Chapter 275: Implanted by Feelings
Later, Lu Yu and Lu Feng said a lot, although Lu Feng couldn't understand it at first, why Lu Yu was so protective of himself, he said that outsiders were not good, and his first impression of this girl was always bad, although Lu Feng couldn't understand all this, there was no way for Lu Yu to explain, but after a long time, Lu Feng could also understand, after all, it was his own flesh and blood, and it was impossible to say that he wanted to erase all his feelings because of a first impression.
It's just that when he found out later, Lu Feng had already regretted it, because Jian Xinyu's purpose was not pure, but when Jian Xinyu regretted it in the end, they could finally understand that the purpose of being together at the beginning was the simplest, and in the end, the two of them had their own ideas.
"I don't pursue anything else now, let's not talk about whether you are happy or not, whether this girl is suitable for you or not, after a long time, you will naturally find out that the two of you, in fact, there is a deep gap in the middle, this girl has too many stories hidden in her heart, you don't know her origin, his name may be fake, do you know? If you are really taken advantage of by this girl, the consequences are unimaginable. ”
When Lu Yu began to slowly calm down his emotions and sat down to talk with Lu Feng, both of them began to dispel all the doubts in their hearts, and now they were just a pair of normal sisters and brothers talking, but Lu Feng still recognized the feelings in his heart.
"Sister, you keep saying that she wants to use me, and wants me to help her accomplish some purposes, but you know what I can use by her, do you think our family is particularly rich, or am I particularly rich and capable, I don't have anything that can make her use me, if Xinyu really wants me or something, I would have seen it a long time ago, but so far, the two of us are just talking about feelings, and we haven't talked about any interests or things that are bad for me."
Lu Feng could see that although he didn't understand what Lu Yu did at first, thinking that it was just the first impression that was doing tricks, and it would naturally get better after a long time, but the more time passed, the more he found his heart knot, as if he was very stubborn about this matter, since Lu Yu and Jian Xinyu had an open and honest conversation in the room that day, Lu Yu's impression of Jian Xinyu was even worse.
She felt that this woman was an upright white lotus, but Lu Feng didn't find it, in fact, Jian Xinyu didn't hide much about her character or purpose, any discerning person could see that Lu Feng was really blindfolded by lard.
"Since you don't think so, then I hope you can find your most sincere feelings, if the two of you really like each other together, I naturally won't object, but if that woman wants to take advantage of you and want to harm you, I won't agree at all, I can see from her eyes that this woman is not simple, but you haven't found it yet."
Lu Yu sighed, about this issue, and he didn't want to talk too much about his brother, because after all, Lu Feng didn't understand this matter, even if she said that it was useless, if a man wanted him to really believe, something must be heard and seen with his own ears.
"I have no parents since I was a child, sister, you took care of me to the beginning, you are like my mother, although you are just a few years older than me, you have not yet started a family, and you have been delayed by my life, I have actually always understood some truths, everything you do is for my good, but sometimes I also think that you will have some misunderstandings, but usually we are discussed, on this matter, I feel that I have found that I can make decisions for myself on emotional issues."
Lu Feng would become very regretful every time he quarreled with Lu Yu, not so much regret, but not knowing how to deal with the conflict between the two of them.
"You're right, the two of us have had no parents since we were children, and from the first moment that woman walked in the door, I felt that this woman was not ordinary or simple, just like I talked to her alone, I would never do anything to hurt you, you know this."
Lu Yu sighed, and told his younger brother that he didn't understand, but sometimes Lu Feng seemed to understand a little, but he put his feelings first, and Lu Feng didn't do his job well these days, if he really put his work first, at least emotionally he was more rational, but Lu Feng seemed to be too emotional, and for so many years, his obsession with Jian Xinrou was too deep.
