Now all this is all that Jiang Yingyue can do for Jiang Hongwen, and other than that, she really doesn't know what else she can do for him. Maybe at this moment today, he doesn't need anything. People are dying, what else is needed?

Guilt or regret. Now she doesn't have the opportunity to apologize to the person he hurt the most.

But before Jiang Yingyue was still thinking about how Jiang Yanli would raise her in the future. Now there is no need to think about music on this issue, Jiang Hongwen can't take care of himself anymore, he can't even wait for the day when he is released from prison, he can take over Jiang Yanli to raise him.

Regarding Jiang Yingyue's words, Jiang Hongwen was really a little surprised.

He didn't expect Jiang Yingyue to agree, she would promise to come to see her more, and even worry about his illness.

Just after Jiang Yingyue said these words flatly, Jiang Hongwen himself collapsed first. Tears have already poured out like a flood that bursts the embankment, and one drop drops fell and fell on the quilt, leaving a mark.

"Yingyue, are you telling the truth? Are you really going to come and see me? ”

"Why not? Shouldn't I come as if I was repaying you for your nurturing kindness, or as me coming to see you suffer from illness and suffering? Yes, I decided to come, and I will come to see you often, because I am afraid that after you die, I want to find an outlet for my emotions, and I will never find it again. Jiang Hongwen, I came to see you to relieve myself. Because I'm afraid that after you die, I won't be liberated for the rest of my life. You are like a mark that should be engraved in the depths of my heart, even if I ignore it and bury it deep in the bottom of my heart. But you know what? There will always be times when this mark will be bloody and painful.

So I'm not here for you, I'm here for myself, for my own liberation. You don't have to be burdened, and you don't have to feel guilty. It's the last thing you can do for me while you're alive. The next time I come to see you, I will bring your son Jiang Yanli. He already knows people, but I think if you don't live long, even if he knows him now, you won't remember his father very much in the future, what you look like.

Fate really plays tricks on people, you and Xie Yuxuan did such a thing to be sorry for my mother and me, but in the end your son wanted me to support him. Seriously, I didn't transfer my hatred for you onto him. I like him a lot now. As long as I don't think of him as your child, I'll like it even more. Yes, I'm still a grudge-bearer. But don't worry, even if you die, I will still be good to this child. Because he no longer has you, he only has me. I will educate him well and make him treat me as her dearest.

When he grows up, I won't tell him what kind of people you and Xie Yuxuan are and what kind of things you have done. This is the last thing I can do for you, and in the days to come, please take care of yourself here. Mr. Chu and I have arranged the best villa for you to recuperate, and I will also help you apply for bail after that, so that the prison guards will always be outside your ward. What I have done for you is to give me some reward for the eighteen years you have given me as my father.

By the way, don't make any more demands on me. Your return is willing, but I will not agree to any of your requests, and I think you know very well. It was you who first apologized to my mother and me, and it was you who personally kicked me out of the house and made me displaced and lost my home, and it was you who ignored me, and now that you are lying on the hospital bed, you are not qualified to ask me for anything, do you understand? ”

Jiang Yingyue's heart is soft, but the words she says are hard.

Under the banner of eighteen years of nurturing grace, he can still reluctantly respect Jiang Hongwen for filial piety.

But there was nothing he could do more for him, and even if his mother had died, he could not betray her. betraying her mother will make Jiang Yingyue feel painful and shameful.

Jiang Yingyue said so much, and in the end, Jiang Hongwen nodded with tears in his eyes.

As long as Jiang Yingyue can still come to see him often in this last period of time, he will be satisfied with everything. So far, he doesn't have too many requirements, what more do people ask for when they are dying? The more you ask, the more you will be disappointed in the end.

He hadn't seen Jiang Yanli yet, and Jiang Yingyue also took the initiative to say that he would bring the child over to see him.

When the relationship between him and Xie Yuxuan was good, Jiang Hongwen was also very looking forward to this child for a while. But now he is already lacking in interest in this child, even if you already know that this is your biological son, but emotionally, Jiang Hongwen already has some unacceptable feelings. But Jiang Yingyue was able to take this child home and raise it without any guilt, and planned to raise the child in the future. I already feel very relieved, obviously he is a sinner, Jiang Yingyue is no longer held accountable, and he can still come to see him, which is already a great blessing for him. He didn't dare to ask for more, for fear that if he asked for more, God would not be able to stand it.

He also knew that his time was running out, but in this little time, if he could barely fulfill some of his wishes, he was willing to work hard.

