Chapter 131: Choice
I really wanted to get out of bed, and even if I couldn't participate, I could just go to the door and eavesdrop, I couldn't think of anything they could do to avoid me, I was the center of the blood curse.
What makes me most uncomfortable is their attitude towards Lao Huang, obviously they have never crossed paths, why did they suddenly get acquainted.
I pricked up my ears to listen carefully, Lao Huang's voice was still inaudible, let alone others, my ears were full of chaotic "buzzing" sounds, I was very irritable, raised my right hand and slammed the bed board.
The conversation outside stopped abruptly, and soon it sounded again, but it was quieter, and I suddenly became scared, what else could they not say to my face, and it should be my body.
Do I have an incurable disease?
It's a big possibility, but I don't care, death isn't so terrible to me anymore, and if that's the reason, I'd rather they come in and tell me the whole thing, and then spend the last time in peace.
"No way!"
Suddenly, a loud voice came from outside, it was Lao Huang's, and his voice was very excited.
He yelled and fell silent, and all the sounds in the hallway seemed to die away, and I heard a footstep getting closer to the room, followed by the sound of a doorknob being twisted.
"You're not his guardian, he's so old that he can't even make a choice by himself?"
Ah Chuan's voice was not big or small, just enough to be heard, as if he had said it to me on purpose.
"He's already made it clear that he doesn't want to do it, isn't it enough to have me?!"
Lao Huang's voice was very loud, he seemed to hold Ah Chuan, I panicked, I don't know what happened, but it does have something to do with me, Lao Huang said that he didn't want to do it, did he mean that I planned to quit?
"Lao Huang, you let them come in." I shouted.
It was quiet outside, Ah Chuan was the first to enter the ward, they all came in, and the god brother who walked at the end closed the door, and with a "click", my heart seemed to be locked.
A circle of people surrounded me, there were stools next to the bed, but no one sat on them, they looked at me condescendingly, like an impermeable wall, suffocating my breath.
"Sit down and speak slowly." At this moment, I felt like I had become the master.
They sat down, Brother Shen's eyes kept looking away, looking like he didn't want to participate, Ah Chuan looked at me and smiled: "Daze, you can't quit, it's late, this is a survival game, either clear the level or die, when I asked you to quit was the last chance, you have to give up." ”
Although he smiled, his voice was cold, with irrefutable majesty, and a sad emotion surged in my heart, and I really thought about things too simply.
I thought that the blood curse was on me, and I could manipulate it as I wanted, I thought that my life and death were just in my hands, but now I am involved in others, my withdrawal is cowardly, it is irresponsible, I think I can be willful, but reality does not allow it.
"Why, give me a reason." Instead, I calmed down.
"Because the next piece of jade must involve you, and we can't get it without you." Ah Chuan said lightly.
Lao Huang showed a look of astonishment, and quickly disappeared, I didn't understand: "Why? You already know where that piece of jade is? ”
"Yes, I knew a long time ago, before I came to this world, more than a thousand years, we sent people, but we couldn't get it."
I couldn't help but open my mouth wide, I didn't expect that the last piece of jade would have been known to the Mo family a long time ago, but their family has all kinds of capable people, and they can't get the jade, why do I say that I can get it?
I laughed out loud: "Are you kidding? Why do you need me, I can't do anything. ”
He didn't answer, but just asked me, "Why are you and Brother Shen the only ones not being attacked by the living dead?" ”
I couldn't laugh anymore, did I have to have a blood spell to get that piece of jade?
"Wouldn't it be nice to have a god brother...... "I'm out of confidence."
Ah Chuan sneered: "If only him is enough, do you think we will choose you?" ”
This sentence is so hurtful, he obviously looks down on me, I admit that I am a dragger, I can't compare to them, but why did he say this, I feel very wronged, now they are obviously begging me to do something, why should they use this attitude towards me?
"This is not only about you, but also about the whole world, so even without you, we will end it at the worst price." Ah Chuan changed his tone, and his bland words hid sadness.
I breathed a sigh of relief in my heart, and without thinking about it, I blurted out: "That means it's okay without me, why should I care about your price?" ”
As soon as the words came out, I regretted it, and there was a touch of surprise in Ah Chuan's eyes, and then he nodded with a smile: "You're right." ”
The tip of my heart seemed to be pinched, dripping blood hurt, Lao Huang was relieved, Ah Chuan stretched out his hand to Xiao Qi: "Look, there is no fool in the world except our family, what responsibility, it." ”
Ah Chuan raised his feet and walked out, he was really angry, but he didn't slam the door, he still closed the door very normally, he was suppressing his anger, he was a perverted gentleman, evil and justice coexisted, no matter how terrible things he did, he couldn't change the arrogance and elegance in his bones.
