"I know that as soon as the child leaves your side, you will feel uncomfortable in your heart, but you don't let the child see it, and if the child sees that you are uncomfortable in your heart, he will be even more reluctant to let you go."

Mu Jinsheng, who hugged Jian Xinrou, said this, Jian Xinrou suddenly felt that she had no strength in her body, as if she had been drained of something, she held back her tears, looked back at Mu Zheng's back with a smile, Mu Zheng saw that her parents had left, and she had already gone far away.

"I'm really uncomfortable, I'm not used to every moment when he's not around me, and I feel sad now."

Jian Xinrou knows that she has been poisoned too deeply, after all, this child is her own son, and she is also the flesh of her heart, she owes five years of love, and she doesn't know how to make up for it, and now the two of them are going to be separated again, and they can't be together every day, when she thinks of this, Jian Xinrou is extremely sad.

"I know you feel that you owe him too much, but such a young child still can't feel anything, you can be by his side now, let him see his mother every day, he is already very happy and satisfied, you feel that you owe it and then slowly make up for it, it's never too late."

Mu Jinsheng gently touched Jian Xinrou's head, watching Jian Xinrou shed tears, in fact, Mu Jinsheng is very sad every time, but this sadness cannot be overflowing, he is a man, a man needs to stand up to the sky to support a family, if he is sad at every turn, then no one else can support his spiritual pillar.

"I understand what you're saying, my child wants to be with me every day, so why shouldn't I? He was able to understand my heart, and I was content. ”

The happiest thing is that the people you care about also care about you, and the same goes for your children.

"I don't know where you should go next, but if you go out to find a job by yourself, you must pay attention, I am going to work for my company now, I am very worried about your appearance, look at your face full of tears."

Mu Jinsheng looked at Jian Xinrou with some distress, now all the feelings are on his face, Mu Jinsheng has never been such a person in the company, and Jian Xinrou didn't see that Mu Jinsheng would be such a cold-hearted person when she first met.

"It's okay, you just go back to your company to work, you don't have to worry about me, I have to find something to do, otherwise I'm left alone, I have nothing to do, stay in such a big family, I really don't know what I should do every day."

Since she went to school in Muzheng District and the two of them were separated, Jian Xinrou seemed to have been drained of her strength, and she couldn't lift her spirits by saying anything.

"I'm really worried about you like this, it's really not okay, you often go to my company with me for a day, I'm really not at ease, you go out to find a job by yourself."

Mu Jinsheng frowned and looked at the extremely stubborn woman in front of him.

"I'm really fine, you go to work first, I want to be alone, I'm such an adult, what can happen, if something happens, it would have happened a long time ago, and I wouldn't live to be so big."

Jian Xinrou reluctantly pulled out a smile, so that Mu Jinsheng could see the expression on his face, so that Mu Jinsheng could feel more at ease, Mu Jinsheng looked at Taobao's smile, and felt even more uneasy, and called and sent someone to follow Jian Xinrou quietly today.

Jian Xinrou is a very independent woman in front of Mu Jinsheng, so Mu Jinsheng doesn't want to follow her all the time, so that she has some estrangement and guilt in her heart, so she has to hide her anxiety in her heart.

"You're good, feel free to contact me if you have any situation."

Mu Jinsheng lifted the broken hair in front of Jian Xinrou's forehead and imprinted a kiss on her forehead, she closed her eyes and was in a trance, she was really uncomfortable in her heart.

It wasn't until Mu Jinsheng drove away that Jian Xinrou realized that she was now a complete person, and she had fallen to the bottom from the original feeling of happiness, which was a little unacceptable, but a new life had to start soon, and no one would stay where she was and wait for her.

Jian Xinrou took a few steps forward but lost her way, not knowing where she should go, the specific locations of the companies she saw on the computer last night were not recorded by herself, and she laughed unconsciously, feeling that she was stupid.

When you have someone you care about, you become a weakness, and when others use this weakness to threaten you, you will definitely hit every shot.

took out his resume from his bag, looked at the girl who loved to laugh on the one inch photo on his resume, it seemed that he had lost himself for many years, and he couldn't even find the original feelings, he had experienced a lot of things, and he also needed a lot of care from the world as a first-time mother.

Came to an advertising company, applied for the position of secretary, she began to have no hope for the kindergarten teacher, because it was impossible to go to the kindergarten work in Mu Zheng, so she was ready to find a new job, careful and patient, the most suitable for the job of assistants and secretaries, so she began to apply for secretaries everywhere.

"Hello, are you here to apply for a job?"

