"Let's go get a bowl of rice!" Mom called her.

Su Huan trotted all the way to the kitchen and came over with porridge.

picked up the chopsticks and picked up a dish, and suddenly his face changed.

She asked expressionlessly, "Mom, you fried today's dish, right?" ”

"Yes! What's wrong? Su Huan's mother asked as she took a root of vegetables.

Su Huan: It's okay...... I knew it was you, and after living for so many years, I had long since figured out what your and Dad's dishes were like.

If you take a bite and find it too salty - it must be Mom.

If you take a bite and find that the food is not cooked, it must be Dad.

Su Huan wanted to cry without tears, "Mom, has the price of salt been reduced recently?" ”

"It's a net nonsense, not only did it not reduce the price, but it also increased a little!"

Su Huan: ...... It seems that you don't understand what I mean!

After eating, the bowl was pushed forward, and Dad sat on the chair watching TV, so that Su Huan went to wash the dishes.

Su Huan didn't move.

Because of this, the grumpy old father started again.

"Feed you so big, you don't even want to wash a bowl! I think I raised you for nothing! ”

"Oh!" Su Huan replied without being salty.

The father suddenly jumped like thunder, "I dare to talk back to you before I get big!" You've come back from a day's work, and you want me to wash your dishes,......"

Su Huan lifted her eyelids, looked at her father who was still scolding her on the other side, and her heart was not moving, letting him wind in the southeast and northwest.

After a while, she took her bowl and went to wash it.

"Come back! Before I could finish speaking, you ran away, no rules! Wash the dishes for me! ”

Su Huan didn't speak, turned his head and looked at him fixedly.

"Look at what, look!" The voice is higher again, louder than the TV set turned on to the highest decibels, "Dare to stare at me before the bowl is big!" ”

"If it weren't for ......"

Su Huan came back from washing her dishes, and she didn't stop, she thought to herself, she wasn't too tired!

“……”

"Spent millions in vain to raise you and let you go to school!"

Su Huan couldn't bear it when he heard this, and asked him directly, "Let's not talk about whether you have spent millions on me, in your heart, as long as you spend money, you can support me?" ”

"Aang! What's wrong? Spending money doesn't count as supporting you! ”

"Okay, I see," Su Huan closed his eyes, calmed his sad heart, and continued, "Then that's the next question, do you really have to spend millions?" ”

"Let's do the math!"

"Before I was in the sixth grade of primary school, my pocket money added up to less than two yuan a month, I never opened my mouth to ask for a penny, and none of the clothes I wore were bought by you, and at most one out of ten pieces was bought by my mother, and it was not more than forty yuan."

"After I went to the sixth grade, my mother gave me 30 yuan a week for my living expenses."

"In junior high school, I spent 300 yuan a month on meals, and my pocket money was up to 10 yuan a week, and more than 20 was because I was reluctant to spend it last week."

"When I went to high school, I had 100 living expenses a week, and my mother gave it."

"Nine years of compulsory education didn't make you pay a penny for tuition, right?"

"I haven't let you pay for any cram school or specialty class since I was a child, right?"

"Don't say millions, just count it like this, you haven't even spent 500,000!"

"After I went to high school, did I apply for a poverty subsidy, 1,500 a year, and I have an extra 3,000 yuan in subsidy this semester, do you calculate, how much did I spend on you?"

After Su Huan finished speaking, the father sitting opposite her didn't think about it, and continued to argue with her, "The money was given by your mother, and I gave her all the money I earned every month, who did she give it?" ……”

Not again! Not again!

That's why she doesn't want to go home!

Su Huan stood up suddenly, ignored him, and went back to the room.

"Give me back! Washed the dishes! ”

Su Huan looked back at him, "You've finished scolding, if I wash the dishes, wouldn't I have been scolded in vain?" ”

Su Huan lay on the bed, looking at the ceiling in a daze.

Unconsciously, tears slowly gathered in his eyes.

She squinted her eyes and let the hot tears fall.

She thought to herself, it's weird, I'm not sad at all! Haven't you been used to this kind of life for a long time? Why are there tears?

Man is really a strange creature, so many years, so many happy things have not been remembered, but those sad things always float in the heart in the dead of night, and they can never be forgotten.

On the last Sunday of sixth grade, she made an appointment with her father to pick her up after her exams and take the bedding home. She happily finished the exam, packed her bedding and schoolbag early, and stood at the school gate waiting for him.

People come and go, and she is afraid that her father will not be able to find her when he comes, so she deliberately stands in a conspicuous place. Until the end, there was only the last rays of the sun left, and the campus changed from noisy to empty, and he didn't come, little Su Huan thought to himself, it's okay, maybe something happened to my father suddenly so he was late! I'll wait a little longer for him, and he'll come.

Until the last parent walked to the school gate, carrying a blanket on his shoulder, and asked her with a smile: "Huanhuan, why haven't you gone home yet?" ”

"My dad hasn't come yet, I'm going to wait for him." Su Huan looked down at his bed.

"Where's your dad?"

I ...... "I don't know!"

Su Huan didn't know what to think, and raised his head to look at him, "Uncle, can you call my dad?" ”

She finally borrowed the phone smoothly, happily listening to the phone tone in her ear that was still trying to connect, and thought to herself, what should I say first when I open my mouth?

Well, just say, as long as you come, I'm still here waiting for you.

"Hey, who?"

Su Huan listened to his father's voice and said happily: "Dad, it's me, where are you now?" ”

"I'm still working in the factory. What's wrong? ”

Su Huan was silent for a few seconds, "Have you forgotten that there is a very important thing today." "You're here to pick me up!

"What's the matter?" The man on the other end pondered, "No! ”

"I finished the exam today, and you said you were going to pick me up!" Su Huan's voice was crying, she looked up at the sky, trying not to let herself cry.

"Yikes! I forgot, I still have work on my hands! Come back yourself! ”

"......" Su Huan glanced at the bed, which was almost as tall as herself, and the heavy schoolbag full of books behind her, and after a few seconds, said, "Okay!" ”

"What did your dad say?"

"He told me to go back on my own! Thank you uncle for lending me the phone. "Otherwise, I'm still waiting here stupidly, and then the bus will be gone......

Su Huan's small body dragged the cover, took two steps and stopped, gritted his teeth and dragged the cover forward.

She comforted herself in her heart, fortunately I was smart, and I was afraid that he would not come, so the living expenses were not spent, and she left a fare for herself. And the cover is not heavy, and you can drag it yourself. You can also exercise! Come on, Su Huan! Strive to walk 10 meters before resting!

When I got out of the car, I probably knew that I was closer to my father, and my strength had increased! It was dragged another kilometer to my father's factory.

Xu is still young, and when he saw his father, he jumped up happily.

I obediently sat in a small corner and didn't disturb his work, and I didn't get up until he got off work.

The past is one by one, and the heart full of expectations for life is poked into holes.

When I closed my eyes, I felt devastated.

In junior high school, she couldn't figure out why every Thursday night at school, everyone was homesick and happily discussing what they wanted to eat when they got home. I want to see my mom and dad.

She thinks the school is very good! It would be great to be able to go home once a month......

So, if it's so tiring to live, why do we still want to live? Wouldn't it be easy to die?

Can't figure it out!

Even if you're tired, you still have to live!

At least live to pay off the huge sum of "millions" of your parents and never owe them again.

Su Huan picked up the second-hand mobile phone that his brother had eliminated, stared at the screen with a small face, and looked at the good novels that had been rubbed off the Internet early.

The heart gradually fell into peace.