"Sister, don't look at me on the surface, there are some things, we are the opposite sex, I really can't say it to you, I have a few particularly close friends, sometimes I can't stand it in my heart, I will go and tell them, these things have never been told to you, Jian Xinrou is a girl I have always liked, concentrate You know, the moment I brought her home, I saw her suffer like that, my heart hurt to death, but in the end that girl is still not because of me, She has her own happiness and her own pursuits, and I can't stop her, but until the moment I meet Xinyu, I know that God may use this girl to make up for me. ”
Lu Feng never said this in front of Lu Yu, his voice was very low when he said this, for fear of being heard by Jian Xinyu lying in the house, since Jian Xinyu came to this house, most of the time he was lying on the bed, thinking about some things, and sometimes his body was relatively weak, except for the time when he got up to go to the toilet or eat, he was alone in the house at other times, and Lu Yu never took the initiative to find Jian Xinyu.
Lu Yu didn't speak, just raised his eyes and looked at the boy sitting in front of him, this man seemed to have some vicissitudes, and he also knew that when he grew up, Lu Yu knew that there were some things that he shouldn't interfere in, but after all, he was his own brother, if he really chose the wrong person emotionally and was used by that woman for a lifetime, this is how Lu Yu is unwilling, because he is a man who he has bothered to cultivate.
Lu Feng has actually been very wronged by the girl he likes for so many years, and he can't find anyone when he was in college, he has been waiting for so many years, and after a long time, he will regard that waiting as the whole of his life, I hope that in addition to what Lu Yu and Lu Feng are looking forward to, only Jian Xinrou can appear in front of him.
"Actually, I don't really understand, everyone wants a relationship that is recognized by family and friends, but you never do this, when I brought Jian Xinrou back, you just advised me that Jian Xinrou has his own happiness, but now that Xinyu is coming, I don't know what kind of standards you have for my future mate selection, and I don't know what kind of girl you think can be worthy of me, but I'm just an ordinary person, your brother may be very good in your eyes, But I'm nothing in the eyes of outsiders. ”
Lu Feng poured out all his bitterness, and in daily life, he and Lu Yu are like friends and confidants, and he will say anything to Lu Yu, but in terms of feelings, after all, Lu Yu is regarded as his elder, and some things are still difficult to speak.
"I have never stopped you from pursuing your own happiness, and I have not deliberately not liked every girl you bring back, I just use my criteria to see if you and that girl will be happy, so sometimes you may misunderstand."
Lu Yu raised her eyes, her eyes were full of tears, these tears were full of grievances, it was precisely because she was so misunderstood by her own brother, so Lu Yu felt very aggrieved, everything she did, every step she took and every word she said was for the good of her brother, but Lu Feng didn't understand it very well, and he could understand it in other aspects, but Lu Feng seemed to be very confused about emotional issues, and he didn't know who to believe.
"I'm really tempted this time, no matter what happened before, but sister, I beg you, you really have to agree to let me date this girl, whether it works or not, at least we have to try to know what it will be like in the future, none of us know."
Lu Feng asked to show Lu Yu in front of him with a face, Lu Yu knew that she really lost this time, whether he was a mother or Lu Yu, he couldn't resist a boy who was being implanted emotionally.
"I've never tried to stop you from interacting with anyone, it's just that through my eyes, I can see who you have results with and who has no results, these I just expose these appearances to you, and you, always can't see through, can't understand, always be willful, put feelings first, if you can really see it, I won't talk so much, I won't stop you, we usually don't have so many contradictions."
When a woman quarrels, she always looks at a man's attitude, and it is the same when she quarrels with her younger brother, Lu Yu always feels that blood is thicker than water, and sometimes Lu Feng doesn't say anything if he can, but when Lu Feng really talks about emotional problems, he quarrels with Lu Yu, and the two of them don't let him take a step, and always feel that Lu Yu is deliberately making things difficult for himself.
Lu Yu will be very sad every time, feeling that so many years of hard work have come to naught, and he wants to ignore it, but he is reluctant, and he will eventually fall into confusion and entanglement, and will only give hope to his brother again and again, but the next time he finds that his brother does something hurtful, Lu Yu is also helpless.
"Of course I know that you are good for me, but this time I want you to let go and let me go for a walk by myself, whether it is right or wrong, I will bear it myself."
Many years later, when Lu Feng remembered those words, he unconsciously felt a little funny, if he had stood and listened to others, he would not have made everything like that.