Chapter 33: I Am My Antidote
Gao Zifeng is not short of money, he doesn't need to work hard to earn, he still has to make a good choice, a good choice can only be judged by himself, and he can find the basis for his judgment.
Sometimes he wished he needed to work hard to survive and not have to worry about having nowhere to spend so much time.
"Where did you fall, you have to fall again, wouldn't it be nice to stand up?"
After saying the words of comfort, Gao Zifeng immediately followed the location in his mobile phone to find Lin Yuhan, and the closer he got to the mobile phone to show that Lin Yuhan might be in the location, the more he found out.
It was desolate and uninhabited. A large forest is followed by a large forest.
When he is unhappy, he is unhappy in any way, and life must go on unless it ends with a vicious presentation.
That's not necessary, why, why not be kind to yourself?
He's going to see whoever he wants to meet!
If you don't treat yourself well, you will get worse and worse, those people will stand by and watch, they will fall into the well, and they will understand according to their own ideas.
Gao Zifeng hadn't considered giving up yet, but he didn't know that Lin Yuhan was trapped.
She is the same sad everywhere she goes, why not start today, little by little, change the sadness hidden in her character.
The person she worries about the most should be herself, isn't there the warm power for her to face this suffocating cage?
The sunset through the iron gate, losing the scorching heat of the earlier period, can barely accept that the sun is about to set.
Looking back on this day, I think of the bone-chilling cold at night, and the current sultry heat are simply two worlds, but it is clear that Lin Yuhan is difficult to move an inch.
Those beginnings of life, those bright smiles, those moments of being loved, are the warm sun in winter, and even now, there are people who give them the opportunity to express themselves.
People are loved, so they feel the beauty of the world.
If you have been hurt, you will leave a permanent injury, and in the place where you have been hurt, you don't need to hide it, just let it become a part of your life, a part of your life. Don't forget, don't be sad when you think about it, sad when you're sad! Turn these into strength, into a source.
"Don't you really want to tell her?"
Important memory, Lin Yuhan has not yet found the answer. Qin Sijian had a voice in his heart.
If she doesn't remember the lost memories in her life, he is hiding it for the rest of her life, if she asks about not telling the truth, it is deception, if she asks about hiding part of the content, it is the best, then don't make such a choice.
Is it okay to grow old alone?
Otherwise, how to show a high wind and bright festival, isn't that wronged yourself? What's more, Lin Yuhan, a little woman, needs to be loved well, and it is worth loving for a lifetime.
Qin Sijian resounded the crimes of those wicked people many years ago. Although he met the love of his life, he could not hide the mistakes they made.
What's more, the scum who framed them made Qin Sijian and Lin Yuhan waste so much time, is it worth it?
Is it worth giving up your life for the sake of such a devil? If the healing ability is not good, how can you live until now?
It's not worth wasting time and energy for the dregs. He once sat in the corner of a foreign café and couldn't find a destination.
When Qin Siwei was 20 years old, he was adrift in a foreign country, and suddenly received the news of his parents' death, and he came back immediately, but he couldn't see them. I thought that I was the only one left in the world.
Even if you go on a trip, you are in a daze and want to connect with good things. Thinking about it this way, there is still hope for people and they are still worthy of redemption.
Finding hope for life in the absence of hope. In the dark, I found that there was a poisonous hand that kept turning his hand into a cloud and covering his hand into rain.
Qin Siji is unwilling, is he willing to kill the scum? Murder and suicide?
No, it's a lose-lose situation.
Thinking of those sanctimonious people, he feels very hypocritical, and hypocritical people always have to pay the price, so there is a little psychological balance when he thinks about it.
Zeng was very hurt, he didn't say anything, but he couldn't let go of himself, and pretended to be affectionate, I'm afraid he's sick, right?
When people know their attitudes, they get out of the way, and if they knew this, they should have done it early in the morning.
"Zhao Weiqiang also warned like this, he is just stupid, what does it matter?"
Because Zhao Weiqiang did something wrong, his face was not red and his heart was not beating, and he continued to do evil.
Qin Sijian thought that for such a scumbag, ruined his life, is it worth it?
More and more voices sounded in his heart.
It cannot be denied that Zhao Weiqiang will have the most serious effects, using drugs to invade the body and ruin his personality, and he chose to suffer the blessing of misfortune at that time.
He doesn't want to pass on his negative energy to others, and he chooses to do good, not to ignore his inner feelings.
Face up to life, restrain temper, nourish yourself, understand the difference, draw a clear line, no, but you can have new, good ideas, since these are part of the soul, step on these dross, continue to move forward, to produce, to laugh.
To love, to manage, to leave good feelings, to have new feelings.
The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable it becomes, and all of a sudden it gets better again, is it a matter of will, right? Or does the will affect itself?
What does it mean to go crazy?
Probably just turning around and seeing yourself as neighbors to the devil.
Qin Sijian didn't want to be like a devil in his heart, if he chose to deceive, he was no different from the devil, and if he brought good things and continued to be the devil, he would not regret it.
That man is the devil who has ruined the past, first destroyed, then self-destructed, and then never turned over in the swamp of bad life, inferiority, sadness, and anger.
Unarmed, redeem yourself from the demons.
If you want to continue to live, you still have to make a living, you need a healthy mentality, and it is best to get out of the shadows, otherwise you only have this memory in your life, it is really too cheap for him, it is worth being lonely for him for a lifetime, and it is worth remembering for a lifetime.
If you want to live easily, there is nothing to mention only the fierce person, the ignorant self, and the memories of the unfortunate past.
Things that are not worth mentioning, you will hurt yourself if you mention it repeatedly, everyone has a different bottom line, but everyone is different, that is nothing, there is nothing to mind, you can not forgive, the result is not to see.
There is only one situation that may say goodbye outside of work, the death of his parents, and the rest do not need to be considered. What's the use of being angry, hurting yourself, being sad, what's the use, hurting yourself, but knowing that you are the one who is loved.
To do a good deed is to be better, but to provoke others to bully.
Personality and dignity have long been completely trampled on, is there any? No, don't, go on living.
"Do you know you're sick?"
"Know, I'm my antidote."
So much so that immersed in the heart, ignoring others, ignoring the outside, in fact, is very sick, and people have mental illness to a greater or lesser extent.
No matter if you're in a good mood or not, you can't go on with your life? He wondered what kind of nerves he had today.