Chapter 484: No hesitation

When Mu Jinsheng dragged his tired body back home, he sighed and lay on the sofa thinking about a lot of things, and now Mu Zheng is still in Lu Yu's home.

He didn't want to care about anyone, because Mu Zheng could stay anywhere, so Mu Jinsheng didn't worry too much, and he couldn't go into anyone and anything in his heart.

Now that he needs to face his father's scolding, Mu Zheng's guilt, and the panic when he can't find Jian Xinrou, Mu Jinsheng really feels that he can't hold it alone, and he can't find that woman for so long.

He really didn't know what he would do if he really couldn't find Jian Xinrou, and it had been so long, and there was no news at all, including the news that Xu Yang had asked him to help him find out for so long, and even Jian Xinrou's ID card entry and exit certificate was not available.

I thought that I had a wide enough network and it was easy to find someone, but I didn't expect that when a person really hid or disappeared, it was really so difficult for him, especially his beloved, the more he couldn't find it, the more anxious he was, but it was useless to be anxious.

It wasn't until I met Jian Xinrou, a man, that I knew that no one was supernatural.

Mu Jinsheng lay there reminiscing about Jian Xinrou, thinking that the beautiful memories between them were also unpleasant, whether they were pleasant or unpleasant, and now this woman could not appear in front of him.

And Mu Jinsheng couldn't figure out what was going on with this matter, he already knew the ins and outs, and most of them were cheated by Jian Xinyu.

What kind of hatred is between Jian Xinyu and Jian Xinrou, he hasn't figured it out yet, and Jian Xinyu still needs to tell him to let go.

Maybe I'll have to come up with some other explanation, he really doesn't bother to face such a woman, and he lies a lot.

Mu Jinsheng sighed and fell asleep deeply, sometimes hoping to find the shadow of that woman in his sleep, if Jian Xinrou could appear in his dream and give him a little guidance, he would not be so confused.

For a man, he really loses his beloved, he is not very affectionate, but he is so sad in his heart because of excessive guilt and self-blame.

"Do you know how much you owe her? You owe her, you can't make up for it with this life, do you know how disappointed she was in you when you threw away that pair of diamond rings? ”

When Lu Yu asked this sentence, it was actually still reflected in Mu Jinsheng's mind, thinking of Lu Yu's expression at that time, he looked distressed for Jian Xinrou, even a good friend felt so sorry for Jian Xinrou.

He is a man that Jian Xinrou has to rely on for a lifetime, how can he do this, and the pair of diamond rings that he threw away will never be recovered.

Every time he thinks of Jian Xinyu's ugly eyes, Mu Jinsheng will feel sorry for Jian Xinrou, if he had found out and trusted earlier, if he had stood by the side of the second uncle without hesitation at that time, all this would not have happened, and he would not regret it like now.

"Jian Xinrou, where are you? I really know it's wrong, I beg you to show up, I can't stand it, I can't stand it without you, every time Mu Zheng mentions his mother, I feel extremely guilty, that mood is really going to cover me, I don't have the mood to do anything else. ”

Mu Jinsheng sat there and muttered to himself, as if begging God to give him another chance, what he did before was too hurtful, if Jian Xinrou reappeared in front of him, he would be desperate to be good to her.

The opportunity didn't come for no reason, no matter how much he prayed to God now, it was useless, Jian Xinrou didn't know who his previous family and the people he knew were, except for the twilight meeting, they didn't have any chance to meet again.

After Mu Zheng woke up, looking at this strange environment, he suddenly remembered that he had slept here for a long time, but he did not cry.

Lu Yu was thinking about the ins and outs of the matter in the living room, and felt that the child was sleeping here, and Mu Jinsheng had no intention of coming back to pick it up, so he decided to cook a delicious meal for Mu Zheng.

It seems that Mu Zheng likes to eat Jian Xinrou's favorite things very much, just like that plate of dumplings, when he heard that Jian Xinrou likes to eat, he immediately put a particularly hot dumpling into his mouth, which made Lu Yu moved for no reason.

And Lu Feng will not reject a child, although he doesn't play much with children, but Lu Feng's nature is still kind and righteous.

"That's how this kid is in our house."

Lu Feng frowned, although he didn't feel much rejection, he still took the initiative to go to Lu Yu to talk, the two of them hadn't spoken much since Mu Jinsheng left.