"Thank you, thank you for coming to see me. Please also give me a chance that I can atone for your sins in this last time. Yue'er, I'm sorry, we've missed too much time between father and daughter. I'm sorry, it's all because I'm not good. I was the one who made the father-daughter relationship between us like this, and I knew that my time was running out, and I knew that it was already my greatest luck that you could come and see me. I don't have anything to ask for, and I know I'm not qualified to ask anything of you. But I'm in some trouble right now, and I want to go to your mother's grave again before I die, and I want to apologize to her personally. But I can't go now, can I ask you to help me with this troublesome procedure? ”

Jiang Hongwen also knew that he was not qualified to ask for anything, after all, everything that had come to this point was because he had done it himself.

A good family is gone, what a good daughter, to the point where she almost doesn't recognize herself. How happy the former family was, his wife was his first love, and he walked over step by step, endured countless pressures and hardships, and finally sacrificed himself to return home to back up for himself. But as a result, he blamed himself for everything, and Jiang Hongwen knew that he was all to blame.

Now he is not qualified to tell Jiang Yingyue, what should he do? He also understood that Jiang Yingyue would not pay attention to his request.

For so many years, Jiang Yingyue has been crawling outside by herself, no matter how hard her life is, she has never made any requests to him. So now, no matter how much she is, she is not qualified to make demands on Jiang Yingyue, even if Jiang Yingyue is the child she brought to this world, but she has done enough, even if she changes to someone else, she may not be able to do so well and thoughtfully.

"What do you say? You want to go to the cemetery to see my mom. You go to see him, don't you think it's going to make her angry? And he's been there for so many years, haven't you never been to see him? Whether it's her birthday or her death day? You've never been before, have you? I was very disappointed before, I hope that for so many years, you only have Xie Yuxuan in your heart, and after your mother died, you didn't even bring her a stick of incense or a flower. But when I think about it, I'm relieved. What can you do when you go? Can you go and he will be resurrected? Even if you go, won't you change anything? You won't go back to the day it happened, so we can have a chance to stop him from doing that stupid thing.

What are you going to do now? To disturb his tranquility? And the way you are, will he still recognize you when you go? I don't think he would have recognized you as you now if he had a spirit in heaven. You just stay in the hospital honestly and take good care of your body. That's it, I still have to go beforehand. ”

Jiang Yingyue didn't agree to Jiang Hongwen's request at all, what grave to go, people have been dead for so many years, and they have never gone to worship, and now that everyone is going to die, can you change anything if you go to see it? Does it make any sense?

Jiang Yingyue was mentioned by him about his mother, and there was a feeling of discomfort in his heart, so in order not to let others see it, he turned around and left directly. Chu Hancheng saw that Jiang Yingyue had been able to promise Jiang Hongwen and came to see him occasionally. already felt that this was the biggest concession he could make, and Jiang Yingyue would definitely not be able to give more things, so he didn't say anything. After seeing Jiang Yingyue leaving, she said hello to Jiang Hongwen and went out with her.

Catch up with Mrs. Chu and put her arm around her shoulders. Chu Hanchen said gently: "Mrs. Chu, what you did is awesome. ”

Jiang Yingyue smiled bitterly and said, "Really? I don't think so. He did that, and now I do this to him, and I feel a little sorry for my mother. But as you said, I also need to be liberated. She's all about to die, if he really leaves, but I'm alone, what's the point? It's better to take advantage of this time, he is not in prison anymore, so let's get along for a while. I guess getting along with him is really a punishment. Facing me, he felt guilty and uncomfortable every day. Mr. Qiu, I'm really a little scared now, he left suddenly. Can you understand how I feel? ”

Jiang Yingyue said and looked back at Chu Hanchen. And at this moment, Jiang Yingyue's eyes were also full of tears.

She didn't want things to come to this point, he would rather Jiang Hongwen stay in prison in good health than Jiang Hongwen just lying on the hospital bed, waiting for the doctor to announce the final time.

"Yes, yes, I know, I know what you feel in your heart. I was also born into an incomplete family, and I know that pain very well. It's just Mrs. Chu, we all have to look away. Like you said, going to see him often is also a relief for yourself, and now you really need a relief. People will leave, sooner or later. I know, the feeling from your heart is that you don't want him to leave so early, whether it's love or hate, to live, after all, can still give people a thought. Even if you hate it, there is still such a person to hate. If he leaves, he takes away all your emotions and feelings. Mrs. Chu should do what she wants, seize this last moment, don't let yourself regret it, and don't let yourself not be able to get out when the time comes. ”

Chu Hanchen really understands Jiang Yingyue, the so-called husband and wife are one, and he seems to be able to empathize with all Jiang Yingyue's feelings.

Jiang Yingyue also nodded slightly, he knew that what Mr. Chu said was true, and the words that hit him straight to his heart.

Jiang Hongwen may not have much time left, so now Jiang Yingyue has to hurry up.

At least he has to hurry up and let go of himself, she has been living in pain all these years, even if she lives happily, there will be unwarranted pain somewhere in her heart. Maybe this time, she can really let herself go.