The company clerk standing at the door looked at everyone with a smile on his face, but Jian Xinrou didn't come early, and found that there was already a long queue inside, and the pressure of job competition was quite high now, and he even regretted not listening to Mu Jinsheng's words.

"Hmm."

Jian Xinrou nodded, looking up at the sun above her head that had already hit her, and the beads of sweat on her face ran down her hairline.

The man smiled and looked at the resume in Jian Xinrou's hand, looked at it a few times, and then smiled and handed Jian Xinrou's resume back to her.

"Then you just wait here for a while, there are more applicants this morning, and you may not be able to get in line, if you have other favorite companies, I suggest you go to other places to take a look first, if you are here, I am afraid that you will waste your precious time."

Although the words were very polite, the people listening to them were very uncomfortable, which clearly expressed that this company does not need employees like Jian Xinrou.

The company employee said this to Jian Xinrou with a smile, but it greatly hit Jian Xinrou's self-esteem, originally thought that his various advantages were combined, and his work experience in kindergarten would be recognized by the company, and he thought that the company didn't need this kind of person at all.

"I wonder where I'm not qualified?"

Jian Xinrou was still very puzzled, there were no problems on her resume, she had academic qualifications and work experience, and she didn't understand why the woman in front of her rejected her directly without even thinking about it.

"We need people who have worked in this role, not a kindergarten teacher's work experience."

After the clerk finished speaking with a smile, she turned around and left directly to look at other people's work resumes, Jian Xinrou was not angry at the attitude of this clerk, but was annoyed by her lack of conditions.

When the scorching sun was on her head, beads of sweat fell drop by drop, Jian Xinrou really couldn't walk, she found a park bench at random, sat there with her resume, and suddenly felt very confused, it was dark in front of her, and her ears were a little inaudible.

It looks like I'm afraid I'm suffering from heat stroke.

"This young lady, with such a big sun, you will definitely suffer from heat stroke when you sit here, I see that you are a little uncomfortable, hurry up to a cool place to sit down."

Xu Yang looked at Jian Xinrou from a distance as if he couldn't do it, and immediately became scared, get up, this is the job arranged for him by the boss, if this young lady faints in front of him, he doesn't know how the boss will punish himself.

Jian Xinrou felt that she couldn't hear a little, she could only feel that a person standing in front of her was saying something to herself, and looked up to see that person had blocked the scorching sun covering her face.

"What's the matter?"

Hearing the gradual subtlety of his voice, he felt dizzy in front of him, and almost collapsed, but fortunately, the man held himself.

"Miss! I think you're going to be too hot right now, and you're about to get heat stroke, so let's hurry to a cooler place. ”

Xu Yang helped Jian Xinrou aside, and then immediately went to a cold drink shop in a hurry, bought a bottle of cold water, and put it in the palm of Jian Xinrou's hand.

"Shhhhh

The tingling sensation of ice on her hand came, and Jian Xinrou immediately regained her consciousness, and found that she was no longer sitting on the bench just now, but moved to the side of the glass fence of a storefront.

"What's wrong with me? I feel so dizzy. ”

Jian Xinrou muttered unconsciously, then squinted her eyes and looked around, and she could only see a man in a daze, and that man's face gradually dilated in her pupils.

"Miss, such a big sun and your psychological anxiety, I think you are too stressed, and you are still holding your resume in your hand, are you out for an interview today? When the weather is so hot, don't sit in a place exposed to the sun, otherwise it will cause physical discomfort. ”

Xu Yang saw that Jian Xinrou woke up, his frowning brows suddenly smoothed out, and his hanging breath finally relaxed, if something happened to the woman in front of him, the task given to him by Mu Jinsheng, even if he didn't complete it, it is estimated that this month's salary may be directly gone.

"Oh, I may have had some heat stroke just now, you helped me here just now, and you bought this bottle of water for me, thank you."

Jian Xinrou understood, her lips were a little dry, but she still looked at the man in front of her with gratitude, this man had a beautiful face, he didn't look like a bad guy at all, he should look like a company employee.

"It's okay, it's okay, I'm just reminding you briefly, and I feel that you are thirsty for a while, go over there and buy some room temperature water to drink, don't drink cold water if you have heat stroke, if you drink cold water, it may cause shock."

Xu Yang knew that it was not appropriate to talk too much with the woman of the boss, so he simply gave a few words of advice and stood up and left, and before Jian Xinrou stood up to thank him, Xu Yang only left a thin back.

"Boss, the task you gave me has been completed, Miss Jane is safe and sound, and I will continue to follow up next."

Walking around a corner, he suddenly took out his mobile phone and finally reported the situation of this mission.