"
Mu Zheng said something cute, as soon as he saw the things around him, he began to be naughty, his eyes blinked, and he looked at the man next to him, the man was very moved, and his tears couldn't help but fall.
"Dad, I'm really scared, don't cry, I'm really scared, I won't be able to see it again I don't want to put pressure on any of you, in fact, I'm in a bad mood every day, I'm not happy to eat, I don't feel like sugar is sweet."
Mu Zheng's tears kept falling, of course Mu Jinsheng felt very sorry for this child, everything, all the travel tracks were because of this child, if Jian Xinrou knew that the child's eyes were already good, she would definitely be very moved, and her heart would be full of hope for the future life, so Mu Jinsheng quietly thought about it in her heart at this moment, the first thing they did after returning to China was to find Jian Xinrou.
"I'm so scared, you know? I'm more afraid, I'm more afraid that your eyes won't be able to see, I'm really afraid that you won't be able to see Dad in the future, it's good if you can see it, it's okay. ”
Mu Jinsheng was very excited to hug the child all of a sudden, they are biological father-son relationship, no matter who the mother is, there is only one father, that is Mu Jinsheng.