I looked at him dumbfounded, it was the most unbelievable thing I had heard since I came to the island, his eyes were warm and clean, and he was smart, how could he be blind?

He can see everything, even a ship so far away, and he says that he is clairvoyant, and I believe it, how can he be blind.

But I didn't dare to question it, I looked him in the eye in a daze, and I suddenly realized that I had never seen him blink.

He always smiled so hard that his eyes narrowed, I didn't notice anything unusual, and now that I think about it, he really didn't blink, blinking is a natural reaction, an action made unconsciously, if he doesn't blink, his eyeballs will quickly become dry, but he doesn't seem to need this instinct.

I looked into his eyes carefully, but I still couldn't see anything, my expression must have been surprised, and he couldn't help but smile: "My practice is still very useful, no one believes that I am blind when I say it, do I look like a normal person?" ”

I nodded subconsciously, and he stood up and pushed me back into the cracks in the stone: "Although you will know sooner or later, I still don't want to tell you that you will think I am disgusting and treat me as an outlier." ”

"I won't."

I blurted out that he was such a good person, like an angel who came to the world, from a distance it made people feel warm and kind, no matter how strange he was, he could not change the fact that he was a good person, and that those well-dressed and sanctimonious people disgusted me more than him.

He paused for a moment, seemed surprised that I said this, and quickly walked forward: "You say no now, but after hearing it, it may not be true, this is a normal reaction, I will not be angry." ”

I feel uncomfortable, what has he experienced since he was a child? Even if you keep a desert island by yourself, you must have suffered worse treatment because of your physical abnormality.

"If I hadn't been born in the Mo family, I wouldn't have this ability, in fact, this ability is very good, there are many strangers in the family, and they didn't discriminate against me, although I felt uncomfortable when I first heard it, my ability is too easy to be used by people with other intentions, so I have to keep my distance from others, don't think about it."

I let out an embarrassed "oh", thinking that he didn't look like he was abused, and he also had a good relationship with Ah Chuan, but loneliness was certain, and I still didn't know his abilities, and I couldn't judge.

I was still curious, and I couldn't help but look back at him, he was not blind at all, he could see me, he knew I was looking at him, and he was looking down at me.

I twisted slightly and pressed his hand, and his steps immediately stopped, and I looked into his eyes and felt like I couldn't speak: "I want to know, if it's not a secret I can't know, tell me." ”

Ah Qing's reaction was great, he quickly withdrew his hand, and something seemed to be surging in his eyes: "If you really want to know, then I'll tell you." ”

I didn't say anything more, I was waiting for him to say, he hesitated for a moment, as if he was struggling with where to start, and after a long time he spoke: "Actually, I am the host of a bug called 'Fly', this kind of bug has a very long history, you should know, our family has suffered a catastrophe due to the blood curse, and the record of the fly has been destroyed, but this bug survived that disaster.

The fly does not have a master, it chooses the host, not us, it can survive without a host, we still don't know what its requirements are for choosing a host, there have only been two people who have been chosen by the fly in the history of the family, one is me, and the other is more than 700 years ago.

The fly is too small, you can't see it with the naked eye, you know the mites, the flies are a hundred times smaller than the mites, in fact, it's okay if you can't see it, I've seen its electron microscope photos, it's a very disgusting look, forget it, I don't want to describe it to you, I don't want to think of it at all.

The fly's ability to reproduce is amazing, comparable to that of a virus, it has a short survival time, but the overall number is only increasing, and it has a unique ability to see the perspective of any fly by those who are its host.

That's why I can see so far, where you can't see with the naked eye, there are flies inside and outside the island, and I let them extend into the sea, covering nearly a hundred nautical miles around the island, and anyone who comes near this island cannot escape my eyes.

On the other hand, it's a disgusting thing to be a host by it, they will occupy your whole brain, they have a wide perspective, your own eyes are a burden to them, they will have a part of them gather into the eyeballs, and make your eyes completely blind, so I can see you, but not with my own eyes, but flies, like I'm standing behind you now, but I can still see your surprised expression, there are flies everywhere here.

