Looking at his appearance, I finally felt a sense of despair.

But after despair, it finally calmed down.

For me now, those are no longer important, it seems to calm down in an instant, I take a deep breath, desperately telling myself in my heart that I can't be irritable.

Life and death are fateful, maybe Yi Yao doesn't want to be here.

The illness came quickly, and Yi Yao, who could still open her eyes from time to time in the morning, soon fell into a deeper coma.

All I could do was hold her hand blankly.

"Forget it, if you really don't want to be my daughter, then go where you need to go," I murmured softly, and finally the corners of my eyes were still soaked with tears.

"Yiyao is not bad now, at least at the end of her life she got what she always wanted." Lin Yuan walked over and patted me lightly on the shoulder, "What she wants most is her parents, and now that she is leaving, she must have no regrets." ”

I opened my mouth, but finally nodded slightly.

In fact, how can it be said that it is an unlucky thing to be able to leave happily?

Just when we were ready for Yi Yao to leave, her situation gradually stabilized.

"What's going on?" Naturally, I couldn't believe it, and even thought of words like "Back to Light".

Later, he finally shook his head and rejected the idea.

"Probably not," I shook my head slightly, and sighed softly, because at this point, a voice in my heart had been telling me that she was okay.

Once I came to this world, I already vaguely felt the beauty of life, who would leave so distractedly.

Thinking like this, I shook my head desperately.

"Yiyao, you must get better." Even if I don't have such illusions in my heart for a long time, I still can't help but think like this.

"If you can rush to be happy, maybe Yiyao will really get better." In the past few days, Yi Yao has been able to reopen her eyes, and even when I speak, she can still respond a few words, so when Lu Yan proposed this idea, although I glanced at him, I finally began to think about it in my heart.

There is no doubt that Lu Yan's performance has not been said recently.

I can really feel that he is really doing his best, whether it is being a good boyfriend or a father, he has done everything he should do. Thinking of this, I sighed slightly.

When I looked at Yi Yao lying on the bed again, I actually had a sense of righteousness and awe.

What is in your heart? If you really want mom to be with him. Thinking of this, I sighed slightly, and finally couldn't help it, and laughed out loud.

What am I doing here? But I just started to change my way and wanted to be with him, I shook my head slightly, desperately suppressing my thoughts, but my mind really began to be active.

"I can understand your feelings." I turned to look at Lu Yan, and all the emotions in my eyes were hidden. "But you know what? Maybe this is really the only way to save Yiyao. ”

Before he could finish speaking, I immediately snorted disdainfully.

Using Yi Yao like this, and even taking advantage of his condition, aren't you afraid that Yi Yao will be unhappy in the future? And it's such a insidious method.

But the next morning, when Lu Yan brought up this matter again, I was finally shaken.

Because of this incident, I haven't slept well all night, and I keep thinking in my heart, what will happen if I am really with Lu Yan?

I cried one moment, laughed one moment, and looked solemn for a while, there was no way, if I were with him again, this would be our third or fourth marriage, I couldn't imagine that I would be married so many times, and still with the same person.

"Maybe the two of us can really be together." As if seeing through the thoughts in my heart, Lu Yan sighed softly. "If you want, Ruolin, I'll always take care of you."

This time I didn't rush to refuse like last time, but sighed and waved my hand. "You let me think about it first."

In fact, for me, I already have the answer in my heart, but I still need time to confirm my identity, or get used to it.

When I tried to talk to Lin Yuan about this idea, she looked at me in surprise.

"Do you have a fever?" She came over in surprise and put her hand to my forehead. "No, how can this be? Are you stupid? Her look of disdain immediately brought me back to reality.

"Have you forgotten what happened before? In order to save him from fire and water, you put yourself in it, but what happened later? People don't buy your love at all. Lin Yuan snorted disdainfully.

"I advise you to think twice, although the two of you will make a property together. Impartiality, but. She sighed slightly, then shook her head. Ruoling is honest, I don't want you to get involved with him anymore. But even so, he finally looked at me with a smile.

"But I still respect all your thoughts in my heart, and if you insist on that, I have no complaints, don't worry, I will always be by your side." He looked at me with trust, and patted me on the shoulder as he spoke, Ruolin, whatever you do, I will understand you.

I opened my mouth, but finally shook my head. "Okay, I got it."

I turned my face away gently, I didn't expect that in Lin Yuan's heart, he would think like this.

At that time, when I was seriously ill, Lin Yuan was the only one who was always by my side, and at this time, I had to consider her thoughts, thinking like this, I sighed a little weakly, maybe my fate with Lu Yan is really gone, right?

When Lu Yan found me again, I refused her without hesitation.

"It's okay, I can wait." His eyes looked at me firmly, and his eyes unconsciously drifted to the strange appearance lying on the hospital bed. "Anyway, Yi Yao's body is stable now, but I heard those people say that the more this time, the more you have to hurry up, and the more powerful the wedding, in that case, people will understand, and those evil things will be scared away because of this."

I opened my mouth, but finally I didn't say anything.

How could I not understand what he said? But if I'm really with him, I need to put in too much courage, and I admit that I can't do it now.

"Okay, don't be so annoyed, it's a good thing after all, it makes you irritable, but mine shouldn't." Lu Yan smiled and shook his head. "But don't worry! I'll be fine. Even if you don't agree to me this time, I won't give up until you agree. ”

If he strongly refuses, then I have 1 million ideas, but Lu Yan is just such a good discussion, weak and powerless, I am a little anxious for a while, I really don't know what to do.

Finally, I waved my hand helplessly. "Forget it, I'll think about it myself, you go back first."

I looked back at him.

"By the way, you don't want to come here these days, just me and Lin Yuan."

Lu Yan opened his mouth to look at me as if he wanted to say something, but in the end, he didn't say anything, just waved his hand and left here directly.

"Then you think this man is really not a good thing?" When I was sitting on the sofa in a daze, Lin Yuan broke in directly angrily, she snapped, and took a stack of photos in front of me, I looked at her in surprise, the number of times he has been angry for so long can be said to be only a handful, like such a fire, it has never been, I looked curious, and finally bent down to pick up the photos he threw on the table, all of them were Lu Yan.

"What is this?" As I flipped it, my face suddenly felt hot.

"Besides, it's all your good deeds." Lin Yuan snorted coldly. "That Lu Yan's abacus is really loud, he is coaxing on the other side, you and the other little girls are talking about me, you say, how can I be happy?"

"Look at the rest of this, time is not something I just found to fool you, Ruolin, you can understand my thoughts." As he spoke, Lin Yuan actually sighed slightly. "The two of us have had such a good relationship since high school, it can be said that we don't distinguish each other, you and me, you are closer than my sister, I don't want you to be wronged in any way."

Seeing Lin Yuan's appearance, the unhappiness in my heart was completely suppressed, and my mind was full of thoughts about Lu Yan, how could he be like this.

It must have been taken recently, the jacket on his body was bought together a few days ago, I flipped through it with a sneer, and finally got impatient, so I simply threw those photos directly on the table, and this time it was Lin Yuan's turn to be surprised.

"What do you mean by that?"

"What do you mean? Is he embarrassed? I snorted coldly, "Although I don't seem to care about anything, but this kind of thing must be explained, Lu Yan is like this, obviously he doesn't take me as a serious person, and he doesn't even think about it while he wants to talk to me over there, and lead him here with me." I said directly, there was still a sense of anger in my heart that I didn't vent, so I directly picked up the photo and wiped it twice, tore it up and threw it in the trash can next to me.

"Okay, I know about this kind of thing, don't tell me in the future."

Although it is said that out of sight is pure, but when there is really no news of Lu Yan, I still can't help but worry about what he is doing now, how is he now, will I be with the woman in the last photo?

The flurry of questions gave me some headaches, but I had to think about it, and finally I waved my hand.

"Forget it." I coughed. "You don't know about this matter, and I have never told you about it, such a shameful thing, I don't want to talk about it a second time."