"If a child wants to sleep here, he can sleep here, anyway, his mother often sleeps in that room, and I think he can sleep more soundly in that room."

Lu Yu sighed, only now did he really understand how deep Jian Xinrou's feelings were with this child, if it wasn't for the child's blindness at that time, how could he stay by Jian Xinyu's side for so long without crying?

"I don't have any opinions, but I just feel a little troublesome, and I finally have to get back to my own life."

Lu Feng is a hard-mouthed and soft-hearted person, especially when Jian Xinrou leaves, he always behaves like a knife-mouthed tofu heart.

"I know you like that kid a lot, but because of his father, you don't really want to have contact with him, I think you play with him, you two get acquainted, I think this kid is very cute."

Lu Yu laughed, stood up and walked to the kitchen, deciding to cook a big meal tonight.

"Mu Jinsheng, this man is really big-hearted, he doesn't care if he throws his children in other people's homes, if I can't do this kind of thing."

Lu Feng scoffed, and finally decided to go to the child's room to have a look, after all, he had no children, no experience, and he was afraid that something would happen to the child, even if the two of them could talk, it would be a good thing.

One of the problems he overlooked was that Mu Zheng did not need to be taken care of by others like ordinary children, and Mu Zheng was very sensible and understood what was safe and what was dangerous, so he would never put himself in a dangerous environment.

Lu Yu looked at his brother's back helplessly, I don't know when it started, my brother became less smiling, it turned out to be so optimistic, and he could invest a long time around his work every day.

But since Jian Xinrou left, Mu Jinsheng is not what it used to be, maybe when Jian Xinyu was here, Lu Feng had already changed.

I don't know where to start, Lu Yu always sighs, the relationship between him and his younger brother is no longer as pure as before, and his younger brother seems to have grown up suddenly.

When I entered the door, I found that Mu Zheng had woken up alone, sitting in this room and looking left and right, as if he was still trying to smell something.

"What are you doing?"

Lu Feng gently pushed the door in, he didn't want to laugh, but when he saw this child, he unconsciously raised a smile, after all, the best expression for a child is to smile, when a child sees that you are fierce, he naturally doesn't want to contact you.

Mu Zheng raised his head with some curiosity, originally wanted to see who was coming, but when he saw Lu Feng coming, he felt an inexplicable sense of intimacy, and always felt that this man was very gentle.

But I don't know why this man behaved fiercely in front of his father, and he didn't seem to get along well with his father, but this didn't affect Mu Zheng's first impression of Lu Feng.

"Uncle, do you have a good relationship with my mother? My mom had stayed in this room before, and I took a closer look to see if there was still her scent in this room. ”

Mu Zheng looked at 4 weeks with some curiosity, and when he said this, Lu Feng was moved for a moment, a child's feelings for his mother are so deep, and this sense of dependence is something that Lu Feng has never seen in others.

"Do you miss your mom so much?"

Lu Feng suddenly felt that he didn't reject this boy so much, and he didn't feel disgusted that the child's father was Mu Jinsheng, he took the initiative to step forward and gently touched the back of Mu Zheng's head with his hand, and at this moment he only felt that Mu Zheng was very cute.

As soon as he thought that this child was the second child to remain in this world, Lu Feng felt that he could be infinitely doted, and this child must grow up healthy and happy.

"I miss my mom so much, I haven't seen her for a long time, I thought she would be by my side all the time, but I don't know why my mom is lost now."

Mu Zheng said this with some frustration, lowered his head and exhaled.

Lu Feng, when he heard a child say this, some sympathy appeared in his heart, but he couldn't help this child much, because he didn't know where Jian Xinrou was.

Now it has been proved that Jian Xinrou is still alive, this is the greatest hope in his heart, and he will do everything in his power to find Jian Xinrou, but he has no idea where he can find that woman and where that woman has gone.

"Don't worry, mom will definitely have time to get it back if she loses it, don't be too discouraged, mom must love you somewhere in this world."

Lu Feng touched the back of Mu Zheng's head, and inexplicably felt that this child was a little similar to Jian Xinrou, and he really liked Mu Zheng more and more.

When Mu Jinsheng was in this place just now, he had very little communication with him, and he was so sensible, and smart, and he spoke so smartly, he really inherited all the advantages of the two of them.

Lu Feng unconsciously became envious, sighed, and felt that it might be difficult for him to find a fairy partner in his life.