When I was first selected by the fly, it did cause me a lot of inconvenience, I couldn't use it skillfully, you imagine that whether you are awake or asleep, there will always be some variety of scenes presented in front of you, such as ants as big as a mountain, dirty bird droppings, fish in the sea that suddenly open its bloody mouth and swallow you into its belly, all of this is very real, because the fly is you, you are the fly.

Whether it's day or night, hundreds of billions of scenes all pour into the brain, even the most advanced computers can't process so much image data, I was very young at that time, I couldn't sleep at all under this torture, my body was very weak, I could only lie on the hospital bed and rely on medicine to survive, they were very anxious, but they couldn't help me, because the ability to use the fly can only rely on the accumulation of time to exercise, if I can't survive, I will die.

What I need most is sleep, I have to learn to control the screening information first, I want to let the unnecessary information not get into my head, I can't say how this ability is exercised, just like you can't explain why the memorized things appear in memory, it took me up to three years to completely master this ability, I can only see what I want to see, I can manipulate the fly, see a certain perspective I want to see, instead of letting them blindly pass all the information to me.

It took me more than ten years to develop another ability, that is, to let the fly take the initiative to tell me some information I need, this need is difficult to explain, just like a ship close to this island, I can't always change my perspective and stare at anywhere, I want to let the fly know that this is what I want, so that they can contact me selectively.

Flies are very small, they don't have a high level of intelligence like large animals, I can only use myself as a database, teach them what I want little by little, this process can only rely on the exchange of ideas, just like controlling A, the family does not allow the clan to have too much contact with me, everything about the fly is a secret, they are not destined to have it, so they are not allowed to know, in fact, they think too much, this feeling even if I say it, I can't say.

As I told you now, you can only know its powers, but you can't speculate on the principles, in fact, it is useless for them to know, because even if they kill me, they can't use it, and the family is worried that someone will control me, or that I will betray the family.

There have indeed been betrayers in the Mo family, but they have not become a climate, and they were quickly purged, oh no, I shouldn't have told you this, you quickly forget about it. ”

Ah Qing didn't say any more, and he didn't look at me, but I knew that my every expression was in his eyes, and I nodded with a wry smile: "Don't worry, I won't say anything you say to me." ”

"Alas, it's really too much to lose, in fact, I shouldn't tell you these detailed things, but I'm used to being casual," Ah Qing smiled, "Flies have other abilities, they have a poisonous neurotoxin in their bodies, as a host, I won't be poisoned, but the enemy is different, if they are considered enemies by me, they will be killed by me unconsciously, but I haven't used this ability yet, it's just ......"

He stopped, as if remembering something bad, I turned my head and saw him look sad, he covered his face and squatted down, and I saw water spilling from between his fingers.

"What's wrong with you?"

I couldn't stand up, I couldn't turn around and help him through my wheelchair, it all happened so suddenly, how could someone who was smiling a few seconds ago burst into tears so quickly.

He was like a frightened little animal, and I could feel the sadness emanating from him, but he quickly stood up, the tears on his face had been wiped away, and he was barely squeezing out a smile: "It's all in the past, they told me not to mind, and even wanted to tamper with or erase this memory with corpse incense." ”

"Since it's not a happy thing, don't talk about it."

I whispered, I didn't want to see him like this, when he covered his face and squatted down, he was like a god brother before he went crazy, I don't know what God brother went through, it must be a painful memory, Ah Qing is the same, I admit I'm curious, but I don't want to see him sad.

Ah Qing smiled: "Zhao Changze, you are really similar to your father. ”

"Have you seen my father?" I blurted out.

"Of course, he is a person with no special skills like you, if you want to become a staff member, you can only come here to train, I have more contact with him than anyone else, he is a very gentle person, he can think about anyone, except for yourself, you are the same as him, but unfortunately I was very young at that time, and I was trying to practice the stage of using flies, and I can't remember some things clearly."

I really want to know my father, from anyone's mouth, I, as his son, is the one who knows him the least, I want to know what he has experienced for so many years, see the scenery he has seen, walk the road he has walked, I have been away all the year round, I have not even been able to see his last face, I think of this and my heart aches, this is destined to be the regret of my life.

"It's time for us to go, you need to sleep, the dark circles under your eyes are too heavy and you will be suspected, nineteen he ......" Ah Qing paused, "Get along with him well, he took the initiative to ask Ying to take care of you, and no one should teach him better." ”