Chapter 705: Self-blame

Thinking that Chen Shaojie might be scared now, that he might be in danger, and that he was so small, Lu Huai'an was about to go crazy. If Chen Shaoming did something, he would never forgive himself for the rest of his life.

Lu Huai'an's brain was in chaos, and his steps didn't seem to listen to his own orders. He crouched down and buried his hands in his hair, clutching his hair with his hands in a rage, numbing himself with pain.

Where can Chen Shaojie go? Where did Chen Shaojie go? His heart became irritable and he kept blaming himself.

Suddenly, Lu Huai'an thought of Chen Shaojie's usual look at the garden downstairs, would he go there?

Lu Huai'an ran quickly and rushed in the moment the elevator door closed. Watching the numbers on the elevator slowly get smaller, and the elevator falling one by one, Lu Huaian never felt that time passed so slowly.

Finally got to the first floor, Lu Huai'an couldn't wait to run out of the elevator, and finally arrived at the garden, he looked around, but still didn't see Chen Shaojie, Lu Huai'an's heart was sinking a little bit.

"Chen Shaojie... Chen Shaojie..."Lu Huaian shouted uncontrollably.

He searched everywhere in the garden, not sparing a corner. "Chen Shaojie... Where are you..."

Suddenly, Lu Huai'an seemed to hear the cry of a child, and he stopped and listened carefully to the source of the sound. After hearing it clearly, Lu Huaian hurriedly ran towards the source of the sound.

It's Chen Shaojie! It's Chen Shaojie!

Chen Shaojie was crying out of breath and was suddenly hugged by a warm embrace, he was very scared, and struggled with his hands and feet.

"Chen Shaojie, I'm my brother." Lu Huai'an felt his fear and hurriedly comforted him.

Chen Shaojie heard a familiar voice, stopped struggling, and he looked up to see that it was his brother. Chen Shaojie's hands wrapped around Lu Huai'an's neck, and he cried aggrievedly.

"Chen Shaojie is good, my brother is here, Chen Shaojie don't be afraid..." Lu Huaian hugged Chen Shaojie with one hand, patted Chen Shaojie's back with the other hand and comforted him softly.

Looking at Chen Shaojie's tears, he was also like a knife, and Lu Huai'an blamed himself beyond measure. I thought I was to blame myself, it was his carelessness, it was his mistake...

Chen Shaojie was very scared just now, he didn't see his brother after he woke up, he was the only one in the huge ward, he called his brother in a low voice, searched the ward and didn't find his brother, he wanted to get off the bed, who knew that he accidentally fell and his ankle hurt so much, he was in a hurry to find his brother, and he didn't even wear shoes in a hurry, so he walked out of the ward barefoot.

Because it was still very early, there were only a few nurses and doctors on duty in the hospital, and the patients were sleeping in the wards, so no one noticed him along the way, Chen Shaojie didn't know where to find his brother, just thought about the garden downstairs, so he came down by himself.

As a result, he didn't see his brother after arriving at the garden, he was very scared, and the small stone on the ground with his feet without shoes hurt very much, and for a while Chen Shaojie was aggrieved and scared, so he squatted on the ground and cried.

Lu Huaian kept comforting Chen Shaojie: "Does Chen Shaojie want an airplane model?" Would it be okay for my brother to buy you a big plane? "

"Brother bought you a small train, and I play with Chen Shaojie every day..."

"Is Chen Shaojie hungry? Brother bought your favorite breakfast..."

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Lu Huai'an patiently coaxed for a long time, and Chen Shaojie finally broke into tears and said with a smile: "Brother, I'm hungry." There was also a thick nasal voice in his voice that he had just cried.

Lu Huaian said: "Brother bought what you like to eat, let's go eat." Saying that, he pulled Chen Shaojie and was about to go to the ward, but Chen Shaojie suddenly said "ah", Lu Huaian hurriedly put Chen Shaojie on the chair next to him and sat down, only then did he see that Chen Shaojie's ankle was red, and he remembered that Chen Shaojie was not wearing shoes, and he was annoyed in his heart why he was so careless.

Lu Huai'an rubbed Chen Shaojie very lightly, and gently asked Chen Shaojie how he got it, because Chen Shaojie's mind was still too young, and it was inevitable that he would stumble when he described it, but Lu Huai'an understood it.

Every time Chen Shaojie said a word, his self-blame increased by one point. Xu felt his brother's unhappiness, Chen Shaojie showed a big smile at Lu Huai'an and said, "Brother, I'm not in pain."

Of course, Lu Huaian understood Chen Shaojie's careful thoughts, he touched Chen Shaojie's head, then squatted in front of Chen Shaojie and said to him: "Come, brother carries you, let's go back to eat."

Chen Shaojie happily lay on Lu Huai'an's back, his two calves were still dangling to express his happiness, Lu Huai'an turned his head to look at him and smiled, he felt as if he had the whole world on his back.

After arriving at the ward, Lu Huaian put Chen Shaojie on the bed, put the breakfast he bought in the morning in the microwave oven, and began to feed him after heating it.

"Brother, I want buns."

"Brother, I want to drink porridge."

"Brother, you're so nice."

"Of course my brother is good to you." Lu Huai'an couldn't cry or laugh, he took out a tissue and wiped the corners of Chen Shaojie's mouth.

For a while, the ward was very warm.

Finally finished eating, Lu Huaian washed Chen Shaojie's feet, and took out the medicinal wine prescribed by the doctor just now and carefully smeared it on Chen Shaojie.

While wiping him, he advised: "I can't get out of bed recently, just lie down on the bed obediently, do you know?"

Chen Shaojie nodded obediently. Thinking of it just now, he lowered his head again and said aggrievedly: "I thought my brother didn't want me anymore!"

Lu Huai'an was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and then he said seriously: "Chen Shaojie is the most important person for my brother, and my brother is absolutely not right to leave you."

Hearing Lu Huai'an's words, Chen Shaojie suddenly forgot the sadness just now. He was happy again, and remembered that his brother had promised him in the garden just now: "Brother, I want a small train, a big plane, and more..."

Lu Huai'an suddenly laughed, thinking that he was still a child after all, and his emotions came and went quickly. He promised repeatedly: "Okay, good, my brother will buy it for you."

Chen Shaojie happily talked to Lu Huai'an for a while, and after a while, he said, "Brother, I'm sleepy."

Lu Huai'an was wondering why he was suddenly going to sleep again, and after a while, he remembered that the doctor had just told him that Chen Shaojie had recently taken medicine to help him sleep, so he might be sleepy recently, and he just didn't let him sleep, so Lu Huai'an was relieved.

He gently covered Chen Shaojie with a quilt, and then said softly: "Sleep, my brother is here to accompany you."

Chen Shaojie closed his eyes with peace of mind, and fell asleep after a while.

Listening to Chen Shaojie's even breathing, Lu Huaian stood up and cleaned up the table. After everything was cleaned up, he took a look at his mobile phone, he didn't know if he didn't see it, he was shocked when he saw it, many missed calls on it were made by Lin Ruoqing.

He knew that Lin Ruoqing should have wanted to ask about Chen Shaojie's situation, thinking of Chen Shaojie, he glanced at the bed, rubbed his eyebrows, Lu Huaian stood up and came to the balcony to call Lin Ruoqing back.