Shuyu's expression was sad, his voice was very soft, but his cold eyes revealed coldness.

"I will never forget that in the cold and snowy winter, she carried me into the mountains, and I could only wait there to die in the cold wind. However, if I had died at that time, it would have been good, at least there would have been no drag like me in this family. ”

"What kind of nonsense are you talking about!?"

Liang Zhichen smiled at Shuyu angrily, but instead of being annoyed, Shuyu chuckled. "Isn't it? If it weren't for the fact that it cost me too much money to raise me, you wouldn't have run so far, let alone take risks, and then you ...... Shujun is also because of me, he is a very self-respecting and proud character, and he does have that talent, but because of me, he abandoned his self-esteem and sold himself to do drama? ”

"Later, the wife and the owner entered the family, and you know that when she caused you to break your hand, Yixuan broke her foot, and Yue Ning was almost burned to death by the fire, Hao Ming left a body of fire injuries to save Yue Ning, and was even disfigured because of the fire...... Do you know how I feel? ”

A gentle smile flowed between Shuyu's eyebrows, and out of the corner of his eye, he glanced at the guqin placed on the cabinet. "Before my fathers passed away one after another, I was sick again, and my mother was impatient with my father, so I invited a doctor to see me, but afterwards I didn't know who bought a poisonous weed, and that night she took the poisonous weed and said to me, if my body has been like this, I can't get better, but I might as well have my own results, and I will save the burden of others."

"Although I was young at the time, I remembered things, and when I became ill again, my mother crushed the poisonous weeds into powder and sprinkled some of them in my decoction. I saw it, but I didn't say anything. But eldest brother, you found out that you snatched the decoction, and later told the fathers about it, and the mother had a cold war with the fathers about this matter, until the fathers all died, and the relationship did not ease. ”

Shuyu's eyebrows and eyes were very gentle, he thought, his heart had probably become distorted as early as when he found out that his biological mother wanted to poison him.

"It was also that day, eldest brother, you told me that as long as people live, there is hope, so you will not allow anyone to hurt me, nor will I allow myself to hurt myself, and then I dragged my family down so badly, do you know how cruel it is for me to force me to live?"

"But I don't blame anyone, if I die, it will only teach you heartache, and if I live, no matter how hard life is, then as you said, life has hope. But this hope is not mine, but yours. ”

The corners of Shuyu's lips twitched slightly, "The poisonous herbs of the year had their own strange fragrance, even if they were ground into powder, the taste would last for a long time." My mother only used some at the beginning, but there was still half of it left, and I hid it. That was the way I prepared for myself, and later I also thought about whether to use it on my wife, but the law of Dayuan taught me not to act without permission, for fear that one person would kill his wife and my brothers would sit together. ”

At this time, the sound of horses' hooves outside the house remembered that Xu is wife and fourth brother had returned.

Shuyu slowly straightened her sleeves: "I can see your intentions, but if there is a way, I don't want to live with that person, let alone respect such a person as a wife, and even I would rather not have my own life than be saved by her." ”

"And my heart, my thoughts, my feelings, big brother...... Do you really understand? ”