This is my most pertinent evaluation of Ah Chuan, he didn't throw me face, but I was even more uncomfortable than being beaten and scolded, it was I who betrayed them, I refused to give up at the beginning, but now I am retreating, they should have counted me in the plan, and my departure made things out of control.
"What would you pay if you didn't have me?" I looked at Xiao Qi, my voice trembling slightly.
"It's nothing, it's just a few more deaths." Xiao Qi was very indifferent.
My heart trembled, what I was most afraid of was this, I remembered a question I once read, there is a button in front of you, press it and someone you don't know will die in the world, and you can get a huge sum of money, will you press it?
This problem has torn through all the pretenses of human beings and whipped the human heart naked/naked, and it is such a problem that I am facing now, only more cruelly, and the price I have to pay is certainly much worse than getting nothing at all.
But I don't have a choice, I'd rather die by myself than let someone else replace me, I'm not a noble person, I'm just cowardly, if someone dies because of me, I'll be afraid that the unjust soul will come to the door, that's all.
"I promise, besides this time, do you need me later?" I don't know how I said that.
"No need." Xiao Qi spoke.
"Okay, only this time, I won't participate in the future, is that okay?"
Xiao Qi nodded: "Okay." ”
"I have one more condition," I looked at Lao Huang, "Lao Huang just meant that he wanted to replace me, right?" Now that I'm going, you can't let him go anymore, he has nothing to do with it. ”
Xiao Qi was silent for a long time before he spoke: "It's too late." ”
"What do you mean?!"
My body moved, I tried to jump out of bed, the wound was pulled, and the pain made me go limp again.
"Whether you participate or not, he has to participate, this time, next time, next time, he is already a member of the Mo family."
I felt a rush of blood rush to my head: "What do you mean?!" He had nothing to do with the Blood Curse at all! How can you persecute him like this? Isn't it enough that I'm all involved?! What is the person of the Mo family, he is my Zhao Changze's hair young, what does it have to do with you! ”
I feel like I'm going crazy, I'm really broken, I think of the weirdness of Lao Huang these days, he's anxious, he's unhappy, I thought he had encountered something, it turned out that he was forced by the Mo family.
"Daze!" Lao Huang yelled, "Don't be like this, this is my own decision, and it is my own volition." ”
"Nonsense! You didn't volunteer at all! I've seen it all, you're not happy at all, why should you be afraid of them? Your life is your own, why let them be at their mercy! ”
There was silence in the ward, I don't know what means the Mo family used to force Lao Huang to be like this, did they give him ecstasy, he was obviously unhappy, why did he say that it was voluntary.
Lao Huang has always been informal, he doesn't care about anything, he lives a chic and casual life, this is the Lao Huang I want to see, the current Lao Huang is not the real him at all, I thought he was like this for me, but whether there is me or not, he has to be a Mo family.
I don't understand, I can't figure it out, he doesn't want to at all, what other means can he give in besides coercion, it's one thing to be voluntary, it's another thing to persecute them, I've never had a good impression of them, and now I'm more and more disgusted.
Xiao Qi was silent again, and the needles in the ward could be heard, and Lao Huang sat down on the edge of my bed, blocking my view of Xiao Qi.
He held my hand: "Daze, I really volunteered, don't you know me yet?" What I don't want to do, it's useless to threaten with my life. ”
I slowly calmed down, Lao Huang's gaze was very clear, what he said was true, he was not controlled.
"Why? You don't want it in your heart. "I can't convince him, I just know he's unhappy.
"There is a loss to gain, Daze, don't you even understand this?" He sighed.
"Do you know how important something you're losing? You can get ...... again" I couldn't go on, I seemed to understand, my voice became obscure and trembling, "You are for Xiao Qi." ”
My tone was very affirmative, and Lao Huang also nodded firmly: "Yes, I'm just for Xiao Qi." ”
I feel that the strength of my whole body has been drained, my heart is empty, the memories of the past seem to have become blank, Lao Huang is also a contradictory person, he can be very free and easy, he can also be very stubborn, he can be born and die for me, and naturally he can also be for others, I am his hair small, and Xiao Qi is his favorite woman.