Chapter 447: Understanding
"I don't know, what I said that day was so ugly, and I knew that some of the things I did that day were very wrong, but I really didn't want to say anything else.
I know that your level of courtesy is already the greatest courtesy to me, the degree of courtesy. But you also know that I am in such a situation now, and you know it.
I'm in such a mood now, so I'm in a very bad mood right now, and you know very well, so that day, I said these words to your mother to your father.
When I say ugly words, I am actually very sad in my heart, but I can't control my mood, I can't control my temper.
I don't know why, but I feel like I've been in this period of time since I've been sick, and I've become very irritable and get angry easily.
It's easy to be a fire prevention situation, so we've been trying to control him now, but I still can't control it.
Actually, I really want to control it, I really don't want him to just control me to do it, I'm going to do something I don't want to do, but that was really just a reason.
The main thing is that I was really angry that day, and the most important thing is that it was still that day, right? The words he did were really ugly.
I really don't like him sometimes, you know, I really paid so much for this family in this family.
I never thought of a place where I could only give so much. I will make myself so sad, but there is a saying in this world that is particularly true.
It's not that if you give something, you will be rewarded. Some things are in some things, IQ is simply such a situation, that is, you are giving.
But it's still a situation that doesn't pay off, so that's how it is now. Actually, I don't want to be the kind of person you all hate.
I don't want to be like that, it's just an image like a shrew, I was such a good kiss before me, how chic I was before I didn't know you before I got married.
How comfortable I am, but I don't know why I'm the way I am now.
So sometimes I think about the question of how nice it would be if I could go back to that time, and if I could go back to the same rotor state as before.
If I had burned the way I had been, I might have lived a more chic and comfortable life, and maybe there wouldn't have been some troubles like now.
So sometimes I wonder, am I saying these things wrong? If it's really done right, then why is there such a situation, why is it the way it is now? ”
Su Yanxi said these words to me, in fact, I didn't want him to want to cause him to think like this, to cause him to be such a mage, but I don't know why.
I just feel that although she has been relaxed by the Maldives in the past few days, he still has his own heart in his music.
His heart is still really not opened, if Su Yanxi's heart is really opened, it will definitely not be like this.
So now Su Yanxi is just here to say such things, in fact, she still has some thoughts in her heart.
It's because there is such a hidden thing in his heart, so she holds back and doesn't say anything, so bringing him here is just to relax.
Maybe after relaxing his mood, it will be easier for him to say all the things that are hidden in his heart.
Like now, after Su Yanxi said everything she had hidden in her heart, she felt a lot more relaxed, so now I see him like this.
also thinks it's good, although he knows that Su Yanxi's current appearance is a very painful new broadband, after all, one side is his parents and the other is his beloved woman, so the choice between the two sides is really difficult for her.
So I don't want to think about anything now, after all, it's not necessarily how much is left of Su Yan's days now. So they should spend each day as if it were their last.
Because now that they are here, such a day is also very good, it is not that they don't want to receive treatment, but what is the process of such a treatment?
Or how long the process is, it's hard to say.
So if that's the case, don't say anything, just spend each day and spend each day as if it were your last.
Every day will be happier, more chic, so that you will not worry about everything, you don't have to worry about everything, in fact, every day, only this is the best.
There are many things in the world that think like this, if you are a liar, the more you think of him crookedly, the more he will make you sad and sad.
If you just don't think about these things, anyway, these things will go with the flow of a sentence that is particularly good, that is, the boat to the bridge head naturally straight.
So if he already has such a behavior, if he has such a law of development, then why should he interfere with her.
So why stop it, so let him go with the flow, and going with the flow is sometimes the best outcome.
Because sometimes it will only backfire if you manage too much, so there are some things to do, you just don't go, and if you are too rude, don't go too much.
A lot of things have to be handled like this, and if you just let her go, that's the best, so that's how it is now.
So Xi Yishen was also in such a mood in his heart after listening to Su Yanxi's words, so he was also very sad now. He knew that Su Yanxi had done a lot of grievances in this family.
But there is nothing she can do to stop these problems herself, because these problems are some facts that I have no way to change.
Because this is the situation of every family, but all he can do is to try to maintain the current one.
Try to maintain a balance between them, so that nothing happens to them.
If such a situation occurs, I think a lot of the time, this is that either the two of them will emigrate.
If you do it abroad, you won't be able to see your parents, and then a lot of things will happen unnecessarily.
But he knows very well that such an act is only an act that treats the symptoms but not the root cause, because in this case, it will not achieve a good effect at all.
Because evasion does not solve the problem, if evasion can solve any problem, so when the incumbent mentions, his evasion will not appear to be something that someone is responsible for.
In fact, in fact, this time is to have the courage to face a situation like this, that is, to face it and solve it.
In this way, maybe it will be a good thing to solve the current problem, otherwise, blindly avoiding it will not solve